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Thursday, April 24, 2008 18:04

i can still feel your anger there . if you say you dont have a father , den you ain't suppose to be here ? how can you be here ; in this world living without your father and mother infact i feel that you should actually not blame her or so because she brought you life which you had know ling that's one thing you will never regret right ? you got what you wanted , i've got what i wanted too but not from my parents now when i was young , yes . i got what i wanted if only i do well in exams and stuffs but now , not anymore infact , i got the things i wanted from my uncles and auntie let me tell you something you will never imagine i have thought of no one ever knows not even my boyfriend which i tell him almost every shitty craps i've done including those stupids one ever since the birth of my brother i hated him my parents doted on him like a very precious gem and me and my sister are like shit ? everything and everytime my brother does something wrong , we are the one we get scolded there was once , i could not take it anymore i really wis at that moment i had a pen knife with me bleeding slowly to death i ain't afraid i dont want to jump down from a building dying so ugly (imagine you jump down and die and your blood all splash out) at least bleeding slowly to death is much better no one ever know well , best of all is get run down by a car and die then the next thing came to my mind what if i dont die ? i will suffer more right ? at the same night , i cry real hard not because i am sad but because i am very angry then something came to my mind which is that i've got a boyfriend who loves me uncles and aunties who dote on me if i die , they will surely be sad and my parents too since that day , i've thought hard for every action i do there will be a consequences behind it no matter if it's big or small someone / somebody will get hurt same logic applies if you give in this time , ling will not be hated so much by your mum ps: my parents dote on boys more & if you love ling like a precious gem this is part of the obstacles that you two will face i've faced it and overcome it well you need to make a choice to face it , you have to give in and no ones hurt to run away , den all i can say is you are a coward which i believe you ain't if you love ling , & for the seek of the both of your future , give in to her . i can guareentee you that it will help infact it only does good for the both of you . seriously .

i'm baby love wifey (: