Friday, November 03, 2006 16:05
delete the previous post . =) hope things will be fine again . i dont wanna lose you . really . seriously . i'll cherish this chance more . i dont want another of this sistuation . i'll be more careful when i speak . no longer can speak freely . ='( dont wanna upset you again . i'm sorry for what happen yesterday . really sorry . i dont know what life will be without you . i dont know what i'll do . but for sure , i know that i'm lost once again in the darkness where no one finds me . no one knows me . no one cares for me . no one loves me . perhaps i'm not a good stead . a seriously bad one . a stead who will only hurt you , make you sad , make you angry and do things till you no longer can stand it anymore . maybe i dont even fit to be your stead . and a seriously bad stead who can't take your jokes while you can take mine . ='/ i'm really sorry for all those things that have happen . sorry . afterall , i'm glad that i didn't lose you . =)