❤jsy

Friday, August 08, 2008 17:08

maybe i should just fail my O level instead . haha . good idea right ? what's the point of passing and made him proud and i actually got scolded for printing useful notes ? WTF ? sad to say , i am NOT a boy . so that's the reason why . whatever things i want , i dont get and instead , i got something " nicer " i got scoldings instead . WTF ? nice right ? ha ! i dont care if he ever finds out my blog . he doesn't even bother to ask me what i seriously want . it's so unlike her . she's not that old - fashion even though she is bias which i seriously hate it . ok , so tell me , what's wrong with having a boyfriend at this age ? and hello , it's already 2 years plus so what's the problem ? he keeps telling me you think will last all these shits . hello , if we didnt last , then what's 2 years plus ? shits eh ? funny right ? after which he will goes , many things you too small to understand all these shits . hey , common man . i am already 16+ this year , in another 2 months and 21 days , i am 17 which means , i will be reaching 18 soon . you tell me that i too small to understand ? what shit is this ? i can seriously tell you that i KNOW what's going on when i was in K1 already . every single thing , hit damn hard into my brain . i am not lying as i find no reasons to lie about this . many of you will think that k1 so small know everything , liar sia . but sad to say i know it . since k1 to now , i know every single thing . obviously it'shis fault but he still pick a fight . WTF ? not once but countless time . yea . countless time . haha ! she then kept everything to herself and when she could not take it anymore , she will just tell me every single thing . of course i believe her not because of what she said but what i saw with my own eyes and the things she said matched very well . i only believe what i saw . that's it . he doesn't like us to compare and never in this world i like to compare . my uncle gave us $50 a week and he saw once and this is what he said after that : why you all take the money etc . and my total weekly allowance add up to $80 a week and he goes why want compare see who got so much money to bring to school is it ? dont compare . compare for what ? and i was like WTF ? he doesn't ven know that out of $80 , i spend $60 and if i only get $30 for that week allowance , i only spend $15 sometimes $10 . and then he started why does my daughter need so much money for school all these shits and he even compare ok . he said that w's daughter only get $10 a week which is equal to $2 a day . hello ? the $2 a day thing , i would be more happy to if he volunteer himself to get up early and buy breakfast for me . obvioulsy that $2 is only for recess right ? what's more , i have got tutorial evey single shit day ok . so what's wrong with spend $20 a week ? ha ? i hate being compare to ok . so what's wrong with this guy ? since you dont dote on us ( girls ) then my uncle does . oh yes , he doesn't even dote on me what's more like me , so tell me , what's wrong with having a boyfriend who dote on me , love me all these more than he does ? he will go now should concentrate on studies all these shits . hello , study so hard for what ? i dont want to waste my youth away ok and being a nerd who hasn't got any boyfriend till i come out to work . lols ? funny isnt it ? haha . he always like to dote on boys and boys like my blooy brother . he is fucking irriataing ok . whatever things i eat , he also want to eat and it's not as if there isnt anymore left but is just that he is too lazy to get them . WTF ? and i have to give him eat .and if i take a new one , he will want more . WTF ? dont ask me why i am so thin . think about having a big fat brother at home , confirm will thin one even if you very fat . and he is just way too stupid ok . and what i have gotten from teaching him ? scolding and scoldings for not teaching him well . WTF ? he has got tution and i dont even have the time to teach him but being force to teach him . WTHs ? idiotic right ? he is so irritating that my uncle and auntie all dont like to bring him out anymore . even jaevier is much more sensible than him even though he is much younger than him . an example , jaevier knows that grandfather pass away and he just kept quiet unlike my brother who said this " ah gong die only why want to cry ? die also not what mah . so small matters only! " WTF right ? at that point of time , i really felt like slapping him upside down man . ah gong dote so much on him yet he said this kind of things . i mean older generations will dote more on kids and even i dont have so much things to say to him , he passed away i still cried is partly because of natural reaction and cause i know he dote on me alot when i was young . every saturday and sunday bring me go downstair , take alot of 20 cents coins and give me sit those put money will move cars . and many more . though i am not so close to him , i still know ok . see how idiotic my brother is ? and he never once cane him cause he failed his exam . see how bias he is ? if my sister and i in primary school fail any test or exams , he will cane us like fuck BUT that's not the case for my fucking idiotic brother . with these , i can tell you seriously that he is the cause of why i hate my brother so much . he totally spoilt him ok . his toys are like $70+ and after a while spoil then throw away and buy new one with the same amount and i get scolded ok . example , my unlce buy for me psp , he was like so expensive still buy . why want buy so expensive things ? WTF ? everything i buy is also expensive but the things he buy for my fucking brother is call " cheap " . fucking unreasonable right ? dont ever tell me cause he is a boy , because i can tell you that , got that thing very big fuck meh ? and also please bear in mind that today's society is no long having boys at home is a good thing cause they can carry on with family name . fucked ok . carry on with family name ? lols . they've got ovalries to give birth ? haha ! the world is changing , in fact now it's already girls power even though many still doesn't want to hire girls . -.-" yeah , cause they think that girls = give birth = stay at home be housewife . -.-" i am never going to lead this kind of stupid life . it's so irritating man . girls cant work and need to be housewife . haha ! what kind of logic is that man ? yeas , i do have planning . i will run away from home one day . one fine day . you guys will guess or say that aiya , run away from home confirm go boyfriend's house or grandmother house or cousin house all these but no . i am not that stupid to run away and let him find me so easily . of course i will not say where i will stay and neverless tell anyone anout my whereabouts . (: well , maybe run away together with my sister ? haha . good idea man . sorry but i am no longer your daughter jasmine whom he thinks is so stupid all these shits . yea , he has made me change . infact or maybe i should thank god for letting me know that he is my " good " father . haha ! yea . life " works so wonderfully " haha .

i'm baby love wifey (: