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Tuesday, October 10, 2006 17:15

after so long of " holidays " i decided to come back and post . haha . actually was busy with exams . well , heard from dont know who ; forget already i pass my english . i wasn't happy . hopefully , i will pass everything and E , A maths and D&t will be like fail but made improvement . hopefully can be promoted to sec 4NA next year and xiazi pass her english too . =) i'm glad that my answers for her are right and managed to help her to get to sec 4NA but one thing , i feel kinda bad luh . urm , example only . if next year her english not good and cannot go sec 5NA den she's not going to study in singapore anymore . ='/ hopefully everything turns out well . and fcuked that john paul low . blardy hell . he ask kavita to penlize us for wrong address and for writing dear siblings . hello ? cant he use his brain ? we also can say imagin we are forginers den come singapore stduy is it wrong ? wtf . paper 1 gonna die . =/ chinese . copied a little from xiazi and the rest i do myself =) proud of it . haha . physics . omg ! is damn easy can . hmm . maybe mr ng want to do us a flavour cause our class most of them de chemistry sucks ? haha . whatever . i dont like mrs yeo teaching . cannot understand her . thou i dislike eric low , i still find that his teaching is clearer then mrs yeo . all i remeber what she taught for chapter 8 was acids , acids , acids , alkaline , alkaline and bases , bases . she keep repeating these words and do funny man . after that me and priscilla keep repeating what she said . ahah . A maths paper 1 and 2 is hopeless i tell you . all i know how to do was the question on matrix . damn easy after that see got log , sin all these , i close my paper and went to sleep . =x and jpl came and knock on my table . irritating can ? i dont know how to do cannot sleep arh ? is it a crime ? den after he went i also dont care . sleep . and E maths paper 2 . fcuked miss lim . darn difficult . i practically dont understand and find that 5 year series E maths book is easier then her question . chemistry was basically half of easy and half of hard . haha . studied while walking to school . and focus more on chapter 8 . =) i'm glad what i telling mindy , she remembered because i have a hard time telling her the difference between convalent and ionic bonding . she dont understand and i said over a few times which make me going to throw out blood and she finally understand . haha . admit i only know balancing , relative molecular mass , ionic and convalent bonging and the periodic table thing . haha . the rest are like a piece of white paper to me . haha . CME was about using common sense and that's easy to pass because i have moral value in me . haha . =x if those who din pass but sit for the test den i got nothing more to say already . haha . and last friday 061006 , was latern festival . went down and played candles . pollute the air , create more haze . haha . and i sadly did something wrong . i made dear lost the trust he had in me . i hurt him deeply for once . that only once . i'm sorry . if you still lost the trust in me , i hope that you will gain it back fast . xiaoboy they all came . funny . li siao mathew and he fcuker lar . small things make till big things come out . say what tell his friends liao cannot say nevermind den nevermind . fcuked him . if he has got the heart , no matter what , he will make his friends let go of the matter . people only joke nia . den my sister and i practically argue cause of his . i tell my sister say li siao nia cannot fake go tell his friends say xiaoboy they all say sorry liao meh ? den sure will let go de mah . nabei . no heart do these . den my sister say what if it's your stead how will you feel ? hello , please . du lan is will de . but after all they are just joking right ? and he damn fcuker lar . du lan liao den so fast tell his friends for what ? see what i mean ? simplier form , he wants his sister de stead de friends to help him to let xiaoboy they all know that he very big . please larh . grow up can ? sec 3 liao leh . my school li siao also dont need call those " uninvited people and unconcern people " to come down lar . not happy he himself settle woth xiaoboy they all lar . and please . swiss only got you one guy is it ? only you can spike hair is it ? only you can wear army bremudas is it ? only you can wear spectacles is it ? only you can have mole at your face is it ? lame lar . not as if people saying you right ? also never say mathew lee blah blah . swiss only got you this mathew is it ? i go out anyhow shout mathew sure got people look de lar . dont believe go try lar . childish freak . 15 years old , got i/c liao still so childish . no guts still want settle some more ask people help him settle . ok enough of this . the more i say , the more it makes my blood boil . fcuked . sunday went down . after playing went to mac and eat . went home use com . dear ---- -- me . sadeded . hais . it's over already . no point saying it . dont want to say out here . personal can ? yesterday night , something happen . my phone was confiscated . because of the mathew , his friends all came down . hais . i wonder yang they all ok anot . and i very worried den ask wilson ah gong to help me go down see they got fight anot but i think he never go because he say even if go down only see . hais . no use saying now . what i tried to help or do , i tried my best but no one knows it . hais . ='/ saded . today was chemistry . and tomorrow is E maths paper one . omg . fail fail fail . give up on maths already . no matter how hard i try , still cannot pass . hais . so sian . got to go have my dinner , watch tv till 10pm and go sleep . need to prepare for tomorrow exam . just now text hong xiang kor kor asking him something den he say if i got problem he sure will help de . thanks and he got scared by my message cause i suddenly ask him den he like dont believe like that some more say confirm bo ? haha . sadly , he can't go to the zoo on 28oct cause he say he dont know many people den they look like stranger to him . sad . ='/ hope he can change his mind and come . it's been so long since we last met all these . hais . we quarrel because of that fcuker mathew . i find it so not worth it . he really fcuks alot . even sutsiam kor kor also say . he no guts . only know how to create small problems into big problems and sit there watch and walk off like not his problem like that . fcuked . i think if it's anyone of you there , surely feel like slapping him de . ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- to dearie , - i'm sorry to have made you lost trust in me . - i'm sorry for those attitudes . - i'm sorry for those quarrels . - i'm sorry for everything i've done or said to you these past days or weeks . - hope you can faster recover the trust in me . - hope there will be less quarrels . -i'm trying my very best . - to show you love and care . - to change myself for you . ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- LOVING YOU - * MIN love BRAN forever till EERNITY never apart . i love you because of one day i treasure more because i'm born i get to know you because of this world we became a couple because my heart tells me I love you MORE AS EACH SECOND , EACH MINTUE , EACH HOUR , EACH DAY pass a never ending love for you i've never love one person so much before but because of you i cant help to stop loving you .

i'm baby love wifey (: