Saturday, October 14, 2006 14:24
BOO ! just like what i have said yesterday . i will be blogging either yesterday or today so i am here blogging now . =) nothing much happen . had lots of " rest " or " break " from school . haha . actually it's marking days . and it's till monday . and monday , i'm going to go out . haha . what Charmane said actually made sense . she said i might as well work till 7 nov den break till 14 nov and continue working again after that which means i will not waste any months not working . ahha . well , sad . i though i could work in HMV but it's only for full - time and no age limit . GV need at least an O level cert to work in there well , i guess the others cinemas are all the same . and MINITOONS need at least 18 years old . ='/ going to try my luck at causeway point on monday . haha . hopefully there's a job for me . haha . if i'm going to work den i dont think i will be going to school for the rest of the days or i will be going to work after school . i'm not sure . there are so many people finding jobs which also include people from my clique . hopefully we all can find one bah . =) let's jia you . XD [ 111006 & 131006 ] is the best day of my life . i found something from these 2 days . this is what i have never felt before . i felt the feeling of true love . the feeling of how much i love him . the feeling of lots of things which i dont want to say out . for these 5 months plus or should i say ever since i grow up , i have never felt the feeling of being loved so much ever again . maybe when i'm a child , yes . but as i am growing up , i dont feel it anymore . there is no more feeling . well maybe the feeling is already numb ? i'm not sure . we , i pass my english paper 2 and xia zi too . =) grates to her . many of them pass too . those who din , hope that paper 1 and oral can pull you all up . =) but sadly , i failed my geography . first time i fail . ='/ hope my social studies can pull me up . or even class tests . and for E and A maths , D&T , it's compulsary to flunk already . so i'm not so bother about those but my combine humanities and combine science . well , i pass 2 subjects and i need another one or two more to promote to sec 4NA next year and after this year holidays will be a stress school days already . have to buck up my subjects and so on . ='/ can't enjoy much already . stress . sec 4 is sure a tough one huh ? seeing Manli studying all those . omg . i dont even know if i can do well in sec 4 anot . arghs . shall not think and enjoy myself to the fullest . =) holidays are meant to be that way isn't it ? haha . birthday reaching . i'm going to ZOO . haha . but den i'm still not sure who to call to go . xia zi can't go but she wanted to go . she's taking her flight back to china on 28 october at night . and charmane wanted to go but have to see her schedule first . and priscilla was funny . asked her to go and she wanted but dont like the smell of the animals shit . ahah . well , maybe going to sentosa to play . i'm still considering . but if Metta ; my cousin could go den it means , i can stay out more late . haha . i want to go to sentosa . but it's been so long since i last go to ZOO . it's been for years . haha . and if i'm going to ZOO , i wants to go to the night safari too . haha . =) only if one fo my family members is free to run around with me . hais but sadly , i dont think they have the time to do it . ='/ well , yesterday had BBQ at night but i din go . dont feel like going . haha . went to jurong point to collect my skirt and went to lot one awhile and stuffs . ahah . din actually ahve the time to walk around as it's late already . haha . went home and watched tv till 11 and chat on the phone awhile and went to sleep . the background is so noisy and keep having to repeat myself and he's busy anyway so hang up after awhile . guess he's still sleeping and dont have the time to read it bah . nevermind . holidays coming and there would sure to be lots of activities for guides . =/ it depends on shilei again . haha . =) got to go already . friends , jiayou and dont think so much ler . what's over had been a past . look ahead and move on in life . dont because of a small step back and make you lost confidence . =) shall update again on my decision and who i'm going to call . because i dont like UNINVITED GUESTS or PEOPLE FROM MY SCHOOL . you all know who you all are . shall not elaborate any longer . the people itself will know .