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Friday, July 14, 2006 16:34

i'm back again . darn that john paul low . what's the problem with him and his mouth ? keep saying jasmine now you know your name got another spelling jasmeen . from that journal article . shit him man . what's wrong with him and my name ? well , went to read dear's blog and there's somethings i want to say . quote from dear's blog " Dear do you noe how important you are 2 me ? I shed tears for ppl tat are worth it. Do u noe how mani times tat i shed my tears for u? I try 2 be a better person when i be wit u. I tried my best 2 control my anger.For example, i waited for u last Sat at Mrt Station for u & ur cosuin & sis for almos an Hour but i din even complain abt it. Cox for you i jus let e matter rest., Slp early (except i got work 2 rush), study hard eg( Chi test i scored 58/80 ) higher den usually i scored. I even ask frienz 2 wake me up during lesson if i fall aslp. " what i say : - i dont know i'm so important to you and i dont know how many times you shed your tears for me because you din tell me . you dont need to be a better person when with me because you are already good . and i'm really sorry for that last saturday due to my sister . you din tell me about your test and i know nothing because you din tell me . " I agree tat i break e promises tat i promise. But firstly do u keep urs? " - i dont remember breaking any promise[s] . but maybe i've break them . " I made e warm drink cox im dere 2 apologise for showing temper on u on tues & pass ya wat u had told me 2 print out for u cox i din forget abt wat u ask me 2 print last wk. On Tues aftnn i dun wan u 2 wait for me is because im havin tuition till 4.15 & i dun wan u 2 wait dere for me for so long & it's abt 2 rain. When i said i go find u & u dun wan me 2 go so i went 2 my frien hse. Tats y i show my temper cox u lik not happy when i reply u tat im going 2 find u.I made e drink cox i wan u 2 feel warmer rather den being cold. Saying sorry is e basic courtesy so i said it. But when she gave e drink away is lik tearing out a piece of flesh out frm me. Do u noe how much it hurts? I even cried on da way 2 Mrt when i heard tat u gave e drink 2 ur sis. " - yes i thank you very much for helping me to print . but do you know that i'm actually hurt still and even if i were to drink , i still feel the pain there . i know you dont want me to wait for you but when you said that , have you thought of me who wants to see you ? you dont feel happy when i said i wanted to wait for you and that's why i dont wan you to come and find me . i know you want me to feel warm but i is already useless because i'm home wet yesterday . i know it hurts you alot and you think i never cried when i read those messages ? you think when i give the drink to my sister i dont feel hurt inside ? " Yes i did promise tat when im injured i dun play. But i onli broke tat promise 2 times. E 3rd time i had already recover but u jus dun believe me.BUT AFT ALL IM NOT A GOOD STEAD I DUN KEEP PROMISE. BUT E FIRST PROMISE TAT I PROMISE YOU IS ALWAYS TRUE.I tired 2 change but it nds time.Even if i hav 2 go find her everyday aft sch i also dun mind even till 12am. But will she mind if im da 1 asking her 2 come find me everday aft sch? Im even called names by my Frien when i Ps dem. But i totally ignore dem is cox of you i forgive dem. " - two times is already enough of hurt for me . so of course i dont believe you when i read your blog . i dont want you to be a good stead or what so ever . do you know what you are now is already good for me ? i dont want you to change because i'm not asking for perfect you . do you know i dont mind going to find you ? my frens also said i pang seh them but i dont care because i'm meeting you. " Mayb im just not ur dream boy aftall. " - do you know what i want from you ? all i wan is you to be happy . you know that ? i'm not looking for dream boy because i dont really believe it exits . it's just like cinderella ; fairtales . i admit you are not my dream boy because you are not fairtales . i dont have a dream boy and never will i because it looks like a fairtales to me only . i only want you in real life and not dream . do you know that ? it might be pointless already . for what said had been said , what done had been done . if only time could reverse but well , i should say put the past behind and look forward for anything that is coming up in the future because i believe that our relationship will be strong and brave through all obestacles ahead of us . i'm siao already today . dont know why i keep laughing and dear will say me siao de right ? haha . stupid dear bully me . hump . unfair . haha . but i wen with him to collect his specs and when he tried it on , it looks super funny and i started laughing again . haha . well , i shall end here . haha . love you ; dear .

i'm baby love wifey (: