Saturday, October 15, 2005 06:45
where are you ? hais , i lost you , lost confidence in you . but why when i am down , you get my hopes up and den down again . how much more tears must i shed before you come back to me ? why cant i find you around me when i need you the most ? why i can find you when i dun need you ? when will you be back to my side ? what must i do before you can change your mind and return to me ? you is the only guy that i have found my happiness in you , found love in you and found a never ending love in you , my hopes at high but you dashed it into pieces within a day , a message from you , a second ago , a mintue ago . hais . i cant help anymore by holding and hidding back my little tears from you . i cant help anymore by putting a " STRONG " front in front of you . i may not be the " WEAK " girl that you used to noe anymore , the " WEAK " girl that is so stupid , believe in you whole heartedly and you break the " i believe in you curse " yourself . but there is one thing that is no matter what , you will still have a place in my heart thou i have lost everything i could have done or believe in you . i love you more than words can say , i need you more that actions can be shown , i want you more than anything else . aint these reasons enough to show you how much i love and care for you ?