&& i had forgotten to mention in my last post that i had my chinese O level oral exam . sucks to the max ok ! what the fuck man ? i mean what kind of rubbish is that man . conversation sucks damn lots because it's about privacy . reading alot too . what's more , i have got the cheena teacher ! god damn hell . she was like expecting me to have a very special and unique answer . what the hell ? if i got any more answer , would i be so stupid to keep it ? it's oral you know ?! bloody hell , she kept repeating no more already ? damn her ! listening is on tuesday and the whole school gets to be dismiss at 1.40 sharp ! hell no ! i can't . * FAINTS * schools sucks too . they dont even inform us about the DPA thing ! fcuk-ed ! they only tell us about DJCA . damn . what is this ? seriously i am back in love with maths already ! (: thanks to amanda , i am improving ! definetely hated social studies . logistic ? shatec ? accountancy ? banking and finance ? optimistry ? fucked ! i have got so many choices but i cant make up my mind .
&&& dont ask me about my birthday planning . i have got no planning at all . i cant even get to go out and enjoy because of O level . * FAINTS *
&&&& i am not going school next monday . sucks . cause it is racial harmony day and the school organised trips for us and wants us to go . no way man . under the hot sun , girls have to wear hooded jacket to cover ourselves as we are going to the mosque . what's more , we have to wear pe shirt , long pants and school shoe . gorgeously unglam and ugly . moreover , i am a freethinker . so attending all these are _ to me .
&&&&& yesterday our school had a group of dancers who came from new york to perform . gorgeously cool . learnt a valuable lesson too .
&&&&&& i am going to watch red cliff !!!! (:
let's count down !
not to O level
not to my birthday
count down to a day
when * end ! (:
" to be yourselve , you got to search inside
you
to amend those " holes " in your
character
when you are done , that is when you can
see
your beautiful self
so why bother to be
others
others who tried to cover those "holes "
from
the outside world "
a bitch will forever be a bitch .
a bitch will not change into a phoenix no matter how hard she tries