Friday, November 28, 2008 00:44
sighs . i guess you really forgotten about it . :(
2 years and 7 months , no wishes
no messages , no calls
it hurts me when you treat me like that
you are being demoted for some reasons
and the reasons were not me
so why am i treated like this ?
when you first got promoted
i wasnt happy
but seeing a smile on your face
i know i have to face the fact
the truth
so eventually i felt happy
but when you told me you got demoted
and than said this
" i'm not the president of my CCA anymore
you happy "
what has it got to do with me ?
like i said , a smile on your face can make my day
you are not happy so you think that i am happy ?
NO !
you are not happy
so you vent your anger on me ?
what am i to you then ?
what is love to you then ?
sorry
i am not a toy for you to keep when you are happy
a rubbish for you to throw when you are not happy
not a thing for you to vent your angers on
i got my own life
my own pride
my own destiny too
not just you
sorry but i just cant help feeling hurt
whenever i vent my angers on you
we ended up quarrelling
you vent your angers on me
i just kept quiet
i'm tired
really tired
is this fair to me ?
tell me .
i no longer have the hope
to your promises
no longer
not like what we used to
tell me ,
do you still love me ?
from the deepest of your heart
if only time could turn back
i wont be here
not here and there
no where
if only time could turn back
i wont say i love you
even if i do
i would keep it in my heart
for i dont want to see you hurt
if only time could turn back
you will remain in my heart
if only time could turn back
...
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