Tuesday, April 21, 2009 16:02
that day when i was about to go home , i saw someone's backview looking exactly like Ysillybaby . my firt reaction was WTF ? couldn't be him bahx ? and apparently he was holding a girl's waist and smoking . then i decided to pray hard . he turn around and very luckily it wasn't Ysillybaby . (: on that very day , i was also in a foul mood due to her* . yea , whatever it is , i know what kind of person you are . i know why no one likes you . i know every single thing even thou i'm only 18 . dont think that because i'm 18 , i'm an easy taregt for you to bully alrights . i'm not like you . i wont say any single shits out . i wont tell you to change because of me cause i wont be working together with you for life . ^^ i didnt told Ysillybaby about it . yesterday , we had a big quarrel . i dont know why i used the word fuck on him . ( see how angry i am ? ) suddenly , i told him every single feelings of mine and i broke down . my face was very damn hot and red . well , partly because i'm sick and also lack of sleep . he called me but i didnt answer the call because i know if i did , it will be worst . was a little better after that and called him back and he apologised . i was speechless . i didnt expect me to tell him every single feelings of mine . when i did , i felt really relieved . i told him i saw someone looking like you and everything . he told me to have more confidence# in myself . well , that confidence part was during our arguement . will be awaiting for him to come in singapore . i have got many things to do in the month of may . i need to register for my school ! i need to play hard and relax . i want to go to tampiness one . i need to endure one more month before quitting . i need to save money . i need to go shopping ! i want to dye my hair but cutting or not will decide later . Ysillybaby told me he will give me $500 per month but will he ? i dont know . we shall see when the time comes .
" what goes around comes around "