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Friday, February 13, 2009 17:17

my mum is definitely crazy . damn it . why cant we break ? it's not as if we are married and stuffs . craziness ! it's not a big deal breaking up in this century now alright . there's no more love between us so why force ourselve to stay together ? and she's putting every single blame on me . what the fuck ? i seriously dont know if i am her daughter or he is her son . even if she gets the whole picture , it will still be my fault . fucktard . to summarise the whole thing , because of love , i got no freedom than i wont love . i wont be so stupid to sacrifice my freedom for love and suffer . that's stupid .

weikang was good eh . he accompanied me home cause we are working at the same place but different shop only . haha ! he actually came to westmall to find me yesterday just to accompany me to eat . kao ! make me damn guilty . =( working tomorrow . how sad ? valentine day and i am stuck with work . it's my off day today but so what ? i cant celebrate valentine day this year . i mean i have a valentine but he's not free . he's working as well . so no valentine day for me . :( well , i should be glad that i know him .

suddenly remembered something . i was so pissed off with my mother and i told my sister this . if i got money , i will buy a house and move out of this house . guess what's my sister said to me ? she said this " remember to save a space for me hor . i also want move in with you . " so i went like i dont want stay with you lah . i want stay with my boyfriend . then she said ssomething stupid enough " i will only stay in the house for ten hours . " then i went like why ten hours ? so she said " sleep for ten hours and you wont see me in the house until my sleeping time . " -.-" damn stupid right ?
life is fucktard now . i hate the life . i swear i will move out of this house . damn life . i dont even have enough to spend and you complain that i work and never give you money to spend . i am not the one who should support this family right . it's him who should and not me . get money from him lah . when i get my pay , i have to top up my ez link card myself and it's every single week with the amount of $20 per top up . i have to eat . now , 22 pieces of stock lost , next month even lesser money and i still need to minus 20% for cpf . if i can get 1.3k a month without all these than i will definitely have more than enough to spend . what i want to study you dont let . what other people say study this good , study that good , you all want me to study . hello , can i know right now who is leading my life ? me or you all ? it's my life shouldnt i get a choice to study what i want ? shouldnt i be leading the kind of life i want ? if you all like to intrude my life than why give birth to me in the first place ? might as well abort me right ? your life . but now since it's my life shouldnt i be the one who go to courses that interest me ?

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