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Saturday, March 31, 2007 14:52

i'm back to blogging . ok as mormal , dear is working . ahhhhhhhhhhh ! is like this week i rarely see him ok . monday he got th chinese writing thing den tuesday almost can't meet him and thursday too and now he's working . actually wanted t ask dear want t go watch movie this saturday de but den he tell me he's working on tuesday so i din ask him anymore . ='/ sad sad . i got black hair now . but th colour is fading soon . damn it alright . mr koh say he will check on monday but he din . wah lau . make me spray my comb black t cover my fringe colour den never check . ahhhhhh ! nevermind . tday manli having chalet for her birthday . wanted t go but den my daddy birthday tday so can't go . sorry . let's talk about yesterday . i can say it's th happiest day of my life this year . dear came over my house after our lunch . and i tell you . he is really a pig ! he sleep after sitting in th living room for awhile . he is really sleeping . ask him come t my room and he sleep again . OMG ! he is seriously a pig . disturb dear so that he can't sleep so went over t another room t watch tv . haha . fun fun . dear was lying beside me den i keep disturbing him . haha . ok . evil right ? haha . den went for dinner and home - ed and dear went t play basketball . -.-" keep rushing me go eat dinner cause he want t go and play basketball . online at around 11 plus den waited for dear t online and guess what ? huiping was th only junior who ask me why i skip cca so many times and ask me t go cca next week . i told her how i feel and she was like will not la . come la . steady ok ? i entertain you . i tuesday night message you . come ok ? we entertain you . she's th first junior who told me all these . but huiping , i know i am not thinking too much cause it's th fact . that's what i feel whenever i attend cca . is just like i am so extra . i don't know what are all of you talking about . i'm very confuse and blur there . i look so stupid and dumb there and most of all extra and like being isolated . thus i always skip cca due t this . i am th only sec 4 w all other sec 3 and twins always keep me entertain but that's not really what i wanted . but i guess it's always twins and huiping who entertain me . what i really wants is a friendship . friendship apart in cca . friendship apart from school . friendship love is what i need . when i'm down during cca , i kept up w a fake smile thus none of my junior know . no one seriously know . all my feelings and thoughts , none of th junior i am w know about it . none ! seriously it's none ! n - o - n - e ! N - O - N - E ! because they always thought i am happy as i kept up w a fake smile . hais . forget it . no one will ever know except MINDY . she's th only friend that knows what is happening t me each and every time even when i kept up w a fake smile . she knew it was a fake smile and gives me time alone when the real smile comes back , she's really concern . thanks girl .

i'm baby love wifey (: