Thursday, March 12, 2009 14:33
i miss my boyfriend like fuck now ! :( he is not able to enter singapore for some stupid reasons . damn ! havent be able to see him at all you know ? the feeling sucks ! everyday i can only call him and message him . sighs ! when he wasnt working , he used to come to fetch me from work everyday without fail and then rush back to hougang . when i am working now , i would always looked outside the shop waiting for him , hoping that a miracle would happen but no , miracle doesnt happen . only twinie sotong knows what is going on . he's working at JB currently . he's damn silly . when he got his pay , he bought me a braclet , shirt and pants and he ended up with no money which he says is ok . but what is worst is he plans to enter singapore the next day as he needs to help his cousin drive her car give her husband . that is when the worst happens ! they dont allow him to enter singapore ! so he messaged me at 8 plus am on 07 march . how sad it was . i tried to console him and stay strong but i dont succeed . when i reach my work place , i just cried . sotong was like so scared and i knew she is so i wrote her a note . was a little fine after that . she tried her best to console me . thanks luh ! i asked him why he plan everything so nicely but never think about what will happen then he said this " cause you say before you like bracelet so i buy for you then i never think that now i cannot enter singapore what . " he's also damn funny . he went home and then told his parents about me . then his parents say when he come out they also want follow him out cause want see me . -.-" then i go say him say why go say all these then he say sooner or later will know de mah . -.-" he's like out of no where go and tell one . then his dad so funny . he used to smoke then after that he gave up smoking and his dad ask him why never smoke alr ? then he say i dont let him smoke and his dad say good what ! only she ( which is me ) can control you . he's buying me a phone and getting the same one as me . (: he's trying to enter singapore on monday ! (: just pray hard that he can enter . he also cut his hair like after so many times i persuaded him to do so . haha ! just hope that he will be fatter than me when he comes in cause he promise me to ! (: right now , i cant stand the fact that he is the smae size as me but a little bit heavier than me . alright . i am going to stop and pictures next time . (:Labels: i miss him badly :(