i'm speechless , i'm lost .

i'm feeling empty , i'm feeling confuse .

i dont want the whole whole , but only you .

you know what you shouldn't know ,

what i want is only a plain smiple true love from your heart .

maybe i should just keep quiet ,

maybe i should surpass my feelings for you ,

maybe i should leave ,

maybe marcus was right ,

maybe our characters dont match ,

maybe it's just a play on fate ,

maybe i shouldn't talk to you ,

maybe . . .

i dont know . . .

the emptiness in my heart ,

you will never know .

the lost feeling in my heart ,

you will never know .

the confuseness in my heart ,

you will never know .

the speechless feeling in my heart ,

you will never know .

everytime i said i miss you ,

you took it as a joke .

you were never serious .

this feeling sucks .

when i said i miss you ,

i really meant my words .

however much i said and you knew ,

you will never take it seriously .

i dont need you to be rich ,

i dont need you to be handsome ,

i dont need you to be . . . ,

will you ever notice me ?

will you ever take a close look at me ?

will you ever tell me you miss me ?

will you ever tell me you love me ?

will you ever take care of me ?

no , you won't .

in your heart ,

i'm always an evil girl ,

i'm always a bad girl ,

i'm always a weak girl ,

i'm always a playful girl ,

i'm always a nobody girl ,

i dont stand out .

fuck this feeling . . .

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