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Tuesday, July 29, 2008 21:05

sad post should i start with ? 9 days have past . i still miss you . i really do . i tried to stay strong , hold back my tears . i succeeded but it lasted only awhile . which means , i have failed . i thought you will be fine cause you look good on sunday but no , you ain't . you have left us . i will not blame myself nor regret for i have cherish you . memories of us still flashes back but i know , it's time for me to carry on . move on . life still goes on . how i wish time will stop so that you are not gone . however , i am still sad to say , i can't face the fact . i don't know why . i tried but i can't . tears kept rolling down . how i wish at that moment i can stop you from entering . but as i have said , time does not allow . 16 years with you and now you are gone . how am i suppose to believe it ? i can't seriously . but i will still try , may you have a good life ahead . i have learnt something that is i seriously do not believe in gods / whatever anymore , they cant answer your prayers . yes . i am already a free thinker since young but now , it makes me even a more confirm free thinker . hope you are doing well . i will remember you for always . therefore , i dont think i should i the fact that i still love you yea ?

 last wednesday night , boyfriend came over my house to sleep and accompany me . of course i am feeling better now . i think i should end this post ? i love my boyfriend lots . (:
oh yes , i have forgotten to mention this " i fucking hate him ! "

i'm baby love wifey (: