❤jsy

Friday, April 30, 2010 12:48

had a chat with baby love (: these few days . baby love (: said that i am not silly but just naive . am i ? i really dont know . :( baby love (: was ultra sweet to the max yesterday and i was really really happy and touched to the max . (: let's hope time will past very fast tomorrow ! ^^ it shall be a super short post , going to school soon .

i'm baby love wifey (:

Wednesday, April 21, 2010 16:42

school this week is like on and off . -.-" even if we have lesson , it is only like a lesson and starts late . :( today woke up at 6am and bath and meet baby love (: for breakfast . (: it seems kind of long since we last had breakfast but it's like only last saturday that we meet for breakfast . haha ! anyway , baby love (: came over to find me for breakfast and after that he went to work while i went home to sleep . (: monday went to k-box to sing with dingjie and kelvin , fun fun ~ ! more k-box please ! haha . i love baby love (: to the max ( plus extension ) haha . (:

i am a very simple person , the simplest thing like breakfast can make me happy . who the fuck are you to use money to insult people ? bloody fucker . you stay at terrance , rich = big fuck ? can use money to insult people ? knn ! and even if your family is rich , remember it's YOUR parents who are rich and NOT you and what's more , if he really had the abilities , she wont need to work . { good if you understand } STOP USING MONEY TO INSULT PEOPLE , one day , just one day , you watch for your retribution . A FEW CENTS MORE THAN US DOES NOT MAKE YOU RICH . remember that !

i'm baby love wifey (:

Saturday, April 17, 2010 18:39

practically i felt fucking pissed off with someone . first , i saw there are like cracks on my psp and worst it's not 1 but 3 ! suppress that anger in me and asked in a fucking nice manner , do you know that you crack my psp ? and the next thing he replied was THAN WHAT YOU WANT ME TO DO ?! ( in a fucked up manner with a fucked up attitude ) knnbccb sia . fucking hot till i dont even want to talk to him and see his face . fucking cb sia . i asked in a nice manner and i got a fucked up attitude back worst of all is it is NOT ANSWERING MY QUESTION AT ALL ! fucking idiot ! just a simple answer YES OR NO that's it right ?! seriously is knnbccb sia ! by the way , i got witness alright . adelene and dingjie were inside , to be exact , adelene saw how dulan my face was and told him and he just went THAN WHAT YOU WANT ME TO DO ?! ( in a fucked up manner with a fucked up attitude ) and than say something big fuck which is IF YOU WANT ME TO GET YOU A NEW ONE , I CAN GET FOR YOU . fucked alright ! seriously people , NEVER DATE A RICH GUY ! 99% OF THEM HAS A FUCKED UP ATTITUDE BECAUSE THEY GOT A BLOODY MINDSET WHICH IS , I GOT A FEW CENTS MORE THAN YOU , I AM RICHER THAN YOU , MONEY CAN BUY ANYTHING . seriously , this mindset is fucking fucked up ! if that money is yours , you can show off but the problem is , IT IS NOT ! AND STOP FUCKING GO AROUND AND TELL PEOPLE THAT BECAUSE OF ME YOU DID THIS AND THIS AND THIS , BECAUSE OF ME YOU SACRIFICE YOURSELVE FOR ME , BECAUSE OF ME YOU WENT ON DIET AND STUFFS , ALL I CAN SAY IS FUCK YOU LAH ! I DID NOT EVEN USE A BLOODY KNIFE OR GUN AND POINT TO YOU SAYING YOU MUST BUY FOR ME THIS AND THIS AND THIS , NEXT , I DID NOT EVEN ASK YOU TO SACRIFICE YOURSELVE FOR ME AND LASTLY , I DID NOT EVEN ASK YOU FUCKING GO ON DIET ! BLOODY HELL ! IF YOU GOT A FUCKING LOW SLEF ESTEEM THAN JUST SAY OUT THE FACT AND TRUTH ! DONT DRAG ME INSIDE THE WATER ! SERIOUSLY LAH , I'VE GOT AN EX WHO IS WILLING TO FORGO HIS SLEEP AND COME IN SINGAPORE JUST TO ACCOMPANY ME TO EAT LUNCH AND WAIT TILL HIS WORK TIME AND HE WENT TO WORK , I'VE GOT AN EX WHO WORKS NIGHT SHIFT AND IS WILLING TO FORGO HIS SLEEP FOR 1 WHOLE FUCKING WEEK JUST TO SEE THAT I EAT AND ACCOMPANY ME TO EAT AND I'VE A LOT OF EXS WHO DID MUCH MORE FUCKING THINGS THAN YOU ALRIGHT . THERE IS EVEN ONE WHO WOKE UP AT 5AM ON OUR ANNIVERSARY JUST TO MAKE ME A BREAKFAST AND FOR YOUR INFORMATION HE ONLY SLEPT AT 2 AM THE NIGHT BEFORE TO PREARE THE GIFTS FOR ME , AND SEND ME TO SCHOOL AFTER THAT AND RATHER HIMSELF BEING LATE THAN I LATE FOR SCHOOL , THIS IS WHAT I CALLED TOUCHED ! AND I'VE GOT ALOT OF EXS WHO DID WHAT THEY PROMISED ME SO BY YOUR CLAIMS OF DIETING FOR ME , DO YOU EVEN FUCKING THINK I WILL BE TOUCHED TO TEARS AND CRY ? FUCKING NO ! GO AND FUCKING SEE YOURSELVE IN THE MIRROR AND THINK , I DONT EVEN FUCKING NEED TO CLING ONTO YOU , SO WHAT IF YOU ARE RICH ?! RICH = BIG FUCK ? IT'S JUST A MESSAGE FROM ME TO THEM AND THEY CAN BE MY BOYFRIEND ANYTIME ANYWHERE ALRIGHT ! KNN !

money can buy status but money cannot buy respect ; money can buy house but money cannot buy family ; money can buy medication but money cannot buy health ; money can buy blood but money cannot buy life ; money can buy sex but money cannot buy happiness ;

being sick is tired but having to know someone who is so fucked up is even more tiring !

i'm baby love wifey (:

Friday, April 09, 2010 17:02

07 APRIL 2010

went over to kelvin's house for lunch , nice steam egg ! thank you kelvin and loves (: next destination was his aunt house for wii and last destination was pasir ris coasta sand resort for chalet . (: BBQ , zhenwei fetch dingjie , lawrence , liting and me over to ECP as dingjie wanted to go fishing and because i wanted to watch sunrise but didnt managed to caught any for both . haha ! anyway , we both know why uh . haha! and the way zhenwei drives it fucking dangerous man . -.-" drink and slept but had a very little sleep because dennis snores loudly . seriously it is damn fucking loud to the max -.-" many people were drunk lah . :( i dont even know why . shouldn't people know their limit and drink ? it's like making hell for people or rather a person ( ****** ) who is not drunk , what the fuck ? cant drink than dont drink , what's more , tell people or rather a person ( ******* ) , if cant drink than dont drink but end up the person who said this is DRUNK ! what the fuck ? seriously , what are you trying to show off ? -.-" and chatted with baby love (:

08 APRIL 2010

slept at 1030 and woke up at 1400 . not a very peaceful sleep because i am a super duper ultra light sleeper which woke up at the slightest sound ! :( during the 4 hours of sleep , i woke up about 10 times man ! :( had my lunch and bathed and waited for adelene darling to be here . (: accompanied her to have her lunch and had a nice , wonderful , heartfelt and personal chat with her and dingjie at the pool side (: loves to the max ! (: went back to the chalet at 1800 , however , because there are people around so i managed to sleep at 1830 BUT was awake at 1900 and i already predicted and told kelvin . :( waited for those people who went to swimming to bath to have our dinner . dingjie , kelvin , ferlyn , adelene darling and me went to downtown east to have our dinner as we are damn hungry . well , the rest suggested bedok 85 for dinner but considering the time we reach there , all die of hunger already . haha ! after that went back to chalet and drink a little , played cards and chatted with baby love (: , slept at around 0000

09 APRIL 2010

woke up at around 0830 because baby love (: messaged me and i had forgotten to switch to silent mode before i sleep . bathed and wake the rest of them up and checked out . had our breakfast there and went to find baby love (: awhile because i miss him :( and baby love (: was cute to the max as well , he gave me a kissed (: and homed for me while he worked . went to trim my hair as well because the weather is fucking hot . :(

- i love seeing people who are drunk because i get to see all sorts of things and funny actions , haha !

i love baby love (: to the max ,

因为爱你 , 所以放弃不了你 ,

因为爱你 , 即使痛苦也要紧紧握住 ,

因为爱你 , 所以忘了他( jz )在我心的地位 ,

因为爱你 , 即使会再受伤 , 我还是相信爱情 ,

因为爱你 , 所以愿意真心付出 ,

因为爱你 , 即使得到你的人却得不到你的心 , 我也很满足 ,

因为爱你 , 所以相信你 ,

不要问我为什么 ,

因为我就是爱你 ,

因为这就是爱 ,

别教我如何去爱一个人 ,

因为我爱他比你爱他还要多 ,

this ONLY applies to baby love (:

for dingjie and adelene darling ;br>

in realtionship , it takes two hands to clap , dont be the one suffering , move on for both mentally and physically . he/she might not be the one who suits you and there are other people out there waiting for you , take your time to search and search CAREFULLY and dont look back on the past , maybe you do but always remember , those are memories which the both of you once had . be it beautiful or ugly ones . my definition of love is very simple , my boyf needs to respect me , gives me freedom and trusts . once in a while if we ever quarrel , it shows that he truely cares for me and this quarrel can strenghten our relationships however i dont mean that every week quarrel once alright , a good guy who is truely worth your love will wait and not force ( you should know what i mean ) , a good guy who is truely worth your love will not lay a finger on you , a good guy who is truely worth your love will listen to your every reasonable rights . for me , i wont expect my boyf to change unless it is to a stage where i can no longer take it anymore , if this happens , give him time to change , a week or two and that guy should be able to change not to the extreme but efforts were made to change . for my boyf case , i dont expect him to quit smoking afterall , he had been smoking for so many years alr , i only told him to cut down and he did which is 5 sticks per day . efforts made can be seen , and felt . never doubts your partner words , trust them . think positively in every situations , if you dont want him/her to hurt you , likewise , dont hurt them . 记得做不了情人还能做朋友 . 不要为了一棵树放弃了整个森林 . (: 如果找到真的那么好的另一半,记得珍惜他们 . all these comes from those past serious relationships that i once had . it takes time to understand all these . you dont need a pretty/handsome girlfriend/boyfriend . what matters most is they truely love you , they are willing to work hard for your future and not just talk and talk for the sake of saying . always remember , be it in relationship or friendship , action speaks lounder than words . if you want your friends to trust you , prove to them , the same for relationship . never cry over spilt milk , it is useless , if the guy/girl comes back to you when they know you cried it is out of pity and not love anymore . this is only a rough definition for what i think love is . (: for me this is how it keeps me happy 我不求天长地久,只要曾经拥有,爱过就够了,满足了 . this is what i think when my ex ( jz ) and me broke up .

i'm baby love wifey (:

Monday, March 08, 2010 23:10

i am sad . i want those shirts , i want that heels . i want a new bag , i want a new watch . so money money please come and at the same time , my pain in the stomach to go away please ~ !

i'm baby love wifey (: