JASMINE

2010-04-30T12:48:00.002+08:00

had a chat with baby love (: these few days . baby love (: said that i am not silly but just naive . am i ? i really dont know . :( baby love (: was ultra sweet to the max yesterday and i was really really happy and touched to the max . (: let's hope time will past very fast tomorrow ! ^^ it shall be a super short post , going to school soon .

2010-04-21T16:42:00.002+08:00

school this week is like on and off . -.-" even if we have lesson , it is only like a lesson and starts late . :( today woke up at 6am and bath and meet baby love (: for breakfast . (: it seems kind of long since we last had breakfast but it's like only last saturday that we meet for breakfast . haha ! anyway , baby love (: came over to find me for breakfast and after that he went to work while i went home to sleep . (: monday went to k-box to sing with dingjie and kelvin , fun fun ~ ! more k-box please ! haha . i love baby love (: to the max ( plus extension ) haha . (:

i am a very simple person , the simplest thing like breakfast can make me happy . who the fuck are you to use money to insult people ? bloody fucker . you stay at terrance , rich = big fuck ? can use money to insult people ? knn ! and even if your family is rich , remember it's YOUR parents who are rich and NOT you and what's more , if he really had the abilities , she wont need to work . { good if you understand } STOP USING MONEY TO INSULT PEOPLE , one day , just one day , you watch for your retribution . A FEW CENTS MORE THAN US DOES NOT MAKE YOU RICH . remember that !

2010-04-17T18:39:00.002+08:00

practically i felt fucking pissed off with someone . first , i saw there are like cracks on my psp and worst it's not 1 but 3 ! suppress that anger in me and asked in a fucking nice manner , do you know that you crack my psp ? and the next thing he replied was THAN WHAT YOU WANT ME TO DO ?! ( in a fucked up manner with a fucked up attitude ) knnbccb sia . fucking hot till i dont even want to talk to him and see his face . fucking cb sia . i asked in a nice manner and i got a fucked up attitude back worst of all is it is NOT ANSWERING MY QUESTION AT ALL ! fucking idiot ! just a simple answer YES OR NO that's it right ?! seriously is knnbccb sia ! by the way , i got witness alright . adelene and dingjie were inside , to be exact , adelene saw how dulan my face was and told him and he just went THAN WHAT YOU WANT ME TO DO ?! ( in a fucked up manner with a fucked up attitude ) and than say something big fuck which is IF YOU WANT ME TO GET YOU A NEW ONE , I CAN GET FOR YOU . fucked alright ! seriously people , NEVER DATE A RICH GUY ! 99% OF THEM HAS A FUCKED UP ATTITUDE BECAUSE THEY GOT A BLOODY MINDSET WHICH IS , I GOT A FEW CENTS MORE THAN YOU , I AM RICHER THAN YOU , MONEY CAN BUY ANYTHING . seriously , this mindset is fucking fucked up ! if that money is yours , you can show off but the problem is , IT IS NOT ! AND STOP FUCKING GO AROUND AND TELL PEOPLE THAT BECAUSE OF ME YOU DID THIS AND THIS AND THIS , BECAUSE OF ME YOU SACRIFICE YOURSELVE FOR ME , BECAUSE OF ME YOU WENT ON DIET AND STUFFS , ALL I CAN SAY IS FUCK YOU LAH ! I DID NOT EVEN USE A BLOODY KNIFE OR GUN AND POINT TO YOU SAYING YOU MUST BUY FOR ME THIS AND THIS AND THIS , NEXT , I DID NOT EVEN ASK YOU TO SACRIFICE YOURSELVE FOR ME AND LASTLY , I DID NOT EVEN ASK YOU FUCKING GO ON DIET ! BLOODY HELL ! IF YOU GOT A FUCKING LOW SLEF ESTEEM THAN JUST SAY OUT THE FACT AND TRUTH ! DONT DRAG ME INSIDE THE WATER ! SERIOUSLY LAH , I'VE GOT AN EX WHO IS WILLING TO FORGO HIS SLEEP AND COME IN SINGAPORE JUST TO ACCOMPANY ME TO EAT LUNCH AND WAIT TILL HIS WORK TIME AND HE WENT TO WORK , I'VE GOT AN EX WHO WORKS NIGHT SHIFT AND IS WILLING TO FORGO HIS SLEEP FOR 1 WHOLE FUCKING WEEK JUST TO SEE THAT I EAT AND ACCOMPANY ME TO EAT AND I'VE A LOT OF EXS WHO DID MUCH MORE FUCKING THINGS THAN YOU ALRIGHT . THERE IS EVEN ONE WHO WOKE UP AT 5AM ON OUR ANNIVERSARY JUST TO MAKE ME A BREAKFAST AND FOR YOUR INFORMATION HE ONLY SLEPT AT 2 AM THE NIGHT BEFORE TO PREARE THE GIFTS FOR ME , AND SEND ME TO SCHOOL AFTER THAT AND RATHER HIMSELF BEING LATE THAN I LATE FOR SCHOOL , THIS IS WHAT I CALLED TOUCHED ! AND I'VE GOT ALOT OF EXS WHO DID WHAT THEY PROMISED ME SO BY YOUR CLAIMS OF DIETING FOR ME , DO YOU EVEN FUCKING THINK I WILL BE TOUCHED TO TEARS AND CRY ? FUCKING NO ! GO AND FUCKING SEE YOURSELVE IN THE MIRROR AND THINK , I DONT EVEN FUCKING NEED TO CLING ONTO YOU , SO WHAT IF YOU ARE RICH ?! RICH = BIG FUCK ? IT'S JUST A MESSAGE FROM ME TO THEM AND THEY CAN BE MY BOYFRIEND ANYTIME ANYWHERE ALRIGHT ! KNN !

money can buy status but money cannot buy respect ; money can buy house but money cannot buy family ; money can buy medication but money cannot buy health ; money can buy blood but money cannot buy life ; money can buy sex but money cannot buy happiness ;

being sick is tired but having to know someone who is so fucked up is even more tiring !

2010-04-09T17:02:00.002+08:00

07 APRIL 2010

went over to kelvin's house for lunch , nice steam egg ! thank you kelvin and loves (: next destination was his aunt house for wii and last destination was pasir ris coasta sand resort for chalet . (: BBQ , zhenwei fetch dingjie , lawrence , liting and me over to ECP as dingjie wanted to go fishing and because i wanted to watch sunrise but didnt managed to caught any for both . haha ! anyway , we both know why uh . haha! and the way zhenwei drives it fucking dangerous man . -.-" drink and slept but had a very little sleep because dennis snores loudly . seriously it is damn fucking loud to the max -.-" many people were drunk lah . :( i dont even know why . shouldn't people know their limit and drink ? it's like making hell for people or rather a person ( ****** ) who is not drunk , what the fuck ? cant drink than dont drink , what's more , tell people or rather a person ( ******* ) , if cant drink than dont drink but end up the person who said this is DRUNK ! what the fuck ? seriously , what are you trying to show off ? -.-" and chatted with baby love (:

08 APRIL 2010

slept at 1030 and woke up at 1400 . not a very peaceful sleep because i am a super duper ultra light sleeper which woke up at the slightest sound ! :( during the 4 hours of sleep , i woke up about 10 times man ! :( had my lunch and bathed and waited for adelene darling to be here . (: accompanied her to have her lunch and had a nice , wonderful , heartfelt and personal chat with her and dingjie at the pool side (: loves to the max ! (: went back to the chalet at 1800 , however , because there are people around so i managed to sleep at 1830 BUT was awake at 1900 and i already predicted and told kelvin . :( waited for those people who went to swimming to bath to have our dinner . dingjie , kelvin , ferlyn , adelene darling and me went to downtown east to have our dinner as we are damn hungry . well , the rest suggested bedok 85 for dinner but considering the time we reach there , all die of hunger already . haha ! after that went back to chalet and drink a little , played cards and chatted with baby love (: , slept at around 0000

09 APRIL 2010

woke up at around 0830 because baby love (: messaged me and i had forgotten to switch to silent mode before i sleep . bathed and wake the rest of them up and checked out . had our breakfast there and went to find baby love (: awhile because i miss him :( and baby love (: was cute to the max as well , he gave me a kissed (: and homed for me while he worked . went to trim my hair as well because the weather is fucking hot . :(

- i love seeing people who are drunk because i get to see all sorts of things and funny actions , haha !

i love baby love (: to the max ,

因为爱你 , 所以放弃不了你 ,

因为爱你 , 即使痛苦也要紧紧握住 ,

因为爱你 , 所以忘了他( jz )在我心的地位 ,

因为爱你 , 即使会再受伤 , 我还是相信爱情 ,

因为爱你 , 所以愿意真心付出 ,

因为爱你 , 即使得到你的人却得不到你的心 , 我也很满足 ,

因为爱你 , 所以相信你 ,

不要问我为什么 ,

因为我就是爱你 ,

因为这就是爱 ,

别教我如何去爱一个人 ,

因为我爱他比你爱他还要多 ,

this ONLY applies to baby love (:

for dingjie and adelene darling ;br>

in realtionship , it takes two hands to clap , dont be the one suffering , move on for both mentally and physically . he/she might not be the one who suits you and there are other people out there waiting for you , take your time to search and search CAREFULLY and dont look back on the past , maybe you do but always remember , those are memories which the both of you once had . be it beautiful or ugly ones . my definition of love is very simple , my boyf needs to respect me , gives me freedom and trusts . once in a while if we ever quarrel , it shows that he truely cares for me and this quarrel can strenghten our relationships however i dont mean that every week quarrel once alright , a good guy who is truely worth your love will wait and not force ( you should know what i mean ) , a good guy who is truely worth your love will not lay a finger on you , a good guy who is truely worth your love will listen to your every reasonable rights . for me , i wont expect my boyf to change unless it is to a stage where i can no longer take it anymore , if this happens , give him time to change , a week or two and that guy should be able to change not to the extreme but efforts were made to change . for my boyf case , i dont expect him to quit smoking afterall , he had been smoking for so many years alr , i only told him to cut down and he did which is 5 sticks per day . efforts made can be seen , and felt . never doubts your partner words , trust them . think positively in every situations , if you dont want him/her to hurt you , likewise , dont hurt them . 记得做不了情人还能做朋友 . 不要为了一棵树放弃了整个森林 . (: 如果找到真的那么好的另一半,记得珍惜他们 . all these comes from those past serious relationships that i once had . it takes time to understand all these . you dont need a pretty/handsome girlfriend/boyfriend . what matters most is they truely love you , they are willing to work hard for your future and not just talk and talk for the sake of saying . always remember , be it in relationship or friendship , action speaks lounder than words . if you want your friends to trust you , prove to them , the same for relationship . never cry over spilt milk , it is useless , if the guy/girl comes back to you when they know you cried it is out of pity and not love anymore . this is only a rough definition for what i think love is . (: for me this is how it keeps me happy 我不求天长地久,只要曾经拥有,爱过就够了,满足了 . this is what i think when my ex ( jz ) and me broke up .

2010-03-08T23:10:00.001+08:00

i am sad . i want those shirts , i want that heels . i want a new bag , i want a new watch . so money money please come and at the same time , my pain in the stomach to go away please ~ !

2010-03-07T00:24:00.004+08:00

fucking world , fucking people , fucking life , fucking things . this is a seriously fucking problem . cb ! i should have just fall off from the stairs , break my leg , let the bus bang me down while i was crossing the road walking towards BB mrt station ; okayy only liting and junming will know because they saw . that's it . end this fucking life . you dont fucking know and you fuckingly say this kind of fucking things . maybe if i fuckingly die just now , you will be damn fucking happy right .

2010-03-05T00:07:00.000+08:00

~男人必知~

1.别以为女人是你肚子里的虫~你爱不爱她,你什么都不说,什么都不做~她们怎会知道?

2.别在女人撒娇的时候冷落她~否则她会认为她在你心中已经不重要了~

3.性关系对女人来说~远远没有男人想得那么重要~不要以为她爱你就应该在你需要的时候无条件的满足你~那样她只能认为你只在乎性~不是在乎她~

4.做男人应该有主见~去那里约会都不知道~怎会给到女人安全感啊?

5.别动不动对她说:你懂什么?我的事你别管~女人也有自尊~即使在她最爱的男人面前她依然有自尊~

6.在她独处的时候.别说她今天很奇怪~他静默的时候应给他静静的拥抱,别问他为什么~

7.她一定有男性朋友~甚至会是知心朋友~别担心...女人对爱情和友情往往比男人分的清楚~

8.吃醋是女人的专利~如果女人有天不吃你的醋了那只可能她不爱你了~但吃太多醋,女人会伤心,依然会离开你~

9.女人对爱情的需要和男人对性的需要一样多~所以不要指责她对爱情的追求是"多余的"

10.能容忍自己的男人去偷吃别的女人,永远是少数...不要期待你的女人是少数派的,即使她们真的是,那她们可能她们找到了平衡心态的方式,也去偷吃...

2010-03-04T00:12:00.002+08:00

爱一个人真的那么辛苦，那么累吗 ? 为什么每次都是那么样 ? 真的很难受 , 如果时间能回转 , 我会选择不要爱情。FUCK LOVE !

2010-03-01T23:11:00.002+08:00

dear and i went to eat xiao long bao . (: loves loves . before that went to bugis street to walk and i saw clothes which i like BUT SOMEONE super good lor , dont want answer me . :( wah kao eh ! forget about those clothes . went m)phosis but was having sales so dont have the bag which i wanted . even more sad . went to couple lab and saw nice rings but than hais ... dont want say ler . it's pointless getting the bear alone even thou it is cute but it meant nothing . :( okayy , i'm going to sleep alr super shag and tired , tmr still need to go school till night . :(

2010-02-26T22:26:00.002+08:00

when i randomly browse through his* profile , he* is married . he* looks kind of handsome . the sudden urge in me got me wanting to cry out loud badly . it was suppose to be our engagement this year ; 2010 on 29 october . many questions why on my birthday . it was the only year that my chinese and english birthday falls on the same day thus the memories and date . but hais , THANKS TO HER . we are over . many think that getting engage at the age of 19 is too young but for me , i think it is perfectly fine because of some reasons . 拥有时不懂得珍惜，失去了才来后悔。这样的感受很辛苦很痛苦，如果时间能倒转，如果没有她们，如果这一切都能从来，如果...如果...如果...这一生如果走错了一步,"后悔"就会出现。 *his / he is my friend .

2010-02-25T23:42:00.002+08:00

it's been one month and dear bought me samsung omnia pro because he saw what i wrote here . i'm falling sick like AGAIN ! shits . i dont like this feeling . :( GO AWAY PLEASE ~ i always got the sudden urge to get a ---- whenever i saw them . :( perhaps i'm used to it already ? i dont know . :( i dont have the mood to blog . :( 理想的爱情是什么?

2010-02-21T00:11:00.002+08:00

love is a funny thing ;

can someone explain the meaning of love ?

does love really changes a person ?

does love really made a person sacrifice ?

is love really tough ?

is love really fragile ?

most importantly , is love really worth the challenge ,

time ,

changes ,

life ?

when two different person comes together ,

is this call love ?

if it is , do they see their future together ?

or are they only indulging in their own world ?

do they really understand and care for each other ?

are they truely meant for each other ?

i'm a very spoilt girl ;

i want the things that i want ;

but now , i dont get what i want .

what the fuck ?

seriously , i dont understand why .

i dont understand why is it so hard to reveal out ?

if i am someone who you think is a disgrace than dont bother being with me .

the past is something i wont want to look over ,

even though he is not rich , i still can whatever things i want ,

it's just like he is suffering himself yet pampering me .

2010-02-19T23:35:00.002+08:00

i can kiss goodbye to valentines day ; i can kiss goodbye to blackberry bold white 9000 ; i can kiss goodbye to samsung omnia pro B7320 ; i can kiss goodbye to AX watch ; i can practically kiss goodbye to everything i want . :(

2010-02-16T02:42:00.006+08:00

this year chinese new year , i thought it would be special because it is suppose to be special as both valentine's day and chinese new year falls on the same day . couples going for visiting together , couples having rose or roses than dinner and out to chill . to many people , it is very special and meaningful but for me , it is totally burnt , burnt to the max . :( i want a memorable valentine day but it wasn't . i thought you will give me a call before boarding the plane but all i got was a message from you . i thought you will at least miss call me to let me know you miss me but i received none . everything was just purely i thought and i thought . there's no connection between us at all ? i dont know . everything turns out to be chaotic . i dont want things to go this way ! apart for these sad things , the class outing turns out to be super fun . went prawning first at bishan and steamboat at smith street , home at around 11.40pm cause hadi drive us home . (: i wanna go prawning again . i wanna go pooling again . i wanna enjoy myself again like there's no tomorrow ! (: <>

i want blackberry bold white 9000 !

i'm so in love with that phone

{ after comparing with samsung onmia pro B7320 }

i might want that fcuk watch

i seriously need a new bag

i seriously need new clothes

i seriously need new shorts too

and not to forget , shoes .

i need ipone also ;

who is that kind soul that will grant me all these ?

haha ! NO ONE ! (:

okayy , i need to stop dreaming already . :(

2010-02-10T23:51:00.002+08:00

irritated feeling . my whole body is aching like shits now . fell sick and still feeling sick , dont irritate me .我很累，真的很累。每一段爱情都让我觉得如此的累，为什么？！？！是因为两个人都不适合吗？这答案谁能告诉我？你每次说某某时间会到，会当做补救可是，你还是每次都迟到。让我每次都很失望却不想让你知道；自己知道你有多烦，不想再让你多个烦恼只好每次见到你都闭着眼，装睡。我心里的感受你又知多少？我不想在装下去，请你以后如果知道自己做不到就不要说不要答应我！至少我不会那么难过。爱，在你眼里是什么？！容忍的人其实并不笨，只是对自己残忍

2010-02-09T23:35:00.003+08:00

let's kiss valentines' day goodbye . :( a ring symbolise how much both parties love each other . by losing it , it can shows that you're just playing .

2010-02-05T22:36:00.002+08:00

my fuel is running low with each passing day . now with my sore throat , it's making me even worst . i'm shag now . shag to the very bottom of the universe . i've never felt so shag before in my life . with all those fucking people , fucking tales they are telling behind me and fucking problems . CB ! fucking world . :( i'm sick and tired of everything . i only pray hard every single day that your retribution will befall on you soon . very very soon . apart from all these fucking shits , i still get to see bi every single day . (: as usual , always come to fetch me to school and home , meals and stuffs . been so long since i every felt that again . went phoon huat with bi and get our stuffs and dinner after that . bi's going overseas soon . that's sad ! and we're having class gathering on the 15 of feb . i went cause i miss prawning . haha ! i dont want any valentine's day .

2010-02-03T09:32:00.000+08:00

baby asked me to update so yupps. a very very short post.haha! updated(:

2010-01-31T18:00:00.002+08:00

i've a new name , and it's mrs JASMINE NG . haha ! DENNIS NG gave me this "new" name .

2010-01-30T21:27:00.002+08:00

dear , you're a good boyf for me alr . remember yesterday when you some how threaten me ? i am a person who doesn't like being threaten at all . and after i said nvrm , i'm not sure if you can feel it or something , you apologised . when you told me how violent you were in the past , i knew that you've changed . i only want you to know how well you're for me . trust yourselve alright baby ? i'm someone who seriously cant stand violent-ness . IF in the future you're still so violent like your past , i'll leave you even thou i love you . shit my sister ! she's not home yet and gastric came knocking . shoo ~

2010-01-28T22:43:00.002+08:00

i dont care what people say of you . i dont care what they think of you . i simply dont care . they aint me , they wont know what we will go thru , they can only see the outer layer , they can comment for all they want , it's not gonna affect me at all . i love you for they way you are , i love you for who you are , i accept you for who you are . people's comments and thinkings are not going to make me change my mind , for all i know and can say , they are jealous . baby , it's how i see you that matters . it's not how others see you that is important . people may not know how well you treat me , how good you are to me , but i myself know and that's it . we are in a relationship , we dont need to report to those people , we never need to . baby , just be yourselve .

2010-01-25T17:02:00.002+08:00

❤ the start of a new journey ❤24.01.2010❤

2010-01-24T14:46:00.002+08:00

i'm speechless , i'm lost .

i'm feeling empty , i'm feeling confuse .

i dont want the whole whole , but only you .

you know what you shouldn't know ,

what i want is only a plain smiple true love from your heart .

maybe i should just keep quiet ,

maybe i should surpass my feelings for you ,

maybe i should leave ,

maybe marcus was right ,

maybe our characters dont match ,

maybe it's just a play on fate ,

maybe i shouldn't talk to you ,

maybe . . .

i dont know . . .

the emptiness in my heart ,

you will never know .

the lost feeling in my heart ,

you will never know .

the confuseness in my heart ,

you will never know .

the speechless feeling in my heart ,

you will never know .

everytime i said i miss you ,

you took it as a joke .

you were never serious .

this feeling sucks .

when i said i miss you ,

i really meant my words .

however much i said and you knew ,

you will never take it seriously .

i dont need you to be rich ,

i dont need you to be handsome ,

i dont need you to be . . . ,

will you ever notice me ?

will you ever take a close look at me ?

will you ever tell me you miss me ?

will you ever tell me you love me ?

will you ever take care of me ?

no , you won't .

in your heart ,

i'm always an evil girl ,

i'm always a bad girl ,

i'm always a weak girl ,

i'm always a playful girl ,

i'm always a nobody girl ,

i dont stand out .

fuck this feeling . . .

ABCDEFGHIJKLMNOPQRSTUVWXYZ

2010-01-23T22:57:00.003+08:00

you ain't supposed to know but you did . what should i do ? i'm speechless . i'm in a dilemma

2010-01-20T21:27:00.002+08:00

你不在时 , 我好难过 ; 你离开了这里 , 我已经有个坏的感觉 ; 你到了那里 , 我和你"失去"联络 ; 我无能为力 , 我不知道能做什么 ;

2010-01-07T16:12:00.002+08:00

orientation ;
received uniform (cutting kind of big eh , the person measure my waist but the pants can wear at my hips , GOOD ! ) ;
received host ID ( fucking ugly ) ;
slight cramps ( think it was due to the previous month that i drank alcohol ) ;
timetable & school starts on monday .

我越来越不懂你在想什么了 ;
这让我感到很累 ;

2010-01-03T01:25:00.011+08:00

boyf , me and sister went to eat jack's place ;

it was last month thou but cant remember the date ;

went to collect my mommy's phone as well ;

waited damn long and was pissed ;

walked around and boyf bought me a new piglet ;

and of course a romper ;

haha ! ;

went back to the samsung there and was still waiting for my turn ;

reached home at around 5 plus ? ;

boyf has to work and he paid for the meal ;

the standard drop like shits alr ;

KNS ! :(

boyf promise CJ next time cause on that day ;

it had a long queue so we drop the idea ;

i want CJ & NY ! :D loves *

went out with girlf too ;

last month as well ;

bought a new bag for school :D ;

seperate ways with sissy ;

girlf bought 2 flats ;

walked around bugis ;

3 m)phosis clothes caught my eyes ;

girlf agreed it was nice as well ;

homed ;

going to get soon and boyf's paying . :DDD ;

gonna go out with girlf soon to 313 sommerset :) ;

i'm going to learn driving soon ;

boyf says he's gonna pay for my fees ;

i hope it's real . =x

2009-12-30T16:49:00.002+08:00

我们的爱情就像是 ;

白天不懂夜的黑 ;

太阳不懂月亮的圆 ;

白云不懂星星的亮 ;

雨不懂彩虹的美 ;

i've finally learned
that's why i'm concerned
but now it's confirmed
that you learned to fly all alone
darkness in the night
i'll find that light for you
i'll have a sight for you
long as i am alive baby
i wanna be with you

2009-12-28T00:43:00.003+08:00

NOTHING WOULD HAPPEN IF YOU HAD NOT MENTION THE WORD MALAYSIAN . it's NOT because of HIM that WE ARE LIKE THAT NOW , DONT PUT THE BLAME ON OTHERS . & WHY MUST YOU SAID THE WORD MALAYSIAN ?!?! seriously , I DONT UNDERSTAND WHY ! so what if i accepted the apology ? can't YOU just DONT SAY THE WORD MALAYSIAN and let them think it's a SINGAPOREAN guy ? DOES IT MATTERS TO YOU SO MUCH THAT YOU HAVE TO SAY THE WORD MALAYSIAN OUT ?!?! ain't MALAYSIAN guy HUMANS too ?!?! WHAT IF IT'S YOU INSTEAD OF ME ?!?! HOW WILL YOU EVEN FEEL ?!?! JUST THINK . it doesn't matters anymore .

my feelings , you will never bother .

my angers , you will never care .

who am i , you will never know .

2009-12-25T22:23:00.000+08:00

drink , drank , ~~drunk~~ ,
no kick at all . -.-"

2009-12-19T15:39:00.002+08:00

不知道的开始 ; 不知道的结束 ; 世上没有了我们 ; 只有我和你 ;

2009-12-16T01:51:00.000+08:00

fuck this family !

2009-12-12T15:23:00.002+08:00

得不到了 ;

我累了 ;

泪干了 ;

放手了 ;

后悔了 ;

时间过了 ;

你走了 ;

心碎了 ;

心痛了 ;

想念了 ;

走到这了 ;

失去了 ;

跌到了 ;

停留了 ;

回想了 ;

你离开了 ;

再见了 ;

2009-12-05T18:57:00.000+08:00

i'm HAPPY ! (:

2009-12-03T16:31:00.002+08:00

letting go of something wasn't easy ; those brave fronts were nothing but lies ; i tried to hold on but ; i was just too tired ; my heart hesistated but my hands still wave; good-bye my love ;

because i knew ;

i did my part ;

it's the third day of december now . which means school gonna reopen soon . next year chinese new year falls on valentine day itself and we're going to celebrate it earlier . (: hmm , maybe jack's place for dinner ? haha ! anyway , i'm not paying uh and boyf said it's okay since it's only once a year . shall see when the time comes cause we're going to the flyer . a new year , a new start . hopefully next year will be a smooth year for me . meeting H soon for dinner / supper . yipps ! meeting boyf soon to get my hair done , shoes and clothes . double yay-ness ! (: WH wants me to meet him ; still considering if i should or not . o.0 fireworks on the last day of december ? meeting my girlf as well ! she's been like so busy now uh . Esther love love seems busy uh ? shall drop on her one day . aw ! busy december . gonna get many things done and get many stuffs . seriously , i ran out of stuffs to blog uh . -.-"

maybe we ain't suppose to have a start ;

maybe it was just a beautiful dream ;

maybe you ain't what i think of ;

maybe love wasn't suppose to be here ;

maybe ...

2009-11-15T19:13:00.001+08:00

oh fuck it

2009-11-02T15:38:00.003+08:00

28 oct

steamboat @ home

29 oct

pepper lunch @ AMK @ 8pm
pool @ T.PAYOH with boyf , sister and cousin
homed @ 2plus am
sleep @ 3 am

31 oct

pool @ T.PAYOH with boyf , sister , cousin and boyf & sister's friend
homed @ 1am
chat on the phone till 2plus am
sleep after chat

i dont like it when they are so close . what am i to you ? i'm not transparent , i got my feelings . fuck you !

2009-10-10T16:15:00.008+08:00

DENNIS & SANDY's ROM ;D

JESSICA TAN ! double J's . ;D

grandfather's birthday at CSC with cousins ;D

2009-10-09T14:19:00.001+08:00

i set the rules of my game ,

you are the observer ,

i am the gamer ,

he is the follower ;

i know how well i should play my game ,

so you should just see and not comment .

2009-09-27T19:17:00.002+08:00

my sister is irritating lor . see the conversation . red one is my sister , green is me .

your fairygodmother ; dandelion. says: oi J's babylove says: ? your fairygodmother ; dandelion. says: you at home ? J's babylove says: ya , just now call her alr your fairygodmother ; dandelion. says: ee nb i v angry ley J's babylove says: why ? your fairygodmother ; dandelion. says: i itchy hand go take out piercing thot can change to stick thn cant find the behin de hole J's babylove says: than ? your fairygodmother ; dandelion. says: how uhs i want cry ady thn i J's babylove says: wtf ? your fairygodmother ; dandelion. says: force throught thn cannit thn pain thn i giveu u[p+/ 199now +i thi/nkj i*nfe78ac+rion J's babylove says: pierce again lor your fairygodmother ; dandelion. says: -+huh th7 thn mus wait agn sian J's babylove says: monday lor your fairygodmother ; dandelion. says: huh but thn as in hav/e to /wait t/il i can chan/ge /agn th+n t+hi8s ++fri h ow +hw+^ J's babylove says: type properly leh your fairygodmother ; dandelion. says: 9*meimei9 *a54l 65meim mei meir pp ress la kaosx.z J's babylove says: lols your fairygodmother ; dandelion. says: i ady vv v v v paisse ley argh J's babylove says: monday pierce than friday can take out alr your fairygodmother ; dandelion. says: + eal l+y mh really meh J's babylove says: ya your fairygodmother ; dandelion. says: but thn+ how in cos i wait 3 day hide -til siao+ til like hide til like siao J's babylove says: plaster lor your fairygodmother ; dandelion. says: thn repierce re hide liek siao zz plaster still v obvious luhs ltr i go home you help me find the hole kay find from behindd J's babylove says: lols your fairygodmother ; dandelion. says: cos infronm can but behind cannot hur. i want cry liao la J's babylove says: -.-" wtf ? your fairygodmother ; dandelion. says: you wtf what J's babylove says: infront can behind cannot no body at home lor super hungry lah your fairygodmother ; dandelion. says: oh too bad la. moofooo nb infron of cos can cos can see behind the hole senyak bahx > cos aft all the part quite small mars aiya you mush hellp me luhs i v v v v sad ley J's babylove says: later u scream sia your fairygodmother ; dandelion. says: waliao eh i whr will hahha, J's babylove says: dun bluff lor your fairygodmother ; dandelion. says: arhg J's babylove says: i know u inside out for 16 yrs alr lor your fairygodmother ; dandelion. says: bluff you for what hahah i know you inside out for 17 yrs liao lo whoa. cua tio raymond behind me thn scarly read J's babylove says: haha your fairygodmother ; dandelion. says: hurrrrrrrrr J's babylove says: eat shit lah , u 2 yrs younger than me leh\ your fairygodmother ; dandelion. says: helpmeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee helppppppppsssssss J's babylove says: what know me for 17 yrs ? your fairygodmother ; dandelion. says: argh shut up la i want cry lia ola J's babylove says: shut up are only meant for losers your fairygodmother ; dandelion. says: argh you mofo youre passe shit xceejnrjklwo zzz i want cry luhs J's babylove says: cry baby leh cry cry cry faster cry leh whine-r says: argh you go eat shit la waliao bless me kay hope go home the hole haven close argh J's babylove says: okayy i use my power bless you you are blessed now HAHA ! whine-r says: zzzzz cfm suay til siao J's babylove says: okayy lor than i hope and i pray that the hole behind close whine-r says: you help me find back the hole w.o pain i give you 1dollar J's babylove says: kns ! than i dont want lr whine-r says: what J's babylove says: *lor whine-r says: now like infection ley sian half J's babylove says: hehe ! see lah , dont want take my bless lor oribi good whine-r says: haiya how uhsssssssssssssss J's babylove says: use carlsberg lor whine-r wants to start a Video Call with you. Accept (Alt+C) Decline (Alt+D) whine-r says: huyh > why You've accepted the invitation to start a Video Call. End call (Alt+Q). whine-r says: hahaha you at living ? LOOL J's babylove says: ya whine-r says: i see your face i keep lauging hahaha J's babylove says: chicken backside lah whine-r says: lol oi i want cry ady la kaosxz. J's babylove says: cry lor whine-r says: you using my comp ? J's babylove says: nahs fatty de whine-r says: okays hahaha wa piangs J's babylove says: whr ur f face ? whine-r says: how uhs J's babylove says: use carlsberg lah whine-r says: repierce v scary and marfan what J's babylove says: alcohol also mah whine-r says: cb J's babylove says: LOL you humji one lah Your Video Call has ended. whine-r says: hannah oi J's babylove says: what ? whine-r says: whjy cancel J's babylove says: irritating leh i know you miss me lah whine-r says: lol whr got irritsting fakr only J's babylove says: i playing FB leh your m.f.ing big time whine-r says: oh J's babylove says: than the screen so big your m.f.ing big time whine-r says: what game i at here so sian J's babylove says: no game at ppl's wall your m.f.ing big time whine-r says: oh wlaiao J's babylove says: what again ? your m.f.ing big time whine-r says: idk lolll J's babylove says: -.-" your m.f.ing big time whine-r says: hur how uhs J's babylove says: what now? your m.f.ing big time whine-r says: y piercingggggggggg J's babylove says: LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL your m.f.ing big time whine-r says: whattttt J's babylove says: shhh .... your m.f.ing big time whine-r says: huh my piercing leyyyyyyyyyyyy \argh J's babylove says: come back i use needle help you poke lor your m.f.ing big time whine-r says: argh you uhd J's babylove says: haha sian lah later going to buy dinner your m.f.ing big time whine-r says: she say you din tell her or hor dn need la. J's babylove says: i call her lor your m.f.ing big time whine-r says: i da bao for you J's babylove says: i faint alr you so good meh ? your m.f.ing big time whine-r says: hahaha. i do cpr XD J's babylove says: got what motive ? your m.f.ing big time whine-r says: walaio eh J's babylove says: eeyer your m.f.ing big time whine-r says: i keep thinkging of it ley how ush hopwhowhowhwowhwi J's babylove says: i than dont want you do cpr lor like that lah haha your m.f.ing big time whine-r says: shut up la i saying about my pericingin ritr J's babylove says: ah ha ! bwg than ll lor your m.f.ing big time whine-r says: zzzzzz J's babylove says: haha ! you see lah disturb till i dont know what to write at FB alr kns your m.f.ing big time whine-r says: lollol uhuuhuhuhuhuuhuhuhuhuhuhu anyway she say jus now you so early home thn no need ask fl go home de J's babylove says: than just now i come back got the rag and bone man go press the door bell than hai me cua tio lor somemore hair cover the face kns your m.f.ing big time whine-r says: loler hum LOLLOLER J's babylove says: i think for you you scream alr lor your m.f.ing big time whine-r says: scream at the person la hahahaha1!! J's babylove says: than after that he kept knocking at the door lor your m.f.ing big time whine-r says: like, ope nthe door. thn aaaaaaahhhhhh thn slam the door loler. J's babylove says: sian knock alr shout galang guni -.-" irritating sia your m.f.ing big time whine-r says: lo thn you shout. aaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh thn you bomb J's babylove says: siao ah ? i think the one only you will do lor HAHA ! your m.f.ing big time whine-r says: lol nvm la. he also dk you zz yo see la. no sense of humour no wonder so sian J's babylove says: wtf ? haha ! i going sek fan with fl J's babylove winks: Play "Water Balloon" J's babylove says: whiner want go sek fan mo ? your m.f.ing big time whine-r says: e she jus now go eat lj for dinner zz argh my hole pain ley J's babylove says: haha your m.f.ing big time whine-r says: swollen sian how uhs J's babylove says: what hole ? your m.f.ing big time whine-r says: zzz piercing

boyf yesterday night call me and said this

boyf : wifey , what you doing ?

me : sleeping lor

boyf : orh than you go sleep

me : * thinking why suddenly so good call me uh * where you ?

boyf : oh i go drinking

me : why never tell me ?

boyf : neh , i reach home alr now call you what .

me : * blur * orh , i go sleep alr

boyf : orh , bye bye .

super clever right my boyf , call me when he reached home lor . i still thought he sleeping sia . kns ! later want to scold him alr . blog till here going to eat dinner alr . and i got 2 love bite which turns into blue black from my dearest boyf . ;(

2009-09-26T16:47:00.002+08:00

work is like shit now a days . fucking bad schedule . next week only work one day and a pathetic 3.5 hours . what the fuck ! am not going to work for next week , bloody hell waste my time only . loves 23 september lots man . happiest moment in my life thou it was short but great . :) & my birthday reaching ! woots ! :) jessica tan , i know you always spy my blog eh . haha . see that ? i purposely post for you to see my birthday reaching alr . haha ! big big present hor . haha ! see ya next week . :)

2009-09-02T13:09:00.001+08:00

yesterday was so pissed off alright . fuck those customers who thinks that they are always right . fuck you . idiot ! anyway , this customer came in and tried 6 pieces of clothings as i was having my dinner , i decided to keep quiet but hello , please dont be so chi bye can ? the maximum number of clothings which are allowed is 4 . you took 6 and you went out to get another 4 . like wtf ? and the 6 EXCLUDE the one that you are wearing alright ! damn . so i told her very nicely , sorry miss , we only allow a maximum of 4 pieces and she bloodily scolded me this " this is not the way to treat a customer . " like wtf ? chi bye . pissed off and i called Trina lor and i straight away tell her got one customer damn fucked up lor . she faster run back . lols . if rules aint meant to be follow than why do you have to report to work at 9am ? dont tell me you work at office till your brain's dead alr ? haha ! i guess it's not just brain's dead but eyes and ear also got problem lor . i said fucked up , i never said fuck you . know the difference ? and what's worst is she bloodily tell james say she wants to try 4 pieces and i dont allow her to try . seriously WTF lor . maths fail is it ? plus , you aint no rich people , why should i treat you differently ? why should you receive " princess " treatment ? who the fuck are you ? just a bloody singapore office girl . even rich MICs / regulars who buys alot are still treated the same way . oh yes , in order to save some face for herself , she said actually i intented to buy these 2 pieces , eh , first of all , you just chucked everything outside not even asking for new piece alright . i told trina that if i am the customer and i want face i will say actually i wanted to buy this whole stack one .

2009-09-01T13:44:00.002+08:00

yesterday wanted to watch final destination with sister and cousin at lot one but than the auntie tell me , your birthday haven reach cannot watch , watch other movie lah . sian half already and than my sister went cursing . haha ! than we decided to go singing . went there and was like er ... worst come to worst than go for bowling lor . ended up we were able to sing . sang till 7pm and off to dinner . next week going to meet boyfriend . he's super cute uh . last night had a little bit of conversation with him and it started like this ,

boyfriend : eh , where you want go next week ?
me : huh ? i dont know leh . wait arh , i think first
boyfriend : where you want to bring me go ?
me : i bring you go walk walk
boyfriend : ok , go bugis walk walk
me : eh , how you know arh ?
boyfriend : hehe , cause i want go there buy clothes mah .
boyfriend : haha ! we got telepathy mah
me : ( laughs ) act cute arh you ?
boyfriend : haha ! this shows that our heart can connect mah

cute uh ? haha . this boyfriend uh , cannot get angry with him one . everytime i tried to , he always ended up making me laugh . :) but the previous night he went drinking lor . arghs ! but luckily it's only 2 glass not he die alr and my boyfriend promised to quit smoking . =D that time i go and play with him cause he managed to quit for 2 days so i say like that we together for 2 days can alr lor and his first reaction was , CANNOT ! must be together forever one . lols ! haha . but it's just a joke uh . <3 pray hard that the rain stops when i'm going to work or else , i will be wet . =(

2009-08-13T13:13:00.000+08:00

L drove me to work and home on last friday and to work on last saturday . appreaciated lots than something happens . sad * promise , it's the first and last time . no more maybe ? i dont know . tuesday went to watch movie with Esther . we watched the hangovers . (: like finally alrights . i've got many more movie that i want to watch . do i have the time to do so ? yesterday , sales was very bad . so Trina and i went crazy , we started scrubbing the floor . haha ! it's very obvious that it's WHITE now . yes , WHITE and not black ok . we spend like 5 hours to scrub half of the shop white . very very very satisfied now . :) shall end here cause i'm going to accompany Trina and i start work at 4 pm eh . haha !

2009-08-04T13:03:00.000+08:00

i worked at 4pm and i'm awake since 11am ! not that i couldnt get to sleep , it's just some stupid guys renovating their house and had been doing all the drillings till now ! what the fcuk right ? damn , disturb my sleep . was alright with workings and needless to say , much slackings and funs of course . Elaine always comes into the shop and say eh , go smoking leh . lols ! she's too bored to smoke alone . had lots of laughter seriously . she changed and tried on many clothes and Trina went like $32.90 only , buy leh buy leh . LOLS . i went to Elaine's shop and " play " walked around like nobody's business . but the schedule was a little over for me . like i off last saturday and for this week is sunday cause it's national day . sian . 亲爱的 this whole week not at jurong point lor , sian-ness for me already . hais . pray very very very hard that Jocelyn comes on time tomorrow . (:

在believe这个字里也常了LIE ,
那我是否还能再次相信你呢？

2009-07-01T13:49:00.002+08:00

am not working anymore . ^^ mandy's being tranfser to habour front . sighs ! had supper with them last night and also lots of laughter . looking for another job but not full time anymore . tired ! see you guys soon . (:

这个世界就连呼吸都在说谎

2009-06-28T21:08:00.003+08:00

i can see perfect in the word flaw .

should i or should i not ? sighs !

2009-06-26T14:12:00.007+08:00

i dreamt of you . sighs ! how i wish it would stop right there . it wasn't a good dream though but what i hope would remain were the pictures of you . i saw every part of your face clearly . i miss those times , those memories and not to say , i still miss you . are you trying to tell me something ? when will you appear again ? i hope when you appear again , it would be a 5 mintues long dream instead of a 5 seconds one though i am still contended .

2009-05-19T22:12:00.002+08:00

fuck you ,

fuck him ,

fuck her ,

fuck them ,

fuck everyone ,

fuck this world ,

fuck this family ,

fuck everyone ,

fuck everything !

NBCB !

one word to describe everything now , " FUCK it ! "

STOP ASKING ME QUESTIONS THAT I DONT HAVE THE ANSWER ALRIGHT ! IT'S FUCKING IRRITATING ALRIGHTS !

2009-05-14T23:35:00.002+08:00

am i a fool ?

i wont believe you anymore . yes , no more . i trusted you so much and this is what i get uh ? i dont want to hear and know any more of your excuses and lies . fuck you ! if i ever found you , you will be dead . that's the fact .

LIAR

H was kind enough to accompany me but he made me fat uh . i ate dinner again with him and i just had my dinner at 1830 . you know ! today was the first time i notice H was really skinny . damn skinny and small in size . AW ! i mean i know that he is skinny is just that the first time we met , he was wearing lose clothes thus couldnt actually see his size and i asked him , why you so skinny one ? his answer made me laugh . he said no matter how much he ate , he also wont grow fat . haha . this answer reminds me of myself when i was in school and working as well . many , yes MANY people whom i have been with be it friends or customers they will definitely asked me why you so skinny ? never eat is it ? and my answer was exactly the same as his answer . haha . H made my day again .

2009-05-14T02:38:00.004+08:00

can anyone believe that i am still wide awake at this time ? it's 2.40 AM right now . god ! not working later on if not i sure die later . haha . just pray hard . everything goes well . i dont know , i am losing hopes already . meeting H later on at 5 pm i guess ? i dont know where does he intend to go . haha ! will update more about the outing later on i guess ? not very sure . right now , i can only wait for time to pass QUICKLY ! believe what you see with your eyes is what people normally tells you but in the actual fact , do they saw these letters in the word " BELIEVE " ? and i AM STILL SICK ! fuck . i haven even recover and it's been so long already ! sighs ! only H can make me forget all my problems .

2009-05-05T20:05:00.002+08:00

sunday morning i'm down with flu , during the night , i'm down with flu and slight fever . monday morning , confirm high fever , flu , cough , sore throat . today , no more sore throat . fucked ! now they impose a rule which is any staff sick need to take MC cause of the H1N1 . -.-" then what about the attendance allowance ? take MC $220 gone . sian-ness . they kept asking me to take MC on monday but i dont want to .

you are a fucking bastard alright . living off girls money . tsk tsk ! might as well go and be a giggolo instead . beggars like you cant beg with heads high up . if those things i return back to you are consider filthy , then you must be using some underhand methods to get those filthy money to buy those filthy stuffs for me . laughs . think before you speak alright . anyway , i know you dont have the brain to think . haha ! you owe me much more than 4 thousands alright bastard . stop trying to act good , innocent infront of my mother . you wont get any where . stop being so pretentious .

2009-04-30T12:11:00.002+08:00

i can only hope that everything goes well smoothly . the clock is ticking away slowly but my heart is thumping faster than it is . sighs . i pray , i beg , i plead everything goes well and smoothly , please ! this feeling sucks seriously . please i beg .

2009-04-21T16:02:00.006+08:00

that day when i was about to go home , i saw someone's backview looking exactly like Ysillybaby . my firt reaction was WTF ? couldn't be him bahx ? and apparently he was holding a girl's waist and smoking . then i decided to pray hard . he turn around and very luckily it wasn't Ysillybaby . (: on that very day , i was also in a foul mood due to her* . yea , whatever it is , i know what kind of person you are . i know why no one likes you . i know every single thing even thou i'm only 18 . dont think that because i'm 18 , i'm an easy taregt for you to bully alrights . i'm not like you . i wont say any single shits out . i wont tell you to change because of me cause i wont be working together with you for life . ^^ i didnt told Ysillybaby about it . yesterday , we had a big quarrel . i dont know why i used the word ~~fuck~~ on him . ( see how angry i am ? ) suddenly , i told him every single feelings of mine and i broke down . my face was very damn hot and red . well , partly because i'm sick and also lack of sleep . he called me but i didnt answer the call because i know if i did , it will be worst . was a little better after that and called him back and he apologised . i was speechless . i didnt expect me to tell him every single feelings of mine . when i did , i felt really relieved . i told him i saw someone looking like you and everything . he told me to have more confidence# in myself . well , that confidence part was during our arguement . will be awaiting for him to come in singapore . i have got many things to do in the month of may . i need to register for my school ! i need to play hard and relax . i want to go to tampiness one . i need to endure one more month before quitting . i need to save money . i need to go shopping ! i want to dye my hair but cutting or not will decide later . Ysillybaby told me he will give me $500 per month but will he ? i dont know . we shall see when the time comes .

" what goes around comes around "

2009-04-04T23:44:00.002+08:00

i just remembered that i play a prank on mindy during april fool day and she was fooled . (: haha ! i was being fooled too . :(
part one : ( i was being fooled )

peili : 我没有在新加坡做工了!我打算会马来西亚下个月结婚。要是我请你来喝我喜酒你会来吗？在吉窿坡。
ME : 真的吗？你男友和你求婚了噢？我会去的。
peili : 哈哈哈哈！我终于骗到一个大冬瓜了！愚人节快了！=)
siansation alright . i thought it was for real and for that moment i forgot it was april fool day when i actually remembered on that morning !

part two : ( i fooled mindy )
ME : you know what ? actually i'm pregnant !
mindy : HUH ?! WHAT ?! your current boyfriend one ?
ME : ya .
mindy : wait , are you kidding me ? today is april fool day
ME : no ! i'm serious !
mindy : den how ? you going to keep the baby ?
ME : ya .
mindy : den your parents how ?
ME : like that lor .
mindy : den wedding how ?
ME : soon lor .
( i really buay tahan and laugh non stop )
ME : haha ! actually you know what , happy april fool day . (:
mindy : ... you sound so serious lor .
i really buay tahan and laugh till stomach pain already and nothing more to play so i just told her happy april fool day . haha ! she sound so shock man . haha . i actually want to send to SOTONG one but i dont know why i never send and heng i never because she wasn't fooled by peili's message . :( i went to HQ to work on wednesday and i fuckingly injured my finger . what the fuck ! now my finger still so pain . :( heng that day iris was working with me if not i think confirm sian already . finally i got off on sunday ! haha .

2009-03-30T14:44:00.004+08:00

宝贝，就是这个头发。

我可爱的男朋友。哈哈！

yesterday sotong came to find me and we went to try clothes . (: going to buy tomorrow and we are meeting to go down to bugis . haha ! chatted with Ysilly baby last night and i fell asleep while waiting for his calls . actually i called him but his friend said he is at home eating and his friend brought the phone out so i wait and wait until i fell asleep until Ysilly baby miss called me and the vibration woke me up and he called me four times ! haha ! and my mommy wake me up this morning at 9.30 am ! can you believe it ? it is my off day and i woke up much earlier than my working days ! and she told me she want to bring my monster sister to causeway point . -.-" went there to eat crystal jade and after that went shopping around and she asked me to share with her to buy a wallet for him so my first reaction was why leh ? my birthday he got my things for me mah ? i dont want to share . that's the fact and seriously , this family is like fuck alright . luckily i extended my contract if not i think i will go crazy soon if i stay at home . my mommy super noisy alrights . what's wrong with spending my own money plus i worked for it and she kept nagging non stop . -.-" damn ! Ysilly baby's birthday is coming soon . i told him i took off that day and sort of asked him how does he wants to celebrate his birthday and he told me go bugis eat chicken rice so i went like why your birthday eat chicken rice ? and his replied was cause i ( me ) likes to eat chicken rice . cute bahx ? haha ! i guess i would bring him down to bugis and then west coast aftermath ? not having any plans currently and only hopes that he will be able to come in soon and prays very hard that the weather on that day would be fine . (:

sotong ! think thrice about what you told me last night . like what i told you . it's not easy for 2 person to be together in such a big world . if the 2 of you are together , those small problems can be settled . dont end it in a moment of impulse and regret later alright ? think of all those happy times together during this almost 3 years relationship alright ? no matter what , if you need someone to talk to , miss call me alright ? but dont call me when i'm sleeping . haha !

2009-03-25T14:03:00.002+08:00

不要让我觉得我爱你是个错误的选择。我很烦！做么会这样！他们和我说了什么你知道吗？我都不听你知道我有多辛苦吗？爱到你难道是会那么辛苦？他们都叫我放弃你说你骗我但我使中不信或许说我很固执我跟本没听。但不管我有多固执，总有一天我会累。换成是你每天都听到一样的话你不会累吗？我每天还要装做没事发生，还要每天笑这脸去做工，你知道我有多痛苦吗？没人知道，可能只有晓婷知道我的感受。life is a bitch . tell me what to do will anyone ? i borrowed money from his friends but they tell me this " dont be stupid . nothing will happen to him one . " well , there's nothing i can do if they want to see him die . i borrowed money from my friends . in fact having no more money to eat yet i still transfer him those money . it isnt a huge sum but neither is it a small sum . sighs ! juat tell me what to do ! 不管我说什么，做什么都是我的错。都是我要体谅你。

陈晓婷！谢谢你一直那么的陪伴着我，担心我，关心我！就相作天我和你说我男友出来了，我很开心但早上他朋友发了一个信来，我真的很烦。我不知道要怎样做才好。你教下我啊！我从来都叫任何人教我怎样做啊！你是第一个耶，要很开心噢！哈哈！烦死我啦。爱一个人要那么烦，那么辛苦的咩？你知道他出事后我没一天好睡啊！累到病了还是要做工但还好那一天mandy很早过来不然第二天我就不用开店了。我也答应在做下去。

2009-03-18T16:32:00.003+08:00

sighs ! something happened again . life sucks eh . why is it that when i am looking forward to that day , something is bound to happen ? fucked ! i tried to be strong but i couldnt . his friends went to visit him . he told me baby slim down alot . sighs ! baby told him to tell me that he love me . baby ask him to tell me to wait for him . baby also tell him to tell me to take good care of myself . isnt he silly enough ? he is really silly . perphaps silly baby i would say .

i miss his eyes

i miss his nose

i miss his lips

that would kiss me

i miss his hand

that would hold me tight

i miss his hug

i miss his singing

that would make sure

i could sleep well that night

i miss his voice

i miss his smile

i miss his laughter

i miss those time

when we are together

i miss those time

when he never fails to

force me to eat

i miss his care and concern

i miss him lots ... :(

it's not easy to change him . twinie , sister and les will understand . they saw him before . it's not easy but i managed to . right now , i can only miss him . everyday , i looked outside my workplace hoping that he would appear but everyday was a disappointment . i knew he wont be there but i still carry the slimmest thoughts .

2009-03-12T14:33:00.002+08:00

i miss my boyfriend like fuck now ! :( he is not able to enter singapore for some stupid reasons . damn ! havent be able to see him at all you know ? the feeling sucks ! everyday i can only call him and message him . sighs ! when he wasnt working , he used to come to fetch me from work everyday without fail and then rush back to hougang . when i am working now , i would always looked outside the shop waiting for him , hoping that a miracle would happen but no , miracle doesnt happen . only twinie sotong knows what is going on . he's working at JB currently . he's damn silly . when he got his pay , he bought me a braclet , shirt and pants and he ended up with no money which he says is ok . but what is worst is he plans to enter singapore the next day as he needs to help his cousin drive her car give her husband . that is when the worst happens ! they dont allow him to enter singapore ! so he messaged me at 8 plus am on 07 march . how sad it was . i tried to console him and stay strong but i dont succeed . when i reach my work place , i just cried . sotong was like so scared and i knew she is so i wrote her a note . was a little fine after that . she tried her best to console me . thanks luh ! i asked him why he plan everything so nicely but never think about what will happen then he said this " cause you say before you like bracelet so i buy for you then i never think that now i cannot enter singapore what . " he's also damn funny . he went home and then told his parents about me . then his parents say when he come out they also want follow him out cause want see me . -.-" then i go say him say why go say all these then he say sooner or later will know de mah . -.-" he's like out of no where go and tell one . then his dad so funny . he used to smoke then after that he gave up smoking and his dad ask him why never smoke alr ? then he say i dont let him smoke and his dad say good what ! only she ( which is me ) can control you . he's buying me a phone and getting the same one as me . (: he's trying to enter singapore on monday ! (: just pray hard that he can enter . he also cut his hair like after so many times i persuaded him to do so . haha ! just hope that he will be fatter than me when he comes in cause he promise me to ! (: right now , i cant stand the fact that he is the smae size as me but a little bit heavier than me . alright . i am going to stop and pictures next time . (:

2009-02-13T17:17:00.005+08:00

my mum is definitely crazy . damn it . why cant we break ? it's not as if we are married and stuffs . craziness ! it's not a big deal breaking up in this century now alright . there's no more love between us so why force ourselve to stay together ? and she's putting every single blame on me . what the fuck ? i seriously dont know if i am her daughter or he is her son . even if she gets the whole picture , it will still be my fault . fucktard . to summarise the whole thing , because of love , i got no freedom than i wont love . i wont be so stupid to sacrifice my freedom for love and suffer . that's stupid .

weikang was good eh . he accompanied me home cause we are working at the same place but different shop only . haha ! he actually came to westmall to find me yesterday just to accompany me to eat . kao ! make me damn guilty . =( working tomorrow . how sad ? valentine day and i am stuck with work . it's my off day today but so what ? i cant celebrate valentine day this year . i mean i have a valentine but he's not free . he's working as well . so no valentine day for me . :( well , i should be glad that i know him .

suddenly remembered something . i was so pissed off with my mother and i told my sister this . if i got money , i will buy a house and move out of this house . guess what's my sister said to me ? she said this " remember to save a space for me hor . i also want move in with you . " so i went like i dont want stay with you lah . i want stay with my boyfriend . then she said ssomething stupid enough " i will only stay in the house for ten hours . " then i went like why ten hours ? so she said " sleep for ten hours and you wont see me in the house until my sleeping time . " -.-" damn stupid right ?

life is fucktard now . i hate the life . i swear i will move out of this house . damn life . i dont even have enough to spend and you complain that i work and never give you money to spend . i am not the one who should support this family right . it's him who should and not me . get money from him lah . when i get my pay , i have to top up my ez link card myself and it's every single week with the amount of $20 per top up . i have to eat . now , 22 pieces of stock lost , next month even lesser money and i still need to minus 20% for cpf . if i can get 1.3k a month without all these than i will definitely have more than enough to spend . what i want to study you dont let . what other people say study this good , study that good , you all want me to study . hello , can i know right now who is leading my life ? me or you all ? it's my life shouldnt i get a choice to study what i want ? shouldnt i be leading the kind of life i want ? if you all like to intrude my life than why give birth to me in the first place ? might as well abort me right ? your life . but now since it's my life shouldnt i be the one who go to courses that interest me ?

2009-02-04T16:30:00.002+08:00

i have got no idea what to update . =( many things had been on my mind but shall not say anything . valentine day coming . i'm waiting for the arrival of that day but dont ask me why now even thou i'm single . (:

2009-01-27T16:02:00.002+08:00

firstly , GAME OVER . (: yesterday went to my ah gong's house and camwhore with sister and les . pictures will be uploaded again . bored alright . lack of chinese new year atmosphere . -.-" damn . dislike one of them now . i mean , do you have to be so bad or something ? couldn't people slim down ? why say things that hurts people ? how will you feel if people say , i am still waiting for you to get married ? you mean you feel nothing ? bad you . for god sake , i dont even know you even thou you always send me birthday cards because you have to cause it's your job to . wonder why i never ever call you 姑姑 ? i dont like people who tries to claim relationship with me . asking me to call and i should call ? no way . i am stuck at home . super bored now . i am so bored that i am chatting with my sister on MSN when we are in the same room and 2 feet apart . -.-" see how bored i am ? working tomorrow . twinie's not around . she will be at lot one . how sad .

it isnt a pity to end a relationship that was going to be 3 years . frankly speaking , i dont feel anything because , i find that it is simply to unreasonable for me already . when i end work , it was already so late and you expect me to message to ask if you have eaten your dinner or not . what the hell ? moreover i am opposite my house eating with my sister ! hello , is MY sister . so i must get " permission " from you is it ? kns . you went to ang mo kio all these places to eat with your mother did you even ask if i want to eat or not ? yes , provided if you remembered . what the hell alright .

this story involes 3 guy and 2 girls . girl A wanted to eat cheese fries but dont want to order so girl J helps girl A to order and then guy B was doing the cashier so he asked girl J for her number but girl J didnt give . girl J told girl A and girl A say she also want to reborn her hair already . girl J told girl A kns ! guy H gave girl J food that he cook to eat but then girl J went to ask guy H to pack cause they are too full to eat already . and when girl J wanted to pay guy H for the food , guy H refuse and say give me your number then consider as pay already . -.-" girl J didnt give . as girl J promise to give guy B her number on the second day , she did . but then , guy B has motive alright . kns . his main purpose was to get girl A's number . -.-" and my number was passed to guy H because he asked guy B to take for him cause he is shy . after that guy X also wanted to know girl A's number and kept asking guy H to ask girl J . -.-" damn irritating . so J ask A and A agreed cause she find that guy X is cute . haha ! on the second day , guy H didnt message girl J cause he was jealous and message girl J in the morning on the third day which shocked her . guy H also accidentally cut his hand because of girl J . however , somethings happen but now everything was back in order . guy H was willing to sacrifice his sleep for girl J . H was willing to give up smoking for J . H can make J angry but happy at the next moment . H did many things for J . whenever J meets H for lunch , J was the one who did the order and pay but H will put the money back infact , extra money inside J's bag . H holds J's hand tight and told J that he wont be like E and he will not let go . H , X , B are at malaysia now . bored ! H will be back tomorrow and he will come and find J . tomorrow shall define the day .

2008-12-27T21:38:00.002+08:00

busy week for me currently . 23 december , woke up at 5 am and headed to meet twinie and mandy at cck and cab to office for christmas celebration . played , danced , eat and back to work again . slept in the storeroom for awhile before preparing to work . tired ! 24 december , mable came down and tada - hell comes in . thick makeup ! i hate thick makeup man . homed and dinner with boyfriend at house downstair and he gave me presents . (: 25 december , christmas but the ambience is not there . well , practically , we are enjoying ourselve everyday . thou it is tiring but quitting has not been in my mind . well , if i were still working at westmall , then definitely ! 26 december , our 2 years and 8 months anniversary . working . cut short , we dont have any off day till 4 jan . lastly , I AM CHANGING MY PHONE ! (: yeah , price to pay eh . i pay myself . :( kns , can you believe that my brother which is only 8 years old got a handphone ? and IT IS 3G ! wths ! after i change my phone , i can strike off one more wish already and i got 2 handphones . (: the next thing up is to shop for chinese new year clothes . aint got any idea what to wear at all well , not even what to buy . i cant remember which day it was , magdalene and i went to m)phosis to " play " . haha . 2 flip flops caught my eyes and going to get it soon ? then walked around and we started playing with beret and beanie . haha . going to get soon ? shall stop here and post all the pictures the next time . tomorrow full shift . 我的妈啊 !

2008-12-19T16:09:00.001+08:00

my sister and her qian bian face .

for the past few days , had been working and damn those CHINA people . C - H - I - N - A understand ? it happens like this . on tuesday , at around night time , 3 china women came into the shop . ok like fine , expected it . so they took many , i repeat M - A - N - Y clothes and tries on themselves and i dont know . so alright . cause during that time , there were many other customers as well . then suddenly , 2 of them went into the same fitting room , i sense that it was weird man . why do two people have to go into the same fitting room when the mirror is outside ? so i walked up to them and one of them actually tried to make me confuse but i just ignore her because the two of them was still not out yet . so when the two of them was out , they again took many clothes inside and tries than one of the friend had to leave because of something so left the two of them so i kept watching them and i followed them . { by this time , you should know that they are trying to steal } followed them very closely and one of the stupid china women return me all the clothes and say , cannot fit . my first reaction was WHAT THE FUCK ? L size cannot fit when she is OBVIOUSLY wearing L size clothes . so fine , i hang back and they walked out and happily took a cardigen out as well . however , they are stupid enough because kamen was standing there talking and kamen saw and when she knows that kamen saw , she act blur and put it back . -.-" damn stupid . why i say stupid is because , if a person meant to steal , he or she can act alone right ? two people inside a fitting room raise alarm already and what was worst was that , she took the cardigen and the barcode was shown . -.-" so i was like stupid leh . steal already pull out the barcode lah then no one will know . in the end , they went out empty handed and it is obvious that they didnt pay for the items because they did NOT even go to the cashier counter . -.-" kamen also scold them 8 6 { code between us } because they tries on almost every piece of clothes and than very 好意思 to return me every single piece is a messy state . fuck CHINA people lah . bloody hell . so i told my twinie sotong about it and of course , i tell pei li and lenny about it too cause twinie sotong warn me to follow them very closely incase they tries to steal . i only told pei li and lenny the next day and so stupid enough the same CHINA women came back to find lenny and pei li . -.-" god damn stupid . if i were her , i wont even return back to the shop again and this time upon seeing me telling pei li that it was her , she left in a fluster . than leeny asked me if it was her and i told her yes . stupid enough ? so from than on i hated CHINA people even more . next was that a CHINA women tries to bargain the price man . she plucked out the string herself and tries to argue and bargain the price . cheapo man . went to see doctor yesterday as i was not feeling well on wednesday cause i felt like vomitting . going back to see the doctor later on . tomorrow's working again and we need to stay back for some rehersal . tired . surviving on cup noodles now a days man . =(

my twinie sotong . do we really look alike ? when boyfriend came to find me on tuesday , he thought jessica was me and he was like thinking why am i so free when he is already outside waiting for me to end work . so when i went out of the shop , he was like shocked . he say i thought you still standing there sia . -.-" MY BOYFRIEND man . than last saturday my sister came to find me and she was like walking towards jessica direction and i was like standing there looking at her than she suddenly know that she mistook jessica as me . -.-" piangs . confirm so alike mah ? this photo was taken on wednesday morning in our half working uniform . haha . half cause we haven wear jacket and tie hair . had field coaching that day and that was the day i felt like vomitting . oh yes , i call her sotong is because she put the clothes here and the next thing you know she will ask you where is the clothes ah . sotong right ? haha .

yesterday went back to work and mandy came back cause pei li didnt have the key as she forgets to take from mandy the previous day so mandy went like you ok mah ? so i was like ok . than she say , you got see doctor mah ? so i was like got . next was lenny , than was pei li , than was twinie sotong and lastly was chris { on the phone } than the last last last person were twinie sotong , pei li and lenny . lenny didnt allow me to do anything . i want to hang the clothes inside the store , she says no . than i was like i really ok . she went like no later you fall down or what ar , my conscious fly away . than she ask me put the pants inside the plastic bag and didnt allow me to pack them but i still pack them . haha .

my sister went to her CO camp and i suddenly not use to it man . cause every time after i end work , i will call her ask her want eat or not than she will come down and we go eat but then , on thursday night my mother call me ask me where am i cause she want go eat than i remember my sister at camp . haha . cut my hair just now also but not short only trim abit and I WANT TO REBORN MY HAIR la . so frizzy now cannot stand it but i still dont want to cut away my long hair . haha . i want to let it grow till a certain hair length that i want . (:

sister's back tomorrow and i can make her fat already . haha . she cannot resist the temptation of eating late night dinner with me . haha . anyway her camp she also cant slim down much cause she brought sweets , chocolates , biscults , cup noodles etc to camp marchiam go chalet like that sia . shall end here and my entertainer went MIA . =( oh yes , forget to mention that i received a good progress award this year . woots ! however , it was a voucher and i thought it was cheque man . -.-" scarly the voucher is popular one i can faint already lor . kns , want me study study study . haha . told boyfriend about it and he feels proud of me . (: yay ! i never disappoint him hor . haha . his LG phone spoil again . -.-" think he is going to get a new phone ? not sure but i will cause my current phone went mad on me suddenly . it's becoming more and more lag when i dont have much stuffs inside and the battery runs dead very fast as well . last time can last a week this time about 3 days if the phone happy 4 days . -.-" sian half already . but i dont want to trade in this phone cause still can use and now , i am waiting for promotion . (: haha , cheap right ? cause i work till want die already leh than still need buy coach wristlet for my sister . broke already somemore now economy recession so save money . haha . anyway , i know what to buy this christmas for boyfriend already but definitely not a handphone . haha . he's thinking of buying OMNIA { whatever that spelling is } cause now he knows iphone sucks . ^^ already told him but dont want to believe me . see how stubborn he is like me ? haha .

i shall end my post with i HATE china people seriously for many reasons .

2008-12-15T00:38:00.003+08:00

sick now . :( down with sore throat and cough . due to the bad cough i had , i ended up with sore throat . sales these days were good man . haha . however , i hate china people man . they just come in and tries on 10 plus or so pieces of clothes and went off without buying any ! what the fuck ? and they said this , china is cheaper . HELLO , if china is cheaper then go ahead and stay in your country and buy and bargain with them . dumb ass man . today (yesterday ) i got scolded for nothing by one indian woman . she asked me where is the post office . so i told her i dont know because i really dont know and i was about to tell her to go to the customer service there to ask and she said this to me " you work here you dont know where is the post office ? " WTF man . insulting man . if i dont have customer , i would definitely said this to her , go find yourselve la . idiotic man . in other words , she is saying that i live in singapore so i MUST know how many siblings , children , grandchildren , daughter or son in law the president have . riddiculus man ! idiotic indian woman . she is worst then me ok . she live in jurong area and she doesnt know where is the post office and have to ask me . WTF ? brainless man . moreover , she said , i work there which means that i am working there and do i even have the time to shop ? NO ok . all shops closes at 10 pm ok . indians are dumb man . seriously , three indian guy came in to steal . -.-" piangs . damn stupid lah . steal things still look till so suspious . -.-" so pei li went to follow one of them and he ignore her so i of course dont want to pay for the things they steal , i straight away went up to one of them and said , yes ? can i help you ? what you want ? they ended up with nothing . oh yes , they came in at different time . like who will want to pay for the things customer steals with their own salary man . definitely , i hate indians more now . :D am racist and i dont give a damn hell care cause I'M JASMINE . (: pei li was kind enough to let me use her account to buy clothes at half price . =) haha . still considering about the colours man . i want the design but both colours . haha . one is white and the other one is black am not sure which colour to get man . afraid that white will be too translucent but i still like the white one . -.-" going to sleep soon and later going to wake my pig up to go " shopping " haha . like real like that . his whole week is full of activities man except today and sunday . -.-" went to the wallet shop just now and the wallet i want was sold out . not sure cause that's what the sales person told me . sad lah . i went the day before and it was still there and was considering about the colours and it was gone . -.-" dislike the other designs man . either too fat or too small . the one is just right man . sighs . hopefully i can get it like soon at other wallet shop . tuesday working again and i got to survive on cup noodles . damn broke now . waiting for my sister to return me my $31

2008-12-08T16:21:00.002+08:00

worked at jurong point yesterday and shits . jurong point has many perverts man . the shop i am working at sells woman's clothes and men actually came in to buy shirt for themselves ! wtf ? pervert man and of course bangalas too ok . -.-" kns . one bangala actually shouted at me lah . fuck him man . is like he says after and then stop so i was waiting for him to continue and i say and then , then he went like AFTER ! . wths ? after what ? then lenny was like he saying later . -.-" limited words man plus it is not the appropriate words to use at all . working tomorrow and jurong point is definitely more fun then westmall however , the target is damn high as they predicted a huge flow of people . -.-"

爱情世界里的大笨蛋是谁？

如果我离开,你会追在我的后面吗?
如果我要离开,你会拉着我的手不放吗?

2008-12-06T13:33:00.002+08:00

i came up with my christmas wishlist already . haha . i want EVERLAST polo tee , shirts and stuffs . { not to be mention } ENTERTAINER is so good man . he said he is going to get me my christmas present . yay-ness ! haha . went to the face shop and bought lots of stuffs . thanks to the working environment i am in . different places , different expectation . -.-"

westmall : no eye liner , no lipstick or lip gloss , no foundation , no eye shadow

jurong point : eye liner , lipstick or lip gloss , foundation , eye shadow , blusher

see the differences ? being transfered over to jurong point cause of new shops opening . dont play play hor , jurong point now very tempting to shop already hor. new shops opening are m)phosis , valerie , the face shop , pretty fit , new york new york and more . haha . shopping time after my work if i am in the early shift . haha . cool eh ? no need travel down to town just to go to m)phosis . however , both places have their good points i guess ?

westmall : NO more china people going to bully me , misses jingyi , jaslyn

jurong point : FUN and friendly staffs they have especially kamen . pei li , yu hua , lenny , mandy , jessica , madageline ( ? ) are friendly as well . however , once over to the new shop , only got 4 people ! wths ? apart from that , no one to snatch your customer . hopes for more frequent flow of people especially those buying clothes . (:

aparently , i cant think of the good points westmall have except for the 2 mention above because afterall , how good can westmall be ? serious speaking , jurong point is more fun and enjoyable . like dont feel like going home after work even thou it is tiring but for westmall , once the clock strikes the time to go home , everyone sure goes home .

thanks to jingyi and jaslyn for making my last day at westmall an enjoyable and fun one . this is how is happens . jingyi went to tell jaslyn say now having sales later we get step by the customer . jaslyn think hard and burst out laughing cause she didnt know that people can get step to death . so she laughed . everyone started laughing . then , jaslyn went to play around . this is what she said " 明天有大减价 , 明天来踩我 !" obviously none of the customers heard as she only said after the customer went out . so we kept laughing and laughing then out of no where , she changed her sentence to " 明天全部free , 明天来踩我 !" funny right ? ok , well , not here anymore because if you were to be at there you will know how funny it is . so jingyi asked me to tell jaslyn say jingyi being step to death already . then jaslyn was like huh ? really ? i also want go see and step . moral of the story , jaslyn dont know that sales can get out of control like being step to death by customer thus she burst out laughing damn hard till she end work . funny girl .

yesterday went to bossini and see the shirt and i went to see the kids shirts so jessica was like jasmine , bossini KIDS leh . i went like , i know , you also very skinny can wear one lor . then she started laughing . she's damn skinny man . very very small in size and her feet quite small also . imagine a sec 4 girl , having a height of 150cm and weighs 35kg and wears a shoe size of 34 . see how skinny she is ? she's like giving me those feeling that if singapore have a huge gust of wind , she will be the first one to fly away . haha . and apparently , i am not the shortest anymore . (: during my first day of work at jurong point , kamen said this " singapore's rice got problem is it ? why all so skinny one ? then me and pei li so fat one . " cause they are malaysian . so she said , next time i dont want give my children eat singapore's rice . eat already all so skinny like bamboo . laughs . i told her that i am not skinny then she said no lah , not skinny almost going to fly away only . then everyone laugh .

lacked of sleep seriously man . woke up at 6.30 am as i am having meeting at habour front . -.-" so tired and now i cant get to sleep man . freaked .

2008-12-02T15:27:00.004+08:00

dear santa , please grant me my wishes this christmas
my sister to stop bugging me for her 16th birthday present
my sister to stop bugging me to buy her things
my sister to stop bugging me
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my sister to stop her bugging .
that's all i wish for this christmas .
laughs . haha . that's part of my wishes . i came home last night and my sister told me , go my blog , i updated my wishlists . haha . i told her i dont want to go because i am HER santa ! she's hinting me indirectly man . -.-" well , maybe a coach wristlet for her this month IF SHE STOPS BUGGING ME . (: well , a coach of course consists of her next year birthday as well . (: haha . well , such a good sister right ? coach sia . i dont even buy branded stuffs for myself and i got to go and get it for her man . -.-" aint i good ? haha . confirm good till no words to say man . she still owe me money sia . -.-" well , maybe a coach for me next month too ? shall see first . saw many coach stuffs at vivie magazine man . not just coach , gucci and LV too . haha . temptation overcomes me but it always fail because i am NOT AS MATERIALISTIC AS MY SISTER . (: yea , that's the fact man . haha . out of her 20 wishes , i can only grant her a small one . a small and cheap one . haha . definitely hard disk BUT NOT PINK so strike that off . 35kg and 6 pacs ? and she's eating like god damn lots so tell me how can she ever hit 35kg with 6 pacs ? strike that off as well . juicy contour is never my favourite . haha . so tada ! it's over . pink camera ? what for sia ever thou the design is damn nice but then i dont like pink . so over again . no wallets for her man . so many already . haha . strike that off and your pants and shoe and shirts and your hair and piercings and braces so ended up only left coach wristlet . (: i think she will be like better than dont have . haha . well , my christmas wish this year is I DONT KNOW ! (: can you imagine ? christmas seems numb to me now . however , i will think of things when i am having off and go shopping . (: fengling is trying to act siao with me sia . haha . ops , is FERLYN . haha . funny spelling right ? i told her i dont like the -lyn lah . ask her change dont want sia . haha .

2008-12-01T22:30:00.002+08:00

passerby =] :
first of all , my name is JASMINE (: . and it's not Jasmine =) with that stupid smiley face . next , whether am i a virgin or not , i dont need to explain to you because even if you are the last alive guy in this world , i wont want to fuck you . (: oh yes , I DONT LIKE PINK lah bodoh . never do enough research then come here act cute sia but sad to say , you are not cute at all . -.-" DUH ! of course whoever quarrel with me i sure win cause I'M JASMINE ! (: bodoh sia . so you mean your mother go geylang get fucked by thos pervertic uncles and get AIDS while your father is some sort of giggolo that preys on prosistute money ? hmm , WOW ! never seen such a parents before . no wonder you are suffering from AIDS . aw , not even my shit pity you . ^^ wah lan eh . WHAT A JOKE sia . LAN JIAO KIA OWNSELF SAY OWNSELF NOT LAN JIAO KIA sia . like that i say i strike 2 billion 4D you believe or not ? laughs . come lor . want play realy life si bo ? come lah . i now working at boon lay there . come find me lor . laughs . I FORGET LAN JIAO KIA HUM JI ONE . that's why NO NAME sia . so KE LIAN sia PUT PASSERBY =] . piang eh , CONFIRM THE NAME SO SUCKY THAT'S WHY HUM JI DONT DARE PUT RIGHT ? ai ya , nevermind one because I DONT WISH AND WANT TO KNOW A LAN JIAO KIA'S NAME LIKE YOU . (: lols , HAN IS YOUR BOYFRIEND OR GIRLFRIEND OR YOU FATHER OR MOTHER OR YOUR SISTER OR BROTHER OR UNCLE OR AUNTIE OR YOU SHIT OR WORM IN YOUR ASS ? I DONT GIVE A DAMN HELL CARE BECAUSE , THIS IS MY BLOG . I CAN POST AND REPLY ANYTHING I LIKE EVEN ABOUT YOUR MOTHER BEING FUCKED BY SOME BANGALAS . ops , bangalas also got high taste one . they only like thailand or philippines one NOT YOUR MOTHER cause got AIDS sia . piang eh , DONT YOU UNDERSTAND SIMPLE ENGLISH ? how many times must i repeat myself that JASMINE HAS NO LAN JIAO ? MY BLOG , MY POST . NOT HAPPY , COME STRAIGHT TO MY FACE AND SAY DONT BEHIND COMPUTER SCOLD SCOLD THEN ASK YOU COME OUT YOU DONT DARE . -.-" DESPISE YOU MAN . i know you NO lan jiao want hao lian got lan jiao , face the facts lah . no lan jiao means NO LAN JIAO dont act as if you got lan jiao . -.-" oh yes , you ain't KPO but you are SINGAPORE'S FIRST KPO person . ^^ like what you said , MY ATTITUDE , you not happy ? then too bad lor . my mother also never say you come here say my attitude sia . who are you to say man ? laughs . ps : i got a 720 degree attitude . (: and why should i treat han good ? hello , he is neither my boyfriend nor my friends so who is he ? i can simply tell you i treat bangalas like dirt . (: so han to me is in fact nothing . i dont even put him in my eyes . what can you do ? nothing ! LL only . i like i can reply you 12345678910 billion words . what can you do ? nothing . LL ONLY . wah lau , what era already ? still trying to act big sia . -.-" OUTDATED already lah . UPDATE leh . -.-" LAN JIAO KIA WILL FOREVER BE A LAN JIAO KIA . DONT TELL ME REAL LIFE AND FAKE LIFE . i can tell you , in real life , the JASMINE not so vulgar one , JASMINE in real life very cute and quiet one , JASMINE in real life like xiao mei mei one you believe ? GIVE ME ZILLION dollars i also wont believe ok . dont think that i am that naive to believe . -.-" whoever believe confirm idiot with NO IQ AND EQ one . ps : i suck cock sia . better then you so old already still suck your mother breast . laughs .

t passerby =] :
wah piang . i know who you already . try to act secretive sia ? haha . i tell you cb kia ownself say he not cb kia in real life you believe ? laughs sia . haha . first time i see someone say ownself not so lj kia one sia . haha . then i scold his father and mother and han , i also not lj kia lor . anyway , i also no lj mah . haha . that's something that they are JEALOUS of . the bond between us , the unity between us . ^^ oh yes and belle ask me tell you say she's not saying you narcissist she's saying herself . haha .

ADERBEL :
you dont try act cute hor . i alr told you how to let that passerby go your blog liao . faster action . haha

i simply dislike it when people ask my sister and i if we were twins and asking the obvious like who is older . -.-" so if we are twins , does it mean that the things we purchased will be cheaper ? if yes , then we are twins . if no , then we are not twins . does it mean if i am older i get a special price ? no . does it mean that if my sister is the older one she gets extra things ? no . then why KPO ? singaporean's number one style . sick of these questions man . i swear the NEXT person who ask us , i am NOT GOING TO ANSWER back .

2008-11-30T00:53:00.002+08:00

passerby =] :
i think YOUR english sucks man . didnt YOUR father and mother teach you the DIFFERENCE between YOUR and YOU ARE ? and why should i use YOUR when it is suppose to be YOUR ? you mean you write composition like this ? " YOUR fat ? " laughs . tok gong eh your english . what school sia ? teach such an " EXCELLENT " english . laughs . error number one . did i even use 30+ of " YOUR " ? laughs . error number 2 . laughs . you mean using 10+ times of YOUR is not a good english ? haha . then , in YOUR whole life , YOU use more than 10 + times thus YOU ARE saying yourselve ? laughs . error number 3 . laughs . JASMINE will NEVER BE SAD . cause SHE HAS A BOYFRIEND WHO LOVES HER VERY MUCH CURRENTLY . need any verification ? i will ask him to tag too . ^^ oh yes , just to make YOU MORE PISSED OFF , i just came back from supper WITH MY BOYFRIEND and WE ARE STILL TOGETHER LIKE HAPPILY EVER AFTER . (: error number 4 . laughs . tell me the meaning of breaking up . ^^ error number 5 . laughs . " i no longer have the hope " means very sad ? laughs . I LIVE MY LIFE TO THE FULLEST WITH LOTS OF HOPES . aw , YOU ARE DYING OF CANCEROUS DISEASES SOON ? too bad then . ^^ error number 6 . oh yes , i said " if only time could turn back .. " AND NOT " if time only could turn back ... " and of course i wont say I LOVE YOU because I LOVE KOH HONG KIAN and NOT YOU THIS FUGLY ASS . error number 7 . haha . dont know how to read a thousand words essay ? laughs . too bad then . shows that YOU ARE BRAINLESS and SENSELESS . (: of course kept it in my heart lah . what for hao lian to whole world ? laughs . error number 8 . oh yes , I DONT HAVE LAN JIAO lah . -.-" bodoh leh . DONT KNOW HOW TO READ JASMINE is it ? i repeat is J-A-S-M-I-N-E . JASMINE where will have lan jiao one ? -.-" error number 9 . i'm tearing apart sia . laughs . i'm STILL IN A PIECE or else , how do i even post this for you ? -.-" error number 10 . DUH ! like i said , it is SUPPOSE TO BE YOUR and NOT YOU ARE . -.-" error number 11 . by the way , i'm NOT AS RETARDED AS YOU . error number 12 . MY BOYFRIEND NEVER VENT HIS ANGER ON ME . -.-" . error number 13 . calculated all YOUR errors you made , can YOU BELIEVE that is it - 13 ZILLION ? OMFG ! you really have NO IQ AND EQ . laughs . oh yes , i seriously think that it is rude of YOU to scold that t passby =] . so now , i dont see a reason to be nice to you anymore . firstly , FUCK YOUR MOTHER AND FATHER . secondly , I SERIOUSLY BELIEVE THAT YOU ARE A BASTARD WHO DONT KNOW WHO YOUR FATHER IS BECAUSE YOU ARE JUST TRYING TO ACT CUTE HERE . -.-" thirdly , I PITY YOUR PARENTS FOR GIVING BIRTH TO YOU THIS KIND OF BASTARD . fourthly , I ALREADY MENTION I GOT NO LAN JIAO YOU DONT UNDERSTAND ? OR YOU GOT LAN JIAO AT FIRST BUT NOW NO MORE ALREADY ? GO CHANGI VILLAGE THERE THEN YOU CAN SHOW OFF TO THEM HOW BIG IS YOUR LAN JIAO . fifthly , SAD NEWS FOR YOU . KOH HONG KIAN IS STILL MY BOYFRIEND , STILL MY HUBBY , STILL MY PIG . (: WHAT CAN YOU DO ? NOTHING . OH YA , I FORGET YOU CAN ONLY LAN LAN ( LL ) . (: sixthly , IS NOT THAT GUY IS KOH HONG KIAN UNDERSTAND ? I REPEAT IS K-O-H H-O-N-G K-I-A-N . seventhly , 找到足够我的生活的证据再来 . DONT MAKE ME SAY TILL YOU NOTHING TO SAY ME BACK THEN GO MIA AND THEN RETURN WITH MORE THINGS WHICH I BLOG AND YOU ACTUALLY BELIEVE . CONFIRM A RETARDED IDIOT . OH YES , SINCE t passerby =] CAN TAG AND SCOLD YOU THEN YOU HUAN LO SO MUCH FOR WHAT ? HE / SHE LIKE TO SCOLD YOU , YOU SCARED SI BO ? CRY FOR MOTHER LAH . (: want some more ? go to www.beautiful-bygones.blogspot.com for more entertainment . do remember to come back for more . ^^

t passerby =] :
first of all , thank you for feeling for me that passerby is bad and whether i know you or not , still thank you . but passerby =] , will NEVER HAVE THE CHANCE TO BUILD HIS HAPPINESS ON MY SORROW because I'M JASMINE . (: which means , I WILL NEVER BE SAD . (: haha , so you and i believe that what goes around comes around right ? just continue playing with him to keep him from dying of boredness . (: I'M JASMINE . (: JASMINE IS A STRONG GIRL . (: and i beg to differ . ^^ my wish is for him to come back and not scram because , there's a clown making a fool out of himself for free so why asked him to scram ? haha .

2008-11-28T18:27:00.004+08:00

SIGHS . :( just tell me what to do . i'm tired . i'm really tired .

2008-11-28T00:44:00.005+08:00

sighs . i guess you really forgotten about it . :(

2 years and 7 months , no wishes

no messages , no calls

it hurts me when you treat me like that

you are being demoted for some reasons

and the reasons were not me

so why am i treated like this ?

when you first got promoted

i wasnt happy

but seeing a smile on your face

i know i have to face the fact

the truth

so eventually i felt happy

but when you told me you got demoted

and than said this

" i'm not the president of my CCA anymore

you happy "

what has it got to do with me ?

like i said , a smile on your face can make my day

you are not happy so you think that i am happy ?

NO !

you are not happy

so you vent your anger on me ?

what am i to you then ?

what is love to you then ?

sorry

i am not a toy for you to keep when you are happy

a rubbish for you to throw when you are not happy

not a thing for you to vent your angers on

i got my own life

my own pride

my own destiny too

not just you

sorry but i just cant help feeling hurt

whenever i vent my angers on you

we ended up quarrelling

you vent your angers on me

i just kept quiet

i'm tired

really tired

is this fair to me ?

tell me .

i no longer have the hope

to your promises

no longer

not like what we used to

tell me ,

do you still love me ?

from the deepest of your heart

if only time could turn back

i wont be here

not here and there

no where

if only time could turn back

i wont say i love you

even if i do

i would keep it in my heart

for i dont want to see you hurt

if only time could turn back

you will remain in my heart

if only time could turn back

...

2008-11-26T16:34:00.002+08:00

first of all , HAPPY 31th MONTH ANNIVERSARY to PIG ! (: i am not working today . can you imagine ? haha . not slacking eh . having off day . ^^ haha . working all day and am sick now . having flu and sore throat . sighs . :( tomorrow going to work again and it's long working hours eh . how sad . yea , very sad . weekend also have to work you know ? sad eh . but am happy because next week i have 2 days off . (: * jumps for joys * haha . short post eh . very sick now . :(

2008-11-23T12:52:00.002+08:00

to Passerby =] :
ah ha ! you finally found your way here . laughs . SLOW man . i shall reply you those " questions " you asked . firstly , want to know how my boyfriend stand me is it ? ask him lor . easy . want his email ? tell me , i give you . simple . aw , sad to say , NO ONE in school backstab me . ^^ laughs . since you say that everyone in school backstab me , that means that you know my school . then , tell me my school name . wah piang eh , your english super duper lousy lor . i dont even understand what are you talking about . -.-" study so much end up english so lousy . might as well dont study in your whole life sia . tsk tsk . oh yes , i dont like pink and i dont have pink hair . laughs . this can only shows that you dont know me well enough . haha . go do more research then come back spam again ok ? laughs . suck also dont know how to spell sia . tsk tsk . pity your parents man . waste so much money for you to go school study and end up you dont even know how to spell suck . -.-" what an english pro . aw , i am fugly then what about you ? laughs . at least i have a BOYFRIEND WHO LOVES ME THE WAY I LOOK AND THE WAY I AM . what can you do ? NOTHING lor . at there cry and lan lan only . haha . piang , girls so chio for what sia ? later people mistook as prosistute sia . haha . oh well , i forget you got a prosistute girlfriend . laughs . go for looks only . -.-" which means you are GIGGOLO . ^^ i also forget tell you that no matter how ugly i am , i am still prettier than your girlfriend . laughs . anyway , are you parent-less or what ? what put passerby =] sia ? nameless or too hum to put down your name already ? scared till pee in pants already ah ? laughs . grow up kiddos . spam with your name if you have the guts . oh i forget , giggolo have NO guts . haha ! (: cause I'M JASMINE ! (: ps : please put my name as JASMINE instead of Jasmine . i think my name rocks better than your name . (:

went vivo with boyfriend yesterday . went to watch madagascar . nice show . after movie , we cut thru vivomart to exit and i saw cute disney plushies . well , didnt bought it and went around the whole of vivo just to search for my flats . -.-" god ! and sadly , i found many but than was of no size or else , not to my liking . crocs flats was ok but then i dont really like to wear rubber shoe so forget it . continue walking and searching and then finally went to everlast . i was like maybe everlast do have some nice desgin but it turns out to be total disappointment . boyfriend saw some nice polo tee and bought one . that one is i choose one hor ! haha . he actually wanted to buy for me one too but then , was not in the mood cause i cant find my flats . so told him to let me consider first . headed to m)phosis and saw a shoe i like but than my size was like damn man . it only left the display set . went to habourfront centre and it sucks . seriously sucks . not much shoe shop . went for dinner at yoshinoya . i ate kiddy meal . haha . after that wanted to go back to everlast to buy my polo tee but boyfriend say go bugis around 20 mintues will reach so i drop the idea and went to bugis . look at the map and it like 8 mintues only ! damn . headed to m)phosis and there is my size . haha . like not the display set left . bought my satin flat pumps and headed to search for boyfriend's friend's birthday present . haha . told him to buy 2 dolls and it was really cute . at first told him to buy lighter for her but he says he doesnt encourage her to smoke so didnt buy lighter . went down to lot one to pass money to anqi as my sister bought clothes from her blog shop . home after that . working on monday . sighs . i want money money money . haha . faster come money so i can buy new year clothes . haha .

boyfriend's beef meal

my kiddy meal

my kinder surprise boyfriend bought for me at cocoa tree .

AUTHENTIC hor

2008-11-21T18:27:00.004+08:00

finally i am back . haha . went to work yesterday . freaking tired alright . i had to stand like so many freaking hours and than only get to sit for a pathetic hour which is during lunch break . haha . oh and dont get the wrong idea . (: i didnt went to that previous job . i turn down that offer . (: the pay was low . that's a good reason . laughs . this jobs' pay was much higher . but i need alot of endurances yea . the china auntie there was funny . i told her i didnt want to eat but than , she keep insisting that i must eat . haha . MUST alright . cannot stand her man . haha . overall , new experience gain . the pay is $1*** a month excluding commission . high right ? DUH ! temporary full time . haha . part time only $5.50 per hour . work till die sia . laughs . went to the pasir panjang to take my uniform and it is damn ulu ok . haw par villa was in the process of being tearing down . sad . :( i didnt even went before and boyfriend said he wants to bring me there and up to now , no chance already . tomorrow going to vivo . yes ! finally vivo alright . so long since i last went out with boyfriend already . god ! see how BUSY he is ? :( ENTERTAINER's away . no one to entertain me already . :( look A for ANON =D , i have got MY OWN ENTERTAINER alright . i dont need that han to entertain me . he's a lousy one just like you . (: cause i'm J for JASMINE ! (: officially starting work on monday already . money money come rolling in already . haha . seriously cant stand some customers man . and i am seriously not skinny lah . that china auntie kept repeating " no wonder you so skinny . must eat more not no energy do work " lols . funny sia .

2008-11-18T16:49:00.002+08:00

to AMOS :
ENTERTAINER ! just to tell you an advanced BON VOYAGE . (: am not sure what time you are flying off this thursday thus the advanced BON VOYAGE to you . have a pleasant trip to HONG KONG . if you are going to disney land , must tell me ok ? also MUST see MICKEY MOUSE hor . ENJOY and lastly , take care . (: oh yes , DONT FORGET TO BUY FOR ME CUTE CUTE MICKEY MOUSE hor . haha . I WANT THOSE VERY VERY ENORMOUS ONE hor . LIKE BOLSTER LIKE THAT CAN HUG ONE hor . (:

MY ENTERTAINER going overseas this thursday . sighs . i am bored to death already . 5 days 4 nights leh . rich rich . (: no , entertainer says he is not rich . BUT he is very rich . (: alright . surely he is going to say me crap again . haha . going for interview tomorrow . sighs . having a head but too many decision to make . yesterday's interview went on very smoothly however , the pay is kinda low . should i call the person to say that i dont want the job ? BUT what if the two interview doesnt go well tomorrow ? which means , i got to find it over again . i am really sick and tired man . however , if i accept that job , i can get daily pay . ^^ which is about a thousand a month if one of the week i dont off . 6 days work and a day off but the off day will never be at weekend and it is long hours . which means , 10 hours a day excluding lunch time . $40 a day . so tell me , should i ? tomorrow's interview has a range of $5 to $7 per hour . should be depends on experience but it is FNB line . am only afraid that the woking time is short which means , i earn around $500+ to $600 a month like last year . sucks yea ? pay so high but end up so low only . and i actually work 2 shifts for that sum of money ok ! look how tiring it is ? that inculdes weekends and public holidays . sighs . very very very difficult to make a decision right now . boyfriend say i should not accept that job . so HOW ?

2008-11-17T17:54:00.001+08:00

a very quick and short post . went ubi for interview . having thoughts . the pay is low . went home after that and i am very shag now . i slept at 3 plus am and woke up at 6 am . -.-" even thou my eyes are close , i still know what's going on . i'm seriously lack of sleep man . going for an interview tomorrow again . hopes everything goes well . saturday going to watch movie with boyfriend after that going to meet auntie to eat at marche ! (:

2008-11-16T12:51:00.003+08:00

i finally got the inspiration to blog . (: laughs . before i start my blog , i shall dedicate my post to two people . ^^ be honoured eh .

to han :
hey , know what ? seriously , i dont care if you are hu han , fake hu han , his friends , cousins , mother , father , sisters , brothers , aunties , uncles , relatives or someone that has the name that end with han . understand ? anyway , it doesnt bother me . i dont judge people . so you shall be the first person that i will be judging from all your replies . ^^ firstly , i think you are someone that is extremely fat . why ? cause you keep saying that fengling is fat and blah blah blah . which means , you are deceiving yourselve of being fat . secondly , i think you are someone without morals in a way that you love to add oil to fuel . thirdly , i think you are someone with a fugging small pea brain who doesnt understand the word " pea " . why ? if you know , pea is already so small and how is it possible to have a small pea brain ? tsk tsk . which indirectly means you have got no brain . ^^ fourthly , you think people who wear clothes bigger than XS is fat so you are also saying yourselve fat . fifthly , i think you are those kind of person who is 吃不到葡萄说葡萄酸 . why ? cause i seriously think that you are jealous of her . well , you might be someone who has been rejected by her than you should look into the mirror and reflect or rather , you dont have any stead in your living life up to now . sixthly , you are not a good entertainer . after reading your replies , i felt so bored . -.-" seventhly , i think you are those kind of boys who likes to harp on the past . why ? you kept repeating the same thing when you got nothing to say . which is purely LAME . -.-" eightly , you must be those kind of 心灾了祸 person . you asked me when is my boyfriend and i going to break up right ? i have already replied you . i should not have said your parents but than again i dont see why i should not say them . since they give birth to you , they are obliged to teach you moral values since you lack of them , than it is their fault for bringing you to life . sorry but i dont pity them at all . like i have mention , i dont see a reason why i should be nice to you anymore since you are the one who starts the fire . i wont be the one who end the fire but i will be the one who adds oil , fuels , woods , hazard stuffs to the fuel to keep it burning and i will make sure you are the one who ends the fire with a fire extinguisher . dont understand ? than enlarge your small pea brain . ^^ that's all i am going to say cause i am still waiting for your replies . ^^ ninethly , you are a super duper childish person . when will you grow up ? i seriously think those kids who have intellectual problems are way mature than you . tenthly , i think you are those kind of person who has got IQ but NO EQ sia . tsk tsk . and for the fact now , firstly , a 17 years old JC girl who wears M size shirt is not fat eh . if she is fat than let me ask you , a 12 years old girl wearing XL shirt is call skinny ? laughs . secondly , please widen the use of your english dictionary before speaking out any nonsensical words . thirdly , feel honoured that you are the first person whom i dont know and never seen before being judge ok ? laughs . fourthly , build up your EQ level . EQ zero might as well be dead eh ? haha . fifthly , cause I'M JASMINE . (: see ya soon . dont cry inside your room or pee ok ? dont MIA also if not i get super duper bored . ^^

to feng ling :
wah piang eh , i think your friend , angeline very xia lan lor . like that han already give me shoot till LL already than she extra extra go scold . when she dont even read those previous tags -.-" what the hell ? why got this kind of friends de sia ? i tell you , dont think she study JC i scare her hor . she's trying to act as thou she care . if she really cares , she will not be there only yesterday right ? confirm hypocrites sia . i sibeh buay tahan her already . she confirm give that han shoot back till LL one lor but than also not my problem who ask her to be the nosey parker to poke her fat nose into this matter which she doesnt even know . (: we shall wait for more show to come up . i bet she will hit the roof top when that han go and tag and scold her . haha . see ya soon . (:

shall start with my blog post now . it will be super long i think . haha . yesterday went to lot one to eat first and after that shop a little and than we went to the interchange to take 985 to timah to play pool . BUT than , we lost our way . haha . was suppose to alight at the market there than we thought still got another stop so we wait and than , that another stop was at the express way ! haha . so alighted at the express way and cross over to the overhead bridge there and took 985 back . the route was totally different man . so yups , luckily we alighted if not straight away go geylang already . -.-" haha . than i was like we go geylang eat frog porridge before we even board the bus . reached timah was already 7 pm . can imagine ? waste so much of time . haha . went in and play for an hour and off we go . sian . not enough . heng my pool skill never drop sia . haha . i only jump ball once but all my shot got no energy one . -.-" haha . i dont know why yesterday like that also . haha . than my sister confirm zai . her ball jump out of the table . haha . before that was actually going for prawning but than abort the idea . so after pool , took bus back to westmall to eat mos burger and i only eat the nuggets and drink coke cause i dont feel like eating . haha . SHH . =x dont ever tell my boyfriend ok ? if not he confirm scold me like siao one . :( in between actually wanted to play longer but than that bastard was there too so abort the idea as he is a fucking bastard . hello , break than break lah . why be those kind of 拿的起放不下 guy ? dont you think you are super thick skin ? instead i think you should go and reflect on yourselve man why still need threaten her leh ? confirm cb . they was talking and i dont see a reason why i should let them continue talking as the girl is my sister and hello , letting my sister talk alone with that 神经病 guy later something happen even worst right ? so headed out of the pool centre and fengling and me straight away ask my sister to go off and he still 死残兰大 so i ended up with shouting this back to him " 你可一不要烦她吗 ! " and we walked away . than the furniture shop / whatever shop auntie look at me . haha . who cares lah . since he wants the whole world to know than i help him lor and my mother already know . so i shoot her back say that's why i dont like him lor . haha . cause i hate that guy alot and my mother was like he also never do what to you why hate him and blah blah blah . haha . finally i get the chance to shoot her back liao . of course i cannot always let him be the good guy right ? i tell my mother and his image and opinion was being destroy . haha . so much effort for getting into her good books but was being destroy by me . (: oh well , that guy is mathew . whatever his name spelling is like . i show him face yesterday already if not i confirm slap him and say , you bother her again i call police and sue you for harassment . and i went home to tell boyfriend that we lost our way and guess what he say ? he say singapore so small also can get lost . haha . wths ? but than think again . if singapore if so small , than why up to now still cannot find mas selamat ? so it isnt small actually . haha .

friday :
my mother cook tom yum . confirm spicy and i was like dont so spicy leh than she say not spicy . bluff me lor . after eating , my stomach burning . feng ling was there too . haha . than she did that mouth cramp kissing stunt . haha . so i was like next time you kiss your boyfriend like that ok ? than he confirm stare at you one . haha . do it again and again and again . haha .

today :
rot at home whole day . haha . no no . like i said to amos , i only hibernate at home. haha .

2008-11-14T15:08:00.002+08:00

dye my hair already . (: haha . it's brown now . (: morning wake up and my mummy ask me say i very free hor , than she ask me to help her cut the onion . -.-" now my hand got the smell man . -.-" was chatting with amos now . haha . he actually entertain me . ^^ cool man . so i show him * photos and ask if she is chio or not than he say no . haha . cause got techonology like photoshop . ^^ ok , so random . so yups . stop here . (:

2008-11-11T14:16:00.004+08:00

FINALLY IT'S HOLIDAY ! (: i'm so happy right now . holiday eh . finally eh . when it's last year , it's already holiday . laughs . today weather is like yesterday's so cooling and cold . time to look for a job . (: and i bought my sister her hoodie . i bought one for myself too . like duh . haha . oh yes , look here -> it's for her 16th birthday . she kept repeating next year she 16 liao and stuffs so i went 16 big fuck meh ? and she bloodily reply me YES . -.-" sian 1/2 lor . she confirm good at nagging one . nag and nag and nag and nag non stop till i finally bought for her . -.-" well , since she say 16th big fuck than i can forget about her 18th and 21st birthday pressie . (: haha . yes , it's my turn to nag at her for my 18th birthday pressie . haha . i'm gonna use the same trick she use . haha . well , maybe on MR PIG too . ^^ haha . i saw many many many clothes which i want to buy too . :( how i wish i can print money eh ? endless of cash . haha . well , that's a fantasy dream . haha . last night was messaging MR PIG and he said i got alot of fantasy dream cause i told him , enter poly got stress , i at home shake leg , go work can alr . than he say work also got stress , at home also got stress . than my stress at home is pressure from him so i said , nvrm lah . i at home shake leg than you feed me lor . he said , you wait long long than i told him , 17 years of life . i wait long enough alr . haha . so he went next time i no work how ? who feed me ? than i was like than your turn at home shake leg lor , i feed you lor . than he say i got alot of fantasy dream ask me come back to reality . -.-" sian lor . i play till so shuang with him than he ask me come back reality like i'm not in reality like that . -.-" haha . time for hair to change colour . ^^
MR PIG : MIC SUMO GIRLS (: <br>
ps : you all wont understand de . ^^ only clever people will understand . (:

2008-11-05T15:53:00.002+08:00

yay-ness ! * jumps up to the sky and clap my hands * O level is going to end soon . one more paper to go and it is next week ! JIAYOU EVERYONE . (: last paper eh . laughs . finally it's going to be over soon and work for me . (: aw , we cant dye our hair man . like WTH ? but i wont care . after next tuesday , my hair is going to change colour . ^^ and when i get my result that day , i would be like oh , really ? my hair got colour ? natural one . laughs . act blur act siao can already . chatted with kiajoo a week ago and we were like talking about dying hair and stuffs and i happen to came across a website that the model has a red hair so i was like i want to dye red hair . than after that , i started to think of " auntie " hair cause all those auntie like to dye red too and i am afraid that the red doesnt turn out nice and i will end up looking like an auntie ! haha . so to play save , we both decide to dye brown . safest colour eh . laughs . finding work soon eh . last resort , PUB . (: but i know MR PIG would scream like hell . well , he wont . he will only say this " after work , come home , dont ask me go fetch you . " -.-" why i know is because i tried before already . laughs . last year i did the same thing and i went pig , i go work pub all these hor . maybe at clarke quay there and that was his reply . the reason why i wanted to work there is because the pay is high but my health is even higher man as in smokers at always there . :( well , whatever it is , i will not resort to selling ice creams . including working at fast food . if that is the case , i would rather stay out of job man . laughs . ice cream sellers . blacky tempted me ok . i say i want to go zouk work and she went oh , my sister work there for $8.50 per hour and i went , i cant work there lah . how sad . :( yea . but no worries cause I'M JASMINE and i will definitely find a job very soon . (: even if the job sucks like last year , i also dont care for the sake of money . ^^ chatted with amos about working and stuffs too . he's so shiok ok ! he doesnt need to work and if he needs , he doesnt need to find cause he just tell his parents and his parents will get stuffs back from office to let him do and they pay him . confirm shiok ! however , even though he is rich , he aint got those kind of rich boy attitude man . but he confirm cb . i told him my working experience last year about one male customer and he was like WTF ? threw at you ? and i was like ya , and he guess what he say ? nicely done ! WTF ? but than he's joking so yups . oh and i will remember what he says " it doesnt pay to be kind " very true indeed . if not for this , i will still be working in that job . my sister asked me about cafe cartel and stuffs and i told her , you can take my uniform and go there work but i tell you , if the customer bully her , she confirm scream back at them one . why ? cause she's my sister . i know her too well already . laughs . and up to now , she haven found a job and i'm still waiting for her to return me my money man . 15 confirm suay lor . nobody want hire one . i'm happy at the fact that i can work till next year april ! haha . cash will keep flowing in my pocket man . haha .

feng ling ! go out soon again ok ? and dont stop your stunt ok ? the mouth cramp kissing stunt ! (:

2008-11-02T14:29:00.002+08:00

AH ! " my english teacher " went missing man . laugh . well , she's not even fit to be my english teacher . well , to be exact , not even fit to clean my shits for me . (: ah ha ! i hide behind the computer and bad mouth her ? laughs man . now i know , in the whole wide world , there is only one pearlyn ? laughs my ass off man . please luh , you aint even fit to be call that name . i have got many friends by the name of pearlyn as well ok . so what makes you think you are the only girl that has this so common name ? laughs . THICK - SKIN OLD HAG . ^^ went far east yesterday and i ate a damn nice pie ok . i ordered apple pie and my sister says , without apple will be better than i was like in the first place i already said it's apple pie . apple pie without pie is like so -.-" it is just like ordering chicken rice without chicken . cut my hair . bought things and had dinner at long john silver . yea , i couldnt eat fried stuffs man . -.-" ended up i ate the grilled chicken but than was kinda full for dont know what reason so i keep on giving MR PIG to eat . (: and when we are walking to cine , my sister saw a guy who has those kind of hair that is being bomb and she ask MR PIG to see and that PIG , really is a PIG went to go and see a girl instead . WTF ? than i was like eat shit lah . she ask you see guy you see girl . and i pinch him and he say boy see girls is normal if boy see boys than abnormal . so fine ! than during the dinner , i saw 2 guy kissing each other man . my first reaction was like WTH ? are they banaglas ? but they aint man . OMFG ! what's this world becoming to man ? went to muji and bought sweets but only left 3 pathetic packets . -.-" i am going to get more packets man ! haha .

2008-10-31T15:20:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZHILING ! (: it's been so long since my last post . haha . is it ? well , whatever . i am sick ! went to see the doctor and i got food poisoning ! wths ! stupid herbal shop man . as i have said that i am sick , i didnt went to see the doctor immediately cause i thought it was just normal sickness . than for 2 full days , i felt very awful and uncomfortable and than decided to go and see doctor yesterday . am feeling better now but those pills make me feel so sleepy man . luckily today no exam or else i die already and i actually fall sick on my birthday man ! :( timing super good right ? i am so sick of those pills now man . :( and i lost a kg in 2 full days of sickness . (: however , am still lucky it is not stomach flu man . if not confirm worst but the weight lost will however be higher . (: like sick for 3 days , i can lose 3 kg alr . (: ah ! my BMI is only 16 . (: yay ! damn underweight man . haha . and the healthy weight range is 18.9 to 22.9 . (: and 17 years of living , my BMI never hits 18 for once . NEVER in my whole life eh . jealous ? haha . i didnt celebrate my birthday also . :( yea , sounds so sad man . am going to celebrate after O's . am still left with 4 more papers to go and i can burn all the books and uniform alr . still counting down man . haha . i feel like drinking barley and i messge MR PIG and he help me buy somemore it's cold . haha . he can read my mind man . i drank the barley from the herbal shop and ended up with food poisoning . damn that bloody shop . am not going to go back there ever again . stupid shop man . indeed " herbal " it is . jealous MR PIG treat me so well while yours just ended ? haha . well , sad for you than . (: no worries , we will be popping champagne to celebrate your break up . haha . (:

i'm back again people . haha . surprised ? why are some kids so ill-bred man ? parents never teach her well is it ? tsk tsk . why in the first place the parents brought her to life man ? tsk tsk . ended up with such an ill-bred , no manners , fucking face , fat , short , ugly , bitch , copycat , act daughter like her man ? OMFG ! i damn damn damn " pity " the parents . if i were to have a daughter like her , i would rather disown her . such a disgrace man . laughs . i wonder so hard in my mind . ARE YOU STILL A VIRGIN ? since you change stead like shitting like that man . laughs . i SIMPLY DONT THINK SO eh . i can only use 2 letter words to describe you man . " L.V " ps : dont think too highly of yourselve eh . the LV here is not louis vuitton but is LOST VIRGIN . ^^ well , you are simply too too too too too too too shitty to be louis vuitton , channel , gucci , burberry or rather those simple common brands like hang ten , bossini and stuffs . ^^ haha . fancy trying to act like a english teacher to me eh ? dont tell me in your whole bloody shitty life you have never made an error in typing . LAUGH OUT LOUD if you were to DENY . ^^ cause NO ONE IS PERFECT IN THIS WORLD . ^^ aww , dont worry . YOU WILL NEVER MADE IT TO SEC 5 ^^ and IF YOU SO HAPPEN TO MAKE IT TO SEC 5 BY A SMALL MARGIN , YOU WILL DEFINITELY FAIL YOUR O LEVEL . ^^ ah ha ! ended your relationship and than scold that guy flirt . OMFG ! why in the first place still say i love you , never let you go . hope we will last ? AH HA HA HA HA ! funny man . sounds so contradicting . oh well , dont dream to be a phoenix when you are just a prostitute for you can NEVER be a phoenix .
pss : why feel so guilty man ? am i talking about you ? are you feeling that it is you ? laughs . if it so happens that you and him break and my friend also had just ended her relationship , does it mean it is you ? LAUGHS .

psss : YOU ARE NOT EVEN FIT TO BE MENTION IN MY BLOG PEARLYN , NOT EVEN YOUR SHIT OR TINY WINY HAIR . ^^
pssss : i will NEVER HAVE A DAUGHTER LIKE HER CAUSE I AM JASMINE AND MY BOYFRIEND IS KOH HONG KIAN . (:

yay ! i am going out tomorrow and MR PIG IS GOING TO TRANSFER ME MONEY FOR ME TO GO OUT TOMORROW ! (: jealous ? haha ! I LOVE YOU MR PIG ! (: but i am still sick . -.-" wths !

2008-10-28T21:34:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO FENG LING & CHEANG SIANG

i'm sick again . :( wths ! tomorrow's having exam and here i am sick again . sighs . i'm damn sad now . well , to be exact , not sad but heartbroken . yes . i am sick here and i need to worry for you while you went out without telling me . when will you be the one worrying for me instead ? i am seriously tired . when will you be the one who will message me automatically without me asking what time wake you up tomorrow morning ?

i want to change link man . meow is really irritating man . hmm , should i change my link to " youre-rejected " ? laughs . NEVER man . way too childish already . anyway , have been thinking about new link too so stay tune . (:
tomorrow is my birthday . this is what i get this year . what an unforgettable advanced birthday gift i have received .

2008-10-26T14:17:00.003+08:00

FENG LING ! dont emo hor . emo one day can already . one day got 24 hours , 1440 mintues , 86400 seconds . confirm enought already hor . haha . okok . i think tomorrow we meet up go celebrate birthday bah . 28 i not free than 29 i got exam . confirm " heng " right ? buy 4D also not so lucky sia . some more is 2 years leh . TMD lor . heng like siao sia . what a good day i choose right ? haha . faster tell me you want my jacket or not ok ? haha . i message you later than we discuss about tomorrow bah . there's still part 2 below . if you really cant promote to jc2 , than i seriously think it is better for you to drop out and enter poly instead . dont waste time already cause i got one friend the sister's O level very good but when she enter JC , her result was like border line pass and fail those kind and manage to get in to JC2 but , after her A level result was out , no university course wanted her . cause it was those boderline result thus she now wasted 2 years and decide to enter poly now .

firstly , HAPPY 2 YEARS and 6 MONTHS anniversary to you mr pig ! haha . yups , it is today . next , HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO WEIQUAN . and lastly , HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU* ! haha . so october is a busy month isnt it ? so many people birthday . haha . i know already next time give birth the baby also must be in october one . haha . went online yesterday and blog shop . asked MR PIG if i can buy 2 hoodies or not and guess what ? he agrees ! i am happy like fuck ok . first time he agrees man . some more is 2 hoodies leh . i think the sun rises from the north and sets in the south already . haha . he actually asked me to send him the url and he go see . haha . of course i send him . (: decided not to post out any of the pictures cause meows will copy them and i dont want to have the same 2 hoodie with her . haha . so suay man if we have the same things . laughs . but sad to say , her taste and my taste is totally world apart . you know mine is like heaven while hers is like hell ? haha . ^^ MR PIG bullies me on the day he came to fetch me after my english exam . :( he touch my face and i told him , why you slap me ? than me say where got , so i say , you just did what . than he say touch your face call slap ar ? than i say ya . and it doesnt stop there he came to poke me and know what i say ? i say i call your mother tell her you bully me . than he say , call lor . i not scared . -.-" and he gave me a i dont care look . and just now he message me and this is in between the messages we send . he say he always the bad guy than i always the good person so my reply of course cause i'm jasmine . haha . (: shall upload those photos taken during the wedding . i know it is long but who cares . haha .

my sister .

love us for love will keep us going (:
can you guys see my tummy ? i'm pregnant for 5 months . haha . well , actually no . but is just that feng ling says i looks like a pregnant women cause the blouse was too flabby for me . well , it is free size so there's nothing i can do to the blouse . jealous bah people ? free size is still big for me . haha .

after the dinner . see my neck so red ok . thanks to the red wine .

MR PIG broke my heart once . it all happens when i can go like town and not queensway . so i was very happy when he ask me go out with him cause it is like 12345678910 years since we last went out together . after that , i couldnt go queensway as i need to reach home to eat dinner and he says nevermind . he go with his friends . so my mood was dampen . really dampen . and i totally have no mood to message him thus the coldness i treated him . after that , he went out with his friends to sentosa the next day claiming that i treated him coldly . he didnt tell me that at all . when friday night , he ended his work and message me . we message till quite late and he actually wanted to tell me that he went out with his friends in the morning to sentosa but i fall asleep while waiting for his message so i didnt reply him and replied him the next day . he confess to me that he went out with his friends yesterday morning . well , we didnt quarrel . i thought for awhile and said this to him " you got your own freedom with your friends . you can go when you like but just dont bluff me can alr . " after that , he was very touched . even though he went out with his friends for many times but there still need to be freedom between us . so i told him " what's done cannot be undone " and of course i was very sad . however , i am also happy cause he felt guilty and confess to me on the very same day he went out . so what i am trying to say is that even the most modal person in the world makes mistake . as long as he / she confess and doesnt do it again than it wis worth forgiving for it is not a grave matters . however , different circumstances have different reactions on me . IF what he did wasnt this and instead was to play timer , than i would definitely give him a tight slap and forget about him . for it is not worth getting ypurselve hurt again . once , twice is still forgivable but for thrice , i dont think it is forgivable anymore . so feng ling , since he hurt you thrice , than forget about him . dont even keep his number and not to say be friends cause it is simply not possible at all . i know what it is like cause i have been there before . like i have mention previously , i simply do not contact any of my exs cause the hurt me and yes , ken hurts me deeply . since he can does that , i also have a choice and actually on that very day , i just deleted his numbers and up to now , even if he walks past me , to me , he is totally transparent for i dont see a reason why i should keep in contact with someone who hurts me .

ps :* 100th day will be here soon . i just hope that you are fine now . i still miss you .

2008-10-25T16:10:00.002+08:00

yesterday was maths paper one . to summarise all , last year was easier but this year , i manage to secure a B . (: sounds contradicting ? haha . what i meant was that the paper itself as compare to last year was easy . however , due to some reason , i fail last year paper and this year paper , i managed to secure a B . (: if i were to do well in my paper 2 , i can secure a A2 already . (: laughs . so after that paper , mr ng came down the row and guess what he say ? he say , can ah can ah and when he reach me , he say this , aiya , you confirm can want lah . i want see at least B hor . laughs . funny right ? i haven even answer him and he answer for me already . am going to practice for paper 2 . (: i want a A lah ! laughs . but after that , i want cash !

i want buy 2 hoodies ! :( mao go in ns already . hope he remembers his promise to me . (:

ps : i didnt change my boyfriend . (:

ya lor . too bad lor . we suay lor . people's 3 words are either i love you or i am sorry than your one is we suay lor . haha . anyway , dont sad eh . search for more handsome one . (:

2008-10-22T14:49:00.002+08:00

last saturday went to a wedding dinner at concorde hotel . before that was preparing and something very bad happen to me ! guess what ? my sister cut my eye ! when she was suppose to cut the fake eye lashes . -.-" wths . so message and told hubbykoh about it and he was like huh ? than got bleed or not ? laughs . what a cute boyfriend i have . haha . after that make up and stuffs and headed to feng ling house than off we go to concorde hotel by cab . (: ate ate ate and soething happen in between . the waiter was damn funny ok . when he took the rose away , me and feng ling say " belle , your rose gone alr " and my sister when " oi ! " than the waiter look back and smile to her . and we requested for red wine . so drank and than from that time onwards , my sister die already . whatever food she left on the plate , the waiter dont want to help her clear cause after every dish , they are suppose to change plate . so yups . he kept " ignoring " my sister . laughs . than he was so so so so so " kind " to give me , my sister and feng ling a huge plate of noodle ! serve personally by him ok . wths . cause i was full and skip two dishes and he gave me a huge plate of noodle . as usual , didnt finish it . haha . and he didnt even clear it away . -.-" so " good " right ? laughs . so after that was the dessert and i lisiao him back . he asked if he can clear so i was like nope . than he bring the big dessert bowl and the scoop right infront of me . so i was like i dont want . than he say you say cannot clear mah . lols . so after that when we are going off , he say thank you . bye bye . so i went oh bye bye . and he said see you again so i went oh your wedding ah ? and all of us laughs . he is indeed a funny waiter and his name is chris . yups , in between there are some parts which i simply could not tolerate it at all . which is the china father and son sit beside me and the father talk so fuckingly loud ok ! i was like wtf ? talk so loud for what ? i also not deaf . bloody hell . after that i go home sleep my ear drum pain till the nest morning . powerful right ? idiot sia . than i keep moving towards my ahgong side and he keeps moving towards me . i very buay tahan him until i push all the food to him to stop him from talking but was to no avail . it failed . he can simply talk and eat at the same time ! wths . told hubbykoh about it and he ask my give him a tight slap . lols .

monday had chemistry paper . oh gone case . lols . very very very difficult . partly was due to the bad bad bad cramps i had . fucking pain ok . i pain till my whole face turn white lah . like ghost like that . but too bad , i cannot skip cause this is O level . lols . yesterday was english paper . well , paper 2 was easy but paper 1 i suddenly ran out of things to write so i keep changing . lols . managed to hand in on time and today i got no paper but soon , i will be going to study for geography cause there's paper tomorrow and maths the day after . how i wish maths can be here faster eh . lols . will upload the photos the next time

ahhh , a pot calling a kettle black when the pot itself is black ! funny ? haha . yups . meow will forever be meow . cannot change the fact one but i pity the parents man . tsk tsk .

fengling , i hate gathering cause of many things . i know got nice food eat but people's mouth cant stop talking one understand ? they just talk like no body's bussiness and than dont dare to talk about her own child cause her studies drop already .

2008-10-16T21:32:00.006+08:00

admire our beautiful photos in the room

in the gallary

in our yard

along the streets

on a building

& lastly , at our beautiful home . (:
had our practical and after that had to stay till 1330 before we can go . so stare into the blank and started chatting . yups , i want to work like after Os or rather now . laughs . if i were to work now , confirm get scolding from hubby de . :'( he only allows me to work after Os . -.-" way too long man . i am counting down to the days when O level ended . laughs . haven even started and here i am counting down to the ending . ok , so blacky and me had the same idea . after Os dont want study anymore , go work and lastly CASH ! laughs . maggie and mindy will be studying for the sake of a CERTIFICATE ! ok , i really dont know if i want to study or not . none of the courses interest me at all and the courses i am interested at i am not allowed to study . -.-" what the fuck ? so ya , whatever . afterall , i dont have any mood for studies anymore . it's been purely boring man . 6 years of primary school's life + 5 years of secondary school's life + 3 years of pre-school's life . i mean , it is like enough man . went lot one mondo and i didnt get any shoes ! fengling and my sister did . why ? cause dont have my size for all those that i wanted ! laughs . why is my leg so small man . -.-" so difficult to buy shoe and mostly will be out of stock ! went home empty-handed . :( 17 october i woke up at 7 am . why ? cause i was suppose to wake hubby up and I DID but he was too tired to answer my calls . i called him till i flare up man . can you imagine ? called for continuous one hour and after that one hour than he answer my calls ? i went back to sleep after that and i still meet him for lunch at westmall . laughs . first i was angry and than i still meet him . funny right ? it wasnt funny . it is the sleep that took my anger away . i ate KFC . (: so long since i last had it already . after eating , went to buy my shoe . yes . hubby paid for it . (: oh well , he pass me his atm card and i paid cause he said he buy for me . (: am happy over the moon man . (: he message and told me that the shoe is a " compensation " for not answering my calls this morning . so i told him , i pray that you everytime also like that . and he said you wait long long and i told him , my long long will come soon cause he is always like that . laughs . actually was just joking with him only . i wasnt angry cause he told me he slept at 3 am for the project . oh my poor boy . anyway , i am still left with clothes to buy for chinese new year . (: dislike the chinese new years gathering at my father's side . however , i LOVE those angbaos . ok . not love actually cause it is like expected man . always $4 ! what the hells ? like relatives and they gave like only a pathetic sums of $4 ! -.-" those more close relative of course gave more . (: yups . i am realistic . cause even hubby's mum gave me $10 ! and he told his mum my mum gave him $20 and his mum told him to take back from me and she want give me more . -.-" funny right ? of course i didnt give him back . it's the first time she gave me . i mean for 2 years and amount doesnt really count for me for i am not in anyway related to her . and she even joke to tell hubby say should be he gave her angbaos cause he is like " married " . laughs . so yups . my mother's side relative was the best lah ! it's like $20 per person alright . so much lah as compare to those $4 and $6 angbaos . and we can even " cheat " my auntie's angbaos . not the real cheat but those joking type and at the end will retrun her back . cause jaevier is always the " santa claus " . laughs . I WANT TO REBORN MY HAIR NOW ! cause i want to dye my hair and my hair is like damn messy now ! i seriously cant stand it man . i said i want to cut my hair but i keep on delaying cause if i were to cut , my hair will be like a crazy woman . but firstly , I WANT CASH ! yups , not endless but enough cash to reborn my hair , go shopping , buy clothes and stuffs . laughs . hmm , $2000 is more than enough for me . (: if i can , of course i want endless cash . ^^ hubby's working today , tomorrow and sunday . got to wait for him to be back . i am like so bored right now . -.-" i got a thinking which is if he were to sleep beside me and i cant wake him up , i will not be angry and give me a hard kick off the bed . lols . like that confirm wake up one . laughs . i want to celebrate my birthday too ! however , problems lie in the CASH part ! sighs . " nobody could ever replace you " laughs . everytime change stead also same line . no creativity man . haha . " B , i love you ". haha . same line again . " hope we can last long together " . laughs . same line again . i always saw the same line over and over again . ^^ and i wont tell you that good luck with your stead or whatever . i will tell you , you surely wont last . ^^ and that's the fact . ^^

2008-10-14T13:47:00.002+08:00

i am turning 17 in another 15 days ! (: yea . it is nothing to be happy about . 17 is stucked in between 18 man . -.-" oh well , i dont think there is any celebration this year for i am lazy to plan and i got O level paper on that very day afternoon . which by the time it ends will be around 1615 . -.-" so " early " man . what's more , i have got maths paper 2 the next morning . sighs . am going to do well in that maths man . for like all these while i am only concentrating on my maths . laughs . clever eh ? so many subjects yet only maths takes up a huge time and i spend like 5 months on maths for an A1 . (: yea , mr ng said that maths A1 is not 75 and above . ='( oh well , going to help my very troublesome sister to type out her chinese essay !

2008-10-13T15:14:00.008+08:00

the ang mog girl & the boy

let's kick her ass . (: trying to act as a " hussy "

all act siao again again again again again and again act cute

NO. 1 's pose . lols RETARDS ^^ oh my . so " romantic " lols . RETARDS ^^ act indians only .

steamboat at mount faber last saturday was hyper and fun . (: however , i wasnt really happy at first because of what 2 tables guys attiude towards hubby . the first old uncle was like " eh come and take leh " when he knows for the fact that hubby does not have any more hand to take ! at first i felt like trying those prawns at him man . next uncle was fucking unglam ok . hubby's friend was there too and he didnt want to order from hubby's friend and instead like purposely wait for hubby . what the fuck man ? we were like siaos there man . however , not much photos were taken . ='( hubby was busy " entertaining " us . haha . well , he ain't suppose to i guess ? lols . the boss there was great man . he / she treated us to a free flow of orange juice and it is in a jug those kind . haha . however , we only had one jug as we drank two jugs of plain water . -.-" ling and belle was like , why dont want take out early sia ? we drink so many plain water already than take out . after that , they kept on arguing that is they pretty so the boss treat us drink . -.-" but i dont think so cause i heard a lady about late 20s came up and than she say till very loudly " where your girlfriend ? " to hubby . lols . so like paiseh can ? many people there and she just shouted . -.-" oh yes ! we went there to eat 豆腐 . -.-" damn clever right ? plus i think we order an additional of one plate and we were all fighting for the dou fus . laughs . we went there at the right time to see the cute little ang moh girl and boy . cute alrights ? haha . my sister tell me go give birth than i was like can give birth till an ang moh child meh ? than she say go adopt . -.-" after that , i didnt wait for hubby and went home cause he was waiting for a group of black skin people to finish eating and they came at 2130 ! what the hell . that time was like the shop was almost closing already man . however , i took mrt home and it was damn smelly ok . all those freaking pervertic bangalas . i told my sister this , if they were to touch until me , i confirm give them die even if it is not purposely . they are like so fat and they keep squeezing into the cabin man . -.-" brainless freaks . next saturday going for wedding dinner . (: haha . i dont know which couple is it . i told my ah gong say i want to go . lols . wedding dinner so rare now a days so i take this chance to go . (:

ok , many of you will wonder why i suddenly change " bi " to " hubby " . like i have mention in all my pervious posts of the meow and it is now because of that meow . dont worry , my meow here doesnt mean real cats but my meow here means COPYCATS . understand ? yups , indeed a meow man . however , i dont blame her because she just had her N level . ^^ she { meow } who take N level will means that 头脑简单 , 四肢发达 . so i shall let her copy and change it since i have got so many terms for calling my 2 years & 5 months boyfriend . (: why i wrote the exact years and months out is because i strongly believe that the meow cant copy them . (: simple ! if she ever wants to lie than i think she needs to think harder because 我不跟她一般见识 . (: like what my sister said , change the term . (: yea , incase you all wonder how she copied me , i shall write out this . " bi " is what i call but she call her stead " b " . like HELLO ? it is exactly the same word when you say out so meow , DONT DENY . (: next , i ever wrote on my blog this " boyfriend , i love you ! " and she did too . -.-" indeed a meow man . so yups . deny for the sake of denying . (: yups , meow said this before . english is a common language and stuffs . HELLO again . tell me , what is the difference with " fuck " , " fcuk " , " fuk " and many others which you can think of it . dont tell me the difference is the spelling . like DUH ! idiots will know . afterall , once you said out this " fuck " all is the same isnt it ? if you say no . than let me ask you what is the difference between " the " and " th " , " to " and " t " ? it is just purely meows who does not have any CREATIVE - ness at all and simply COPY for the sake of trying to act like some kind of english pros . laughs . in front of her friends , she is a " pro " but behind she is a copycat . so to put it together it simply means " COPYCAT PRO " (: whatsmore , i aint guilty because i aint the one who copy . (: she is just way too disguesting for me to copy . anyway , i call my boyfriend hubby is because of the time we spend together . to make it simple for some simple brain kids . what i meant was , will you call your one month long or less than one month long boyfriend hubby ? definitely not man . like so thick - skin man . laughs . so if she ever last so long and calls her boyfriend hubby , by the time she ever last so long , i have already change my term again . (: i have got more term to come up with but this time round i aint going to post out because of MEOWS who copy due to the fact that they are just simply jealous of people who has creativity . (: luckily i never post out the things i had man . if not that meow will surely fo and get it . -.-"

forget about that meows . she aint going to be like some sort of big fuck here . (: hubby is sleeping right now ! stupid pig man . after school come back , bath and off to bed . -.-" what a life man . pig man . the last message he sent me was this " ... , i go sleep le very tired . " -.-" kick his ass off his butt man . laughs .

2008-10-11T15:42:00.002+08:00

today , i am going to teach you all capital letters and small letters . (: yea , i was being " taught " by lot one couple lab , 24 year old female stuff and the manager . laughs . ok , this is what they did . my sister did something there { however , that something will not be mention due to some meows } and this is what she got " adabelle " , see the " a " ? haha . when it is SUPPOSE to be Adabelle . haha . they happily go and argue to say that this " a " is a capital " a " . so now , after so many years of education in my life , may i now know what is this " A " ? a small letter " A " ? laughs . aint they " clever " enough to be a teacher ? so the next time i shall write my name like this jASMINE instead of the Jasmine . so when teacher scolded me , i shall proudly say that it is taught to me by the lot one couple lab 24 years old female staff and the manager . laughs . yea , i am going to teach my sister this . laughs . now i know , they do not know how to know the differences between a CAPITAL " A " and a small letter " a " (: . wah piang eh , singapore's " top " scholars sia . i guess they failed their exams terribly man . haha . apart from this , did i ever mention that i cleared my room ? oh well , forget it man . i cleared my room and i felt so happy . (: i threw away all the stuffs my exs gave me except for a cd cause it is JJ's cd . (: haha . i felt so happy man . well , practically cause i dont mind a need to keep those stuffs when i dont see why i should keep them as it is already over . haha . i mean , what is the point of holding on to the past man ? haha . yea , i even return one of it to ken on the day it is label as game over . (: haha . i am so proud of myself man . yea , i felt so like stupid to actually cry man . i mean i dont cry cause it is over . i cry cause i am angry . i cry in the shelter , he WAS suppose to be there but HE WASNT . what the fuck right ? a " good " boyfriend . instead , sutsiam was there for me . telling me not to cry and stuffs . thou , i am unsure if he makes a good boyfriend , but i am sure he makes a good friend and buddy . (: after that , i met my current boyfriend . he WAS there in the times when i need him by my side . he was there to tolerant my every nonsence . he was there when i felt that he should be there . afterall , he is the best from all my exs man . too much freedom leds to a disastrous outcome , i dont think so . i am happy with the life i am . (: yea , and someone will surely go and tell ken . yes . it is KEN . that KEN from goodview and it is not the malaysian ken . haha , go ahead and tell cause i have more to say about . firstly , his parents should be scolding him instead and i was the one who get scolded by his parents . -.- " fucking unreasonable ok . next , his sister owes my sister an apology . that time his sister asked him to go home and he cant hear so my sister repeat for him and his " good " sister scolded my sister kaopei . what the fuck ? unreasonable family alright . if this were to be my in - laws , i can safely assure you that , it would not in the first place end up as a marriage . and even if it did , it would be hell every single day . you can see the difference between the past and the current . for now , boyfriend's mum bake every single thing , she will remind boyfriend to bring over for me and it is alot ok ! and whenever , we meet up for dinner , she will goes , eat more eat more . you so skinny must eat more . than that boyfriend of mine will go she want to jian fei . than his mum will go , aiya , so skinny jian what fei ? auntie jian first than you jian fei lah . laughs . funny mum he got man . she even bought me things . haha . afterall , there is a phobia , i really feel afraid of meeting up with his mum to eat man . cause she will orders alot of food and keeps asking me to eat . laughs . shall stop here because i am happy with my current relationship life cause i know apart from all these bad exs , i now get a good one with a good mother . (: am going to mount faber to eat now . (: will update with pictures again . am going to prepare already . (: yay-ness . alrights , fat and fat and fat again . =( ps : i just happen to remember this incident because it is fuckingly unreasonable .

2008-10-08T15:07:00.004+08:00

my birthday present by boyfriend . me beloved ring . but sadly , MR PIG lost his diamond . -.-" anyway , we already had a new one . (:

anyway , i posted out this year was because it was not available anymore . (: i dont want some meows to have the same things as me . haha . you know ? meows . JASMINE (: boyfriend's mum bought it for me . haven engrave anything yet . any idea ?

if one day the earth stops revolting , would you be there ?

if one day the sun stops shinning , would you be there ?

if one day the moon and star exchange , would you be there ?

if one day ... , would you be there ?

oh well , dont worry people , there is nothing wrong with me and my boyfriend . i am just ranting . (: i am so bored right now . O's coming up soon . fucked . it is going to rain soon . how happy can i be ? * laughs * was chatting with amos just now and i told him he forget something . and his said what so i told him , 29 oct , jasmine's birthday . and this is what i get " HAHAHA " and " serious ar 29 oct ur bday " -.-" wah piang eh . what a good buddy eh . -.-" si beh wu xim sia . no wonder call amos lim . haha . anyway , had been chatting with him and he asked me what was supposed to be kept cause he practically wants to throw everything away . -.-" smart eh ? * laughs * heavy rain now . * faints * study break is going to be over soon . -.-" and we need to be in school for the first 3 days and it is practical exam . -.-" after that , O's level is officially starting . how i wish when we are having the english paper 2 , it will rain . (: * dreaming * cause the stupid paper starts at 5 pm . -.-" imagine ? the sun is setting , it would be so hot . best is it rain tha it would be so cooling . haha . i am thinking too much man . haven been blogging for so long and i now lacks the idea of what to blog man . -.-" so i shall say about the happenings in my life . * laughs *

> this boy , is really good but very naughty . -.-" amos is his name . he oftens bully me man . how sad . haha . but he oftens confide in me . (: once he promise you something , he will make sure he does it or keep it . good right ? and he doesnt bullshits at all . he can be very disturbing as well , often copying my work . -.-" afterall , he has change . (: am very glad he told me the secrets D ask me not to tell . he told me is because he doesnt want me to get hurt . what a good friend he is . (: seen , D's true colours . very very greatful towards him . (: thou it what happens had been in the past , i am still very greatful toward him . if he did not tell me , i think i would be so stupid man . he is also my best consoler . (:

> useless WS is what boyfriend told me . so i shall call him this . (: he is indeed useless man . afterall , there is a more interesting part of the story which i doesnt want to reveal . he aint my good friend by the way neither is he my friend from that very day .

> boyfriend . he is a pig man . sleeps is all he does . bully me is his life . sad right ? however , he dotes on me , love me , cares about me and the most important thing is he is my SERVANT . (: haha . yea , he always does man . he helpe me carry heavy stuffs too . haha . so he is my servant . (: he confirm sleeping now cause it is raining and i message him about tomorrow's going town or not , he still haven reply me yet . -.-" so he is my PIG SERVANT . feed him well and he does a good job . lols .

- went ikea too . i bought many boxes to keep my things and now my cupboard is so neat . very very satisfy with myself . (: i am still going to buy 4 more small boxes . (: and guess where are all my soft toys ? in the boxes , 2 boxes . (: still got one taz , couldnt fit in . too fat and naughty already . haha . however , my cupboard isnt that big or else , i will buy the biggest box i can find in ikea and stuff all my soft toys in that box . (: i am going to have a headach soon man . i still got 15 soft toys with boyfriend . -.-" how am i suppose to stuff them all inside man ? haha . was walking around ikea and boyfriend said he wants to buy this and that and this and that to put inside our house next time . haha . funny right ? plan till so far man . the furthest i plan was to get a car , engaged , married and buy a house . i didnt even think of the renovation part . i only said a house . a house with four walls first . haha . than will finally upgrade to a house with staircase and many many walls . (: cant guess ? a semi-detached house . (: haha . miss the brownie there too and i want to go and get my boxes soon . (: town tomorrow ? i am in a dilemma . haha .

2008-09-28T15:39:00.003+08:00

the story had ended with a police case . :] laughs . anyway , it isnt my problem eh ? i aint the one who created all these shits eh . laughs . like what bi said , what goes around comes around . so i am going to leave this to the police . because i dont think why the rich can bully others . even if they are rich , it doesnt mean any big fuck to me too cause i am rich too . (: anyway , i am fucking sick . i am down with flu . bi too was down with flu . faints . tomorrow i am having practical , can you imagine ? anyway , apart from these , bi bought me stuffs from china . he bought me a pants tag M and when i first saw it i was like so big ? than when my sister know , she kept on repeating it's her size . haha . bi bought me a shirt too . but it wasnt too bad cause it is free size . (: bi also bought me a belt and countless of dogs toys . -.-" it was at his house for the toys . haha . i got a cupboard full of small soft toys and i got 3 big soft toys . however , 2 of them are at bi house . laughs . clever right ? but seriously , i hate the person who desgin the block that i am staying at . like fuck ok ? the master bedroom is so spacious and the other two rooms are small like fuck cause it is a square plus triangle . -.-" apart from these stuffs , i hate my house here too . " singapore is safe " i would say only idiots would say that . people living here would know what i meant man . robberies and stuffs and most importantly , the ran up the hill behind my block and you can safely say bye bye to your things . so many bangalas too . afterall what's worst is perverts , molesters and drug addicts . and the worst case of all , the rubbish chute is at the far end and there's a staircase there and there's even a door closing the staircase . fucked . see ? how stupid these block design is ? afterall , the malay family staying at the far end of my level sells drugs eh ? it always led to many unknown people coming up . i am clever aint i ? laughs . there was once a malay uncle tried to borrow money from me . he said he was going to NUH to see his wife as his wife was in ICU , ok , so i believed him however , i didnt bring any cash out cause i dont see a reason as to why i should bring cash out when i bring my brother to tution . so i told him no money and he left for the second person . he wanted to take $2 from me . so i went home and told my mommy about it . than , it so happens that after a few days , i went to buy dinner with my sister and saw this same malay uncle . he told my sister the same thing except that he did not say that his wife auntie was not at home . so i straight away tell my sister to go . dont care him . and what's funny is , he doesnt recorgnised me at all . laughs . he couldnt get money from my sister and he started to turn angry . and he even came down from my block lift . so this time he asked for $2.80 . so i suspected that he takes drugs . so i went home to tell my mommy this time my dad was at home too and he told us to ignore . after like weeks ? i saw the same malay uncle taking bus . -.-" aint he stupid ? sorry eh , i am very sensitive to what strangers told me . { because of a case before } " singaporeans are efficient " i would say idiots too . singapore police aint efficient at all . that case was in the 2005 and up till now , i haven even get any news . fucked ok . 3 years still no news . dont tell me need to wait for 5 years than got news ? laughs . sorry , but i remember that very day CLEARLY . { 26 of october 2005 } it was on the day of my grandfather's birthday . i remember that day cause my mommy used to tell me that my EDD was on the 26 of october 1991 which means that i had the same birthday as my grandfather but than i was born 3 days later . laughs . cause many old people say if children and grandfather same birthday only can celebrate one person one cannot celebrate together if not it will not be good to either one . so maybe i know already and i want to celebrate my birthday than i wait for 3 days before coming out . laughs . 3 days cause i lose to fengling in the " scissors , paper , stone " game in our mother's stomach . laughs . anyway , i aint sure about it cause when people asked we will always say cause i lose than feng ling win so she come out one day earlier than me . laughs . i dont really like 17 birthday man . i am like stuck in the middle of no where . i can watch NC16 but not M18 . -.-" sounds stupid right ? how i wish i can skip this year . laughs . i told feng ling that when my younger sister 15 years old , we 32 already . old liao . so i was like i learnt from my chinese teacher . once i had my 20th birthday , after that every year i also 20 than she say she 21 . laughs . she go and tell bi says that i say after i had my 20th birthday , i every year also 20 than she say bi very poor thing cause need buy cake than only can put 2 big candles than every year the same for the next 50 years . laughs . anyway , it was a joke . so ya , when my sister was 4 years old , i am already 21 man . -.-" oh my god . than she will be like when you bringing me go out and stuffs . laughs . anyway , at least bringing my sister out is better than my big fat stupid brother . laughs . feng ling , nevermind one ok ? i already tell you that day liao . still got my younger sister . say you change sex like girls liao . haha . anyway , dont be like that meow meow change stead like eating like that ok ? like that not good one . stead break stead break . no life man . next time no boy will want already . but try to sit down and talk to each other ok ? 9 months already eh . can have baby liao leh . just nice one more month baby come out liao . so talk ok ? solve the problem . afterall , we will be there for you . (: like what belle says , love us can already . haha . there will be better one out there for you . just treat as he doesnt know how to appreciate you bah .

2008-09-25T20:28:00.002+08:00

& the story continue . (: " ignorance is a bliss " yea ? * laughs * dont think by saying that it will soften my heart and let you guys off . (: as i promised . yesterday was the last day but nope , they didnt apologise so as mention , tomorrow i will go to the police station to make a report on them . firstly , i will definitely say that she was the one who created every single shit . agree ? of course . without her accusing me , giving her friend my link , i dont think her friends would know my link . =) cause people , i am JASMINE (: . JASMINE is NOT an easy target for bullying . (: clear ? * laughs * ok , i have to admit this . i always get " bullied " by alot of people . whom are either my friends or close ones . so i dont mind . (: but for people WHOM I DONT KNOW , than i would say FUCK YOU ! who do you think you are to bully me eh ? see me short and small in size very easy to bully ? * laughs * think twice man . i aint the sort of girls who would ignore all these unncessary troubles . try harder if you want to bully me eh . you are way to far from it . next , i would say that feng ling wont forgive anon cause what he simply said was like WHAT THE FUCK ? it is illogical man . firstly , he said that he misread like after so many days than he realise ? * laughs * next , he is totally INSINCERE about apologising man . thirdly , if he got the guts to help pearlyn scold and stuffs than why doesnt he have the guts to apologise face to face ? moreover , my HP number is there . (: fourth , like what my sister say , he is scared that's why he doesnt want me to know his HP number . * laughs * i wont be a stalker to go and prank call you and stuffs ok ? waste of my time eh . the story will continue tomorrow . (: bi is back in singapore . (:

2008-09-24T16:31:00.003+08:00

the story had a funny thing . once anon came to my blog and started hurling insults and slanderings at me . than it soon spread to feng ling . cause her friend's blog , pearlyn had been spam by dont know who and she accuse it was me . therefore her friend was here at my blog . the link and every single detail was of course given to anon by pearlyn . cause i dont believe that a stranger would find my link . * laughs * now , her friend pearlyn stop her accusing knowing she was wrong . but instead , all blames had been pushed to me . sad to say , i wasnt an easy push over person . i have decided to report to the police . now being afraid , i guess ? 2 person was being insulted however , only one was apologised . at 23 september 2008 , 2305 . and the funny thing was the one person that anon apologised to was the one he hurl an insult . it is only an . which means it is only ONE . and now , the story has a twist . anon , apologised to feng ling , saying that he had misread the tags in my blog the other time and defame her for nothing . and what's funny to me is that , why did this person took so long to REALISE ? what a laughable matter man . IF on that same day , you said you misread , i can simply understand . but , it was after so long that you realise that you had misread . sorry , you are lying through your teeth man . well , understandable if it is the net day too . since you had so much time to insults us , than i find no reason that you had misread the tags in my blog . furthermore , we wrote CAMWHORE but you had change the word to WHORE which had another meaning . so now being afraid , i guess you just dont want any trouble right ? sorry . but i find no reason why she should accept your apology since you had spell my name wrongly . it is another insults being added in . lastly , why do you want to add me in msn for ? being friends ? apologise ? whatever for ? if you had the time to add me , than find a good time to online . i have been very kind to you already . i said i would block you but i didnt . i waited for you for like 3 days but you didnt online . what's the meaning of this ? making myself look like a fool waiting for you ? * laughs * well , you might see this and you might not . i wouldn't care . for all i know , tonight , 2359.59 is the last dateline for you . good luck and all the best . because i would make a report to the police even if feng ling has decided to forgive you . sorry , i am the one which most insults and slanderings being hurl to . i let you have a good way out , but i dont think you want to go with it . since you chose to go the opposite way , than best of luck is all i would say . (: oh yes , since you said that ignorance is a bliss in pearlyn's blog than , tada . i meant my words . you mark them down . dont think that the paper is with feng ling so you are safe . because once my mind is made up , even gods cant change it thou she is my honey but still a no - no solution if you want her to speak up for you . because i am going to get the paper today . even if she decided to drop the case against you , i will still go ahead . yea , i can make millions of copies with it since i have save it inside my computer . anon , best of luck tonight for you . every decision you made has a consequences . the story's ending will be this friday . i will continue the story again . (: however , i would like to say , MORAL OF STORY : dont try to act smart when you dont know any single thing , think by helping you friend { who anyhow accuse people } you get good reward . so , this is the good reward you will get . (:

tomorrow is the day bi will be back . loves ! uber high . yay-ness . (:

ps : i aint blaming feng ling . (:

2008-09-23T21:00:00.003+08:00

i send feng ling the cbox thing already and she printed them out already . (: so yups . police , here i come . (: haha . i was chatting with sutsiam in the afternoon and i told him what happen and i simply asked him a good question .

me : pearlyn say i spam her blog using pamela , which is like whatever for right ? if i were to spam her blog , i would use my own name JASMINE right ?

sut : YEA !

i dont cook up stories . so ask him if you dont believe . (: am chatting with wei kang now . he said that i bully him . -.-" i never leh . i very guai one leh . was asking him if i am really small in size and his reply was yes . { cause many people told me that and i dont believe ? } haha . so i tell him short + small in size = easy bully so where got cute ? cause he said that girls who are short are cute . lols . like i have said , once i made up my mind , i will NOT hesistate to put off that thing since i so boliao . (: friday going to go gym . haha . like out of a blue moon and i have decided to go to gym . lols . bi surely happy one . haha .
school-less again . haha . serious insomia man and migrane . i could not sleep the whole night until 2 am and was awake by 7am . -.-" and i dont feel like sleeping . damn . i was really worried for bi man . i was worried that he might eat something which he is not suppose to cause he is at china right now ! damn . bi will be back in 2 days time . (: indeed absence makes the heart fonder . but i am happy cause this time round i did not cry . (: first time man . i keep telling myself that bi will be back soon . haha . just to deceive myself only . -.-"

life is too short to be get angry over this kind of people . (:

2008-09-22T15:47:00.003+08:00

AH LING ! i am so bored man . hongkian not at singapore ! see ? how sad am i ? he at cheena thursday than come back sia . i bored till i go act siao alr . pearlyn say i very boliao leh . 我很无了meh ? haha . anyways , ya . i dont care alr lah . she step over my patience alr lor . since she say i very boliao , than i show her how boliao can i get . i can be very boliao to the extend of the deep blue sea leh . but hor , you know me so well alr . once i say i want to do , i confirm will do de right ? haha . i very bo liao mah . eh , ever try before the feeling of when taking N or O level result , than got police case ? i never try before leh . i wonder how fun is it . haha . as mention above , i act siao alr . but hor , act siao people say things will do one leh . good right ? * laughs * when free ? we go police station together . since she say i very boliao , than i think i no need give her till wednesday , 24th september 2008 , 2359.59 alr right ? i bo liao mah . so i like i change date lor . haha . eh saturday go vivo want mah ? bugis also can . we go there happy happy leh . after report police must go happy one leh . if not very disheartening one leh . * laughs * eh , next year birthday we together go drink drank drunk want ? haha . than ask belle go borrow ic than can go in liao . ^^ ok lah . i getting too boliao alr . eh , her friend add me at msn leh . how ? i confirm scare sia . wah lau . hongkian not at singapore later that person bully me how ? ver waste my time leh . add alr no online . cb sia . later i very boliao till i delete and block that person . haha . O level coming liao leh . i still happy happy now . haha . my maths improve but hor , science and humanities sucks lah . * faints * need to memorise man . i memorise substainable developement right than when i never study that time i still remember lor . -.-" make me cannot sleep sia . wah lau , i damn miss hong kian lah . midnight 2 am suddenly rain till like cats and dogs lor . than the lightening so bright till i cant sleep lah . than i self declare holiday . haha . clever right ? somemore , 5.50 am hong kian call me . i still awake leh . zai hor ? never sleep at all leh . than this morning can wake up but too lazy liao so i happy happy self declare holiday . * laughs * how my 糖姐夫 ? still happily ever after mah ? why his blog post so emo one ? his * again is it ? ask him happy happy lah . dont need sad sad one . think of the bright side . got me make him happy can liao . but hor , GST and service charge still applies . (: must think that now you all still together so must happy happy leh . people who break alr , emo one . so you all must happy happy act siao one . like me and hong kian . confirm good example of couples one . haha . joking one lah . but now right , really lor , when i think about the past right ? we everytime also quarrel one leh . than now i think back like so childish lor . over small matter than quarrel . but , 吵架可以培养感情 leh . haha . but too much also not good lor . you know we quarrel over what mah ? over a small person leh . that person very 不自动 one . you know who right ? haha . if saturday got go out , i show you something on hongkian's neck i think . (: i can bite him alr . where got difficult to bite him ? he so flashy lor . haha . how arh ? i very scared leh . he go china later anyhow eat things sia . somemore now got alot things in singapore cannot eat also leh cause all made in china one . oh ya , you at house find see if got thing manufacture in china one all throw away . my house very steady one . only can find one packet of biscult that other people give one . haha . see ? my house is free of china products one . ESP ice cream hor , see properly than buy . cause i go ntuc that time and i find many ice cream made in china one . sad lor . no ice cream liao . haha . but ok lah . i rarely eat cheap ice cream one . haha . also eat the gelare ice cream know ? confirm safe one . haha . i too boliao alr so this post is for you . (: touched eh ? haha . how sia , this year no birthday for me leh . so sway one . last year take O level maths on my birthday , than this year physics on my birthday . ='( sad sia . emo liao lah me . haha . faster tag me when you free hor , i confirm go report police one since i got her number and every concrete evidence . want to deny also cant liao . cause she keep on asking me go down talk right than i show belle than she say jitao go report police liao . say threatening . than i was like can meh ? consider meh ? than she say you go ask than if police say no right than tell police say that i felt threaten so police also no choice have to consider that one as threatening . cause belle say is my own emotional mah . sounds logical right ? than if you at there right , can say you felt very disturb by things that has been said as an insult to you . (: arbo i send you than you also go report than we report seperately one ? power sia . 2 person report same thing confirm police case liao . want mah ? want than tag me also . i email you . cause i also got the anon's email which he / she title as wdv la WHORE . than is attach with his / her results so ya , that one also can serve as evidence . clever right ? actually i want delete one but later i think hor , best is report police . than cannot delete . CONCRETE EVIDENCE leh . i where got so stupid one sia . haha .

eh , anon or rather chickenbiggie@hotmail.com , you add me at msn for ? dont tell me want be friends ok ? i sibeh siao one . you confirm cannot tahan one . and the dateline for you is still on . so if you want be like pearlyn than go ahead . (: afterall , i will only simply tell you it's too late to apologise once i have made the report cause i will not go down to police station to withdraw any charges made . (: and why you act cute sia ? i put my number down alr right ? can msg me dont want than want add me at msn . afterall , it is not safe because when i feel like than i online which in turns means that i can dont online till thursday morning . (: afterall , i alr say liao , i sibeh siao one . i siao to the extend that i happy i block you , i delete you than you no need talk to me alr . (:

3 more days than bi will be back . (:

2008-09-21T14:05:00.002+08:00

i have decided this would happen . people , mark my words ok ? i am going to do it . this is what it is going to happen .

by WEDNESDAY , 24th SEPTEMBER 2008 , 2359.59 , if pearlyn and her friend still does not apologise , i will make a police report .
why WEDNESDAY , 24th SEPTEMBER2008 , 2359.59 ? cause if i were to say by today , they can say they dont know anything .
so WEDNESDAY , 24th SEPTEMBER 2008 , 2359.59 is a reasonable day , date , hour , mins and secs .
you CAN choose to act blur , ignore or whatever shits
cause i WILL NOT give a damn to you guys
thus , WEDNESDAY , 24th SEPTEMBER 2008 , 2359.59 , if i still does not receive any aplogy , by FRIDAY , 26th SEPTEMBER 2008 , i WILL MAKE A POLICE REPORT .
why FRIDAY , 26TH SEPTEMBER 2008 ? cause i need time to print out the evidence .
in case you wonder , i saved every single things you say which can be reported as SLANDERING , INSULTS and THREATENING which also means i have CONCRETE EVIDENCES against you guys including pearlyn's number .
thus , i WOULD DEFINITELY CHARGE you guys .
ACTIONS WILL BE TAKEN BY THE POLICE and you can safely say bye bye to N level .
i am NOT threatening anybody at all
my patience has a limit , unless you are my friends than i can simply forget about this matter BUT YOU ARE NOT so my patience for these people has ZERO TOLERANCE .
you can try to be stubborn , it doesnt matter to me anymore
ps : IT IS NOT JUST ME WHOM YOU GUYS SHOULD APOLOGISE TO . THE APOLOGY SHOULD AND MUST INCLUDING FENG LING AS WELL .
pss : i have already told her that i will be making a police report , she as an innocent party , will definitely be a witness thus , once a police report is made , i can simply assure you guys that , it would be under an INSULTING , SLANDERING AND THREATENING case . whether you go to jail or if you are underage , go to home or not , it is none of my business .
psss : once i made a police report , like let's say AFTER the police report have been made and you guys apologise , it would be of no use at all cause i WILL NOT WITHDRAWN ANY CHARGES MADE .
pssss : it would definitely be best if you guys made an arrangement and apologise in person . of course the arrangement made had to be BEFORE WEDNESDAY , 24th SPETEMBER 2008 , 2359.59 . { what i meant was to make an appointment BEFORE WEDNESDAY , 24th SPETEMBER 2008 , 2359.59 }
psssss : message me for the appointment . 94764899 . if you want to prank call me , go ahead , my handphone is 24/7 on . (: so if i do not receive any message regarding this , i WILL simply take it as you guys WANT me to GO AHEAD WITH THE POLICE REPORT .

2008-09-19T21:00:00.007+08:00

i am so pissed man . my stupid brother ask his friends over to my house and guess what he did ? he is so clever ok . he did not even bring home his psp and ds and now they are playing with mine . fucked lahhhhh . i guess that they are like deaf man . they even switch the volume to the max man . stupid ass hole . what's more , they have their own ds ok . damn them man . i bet my psp is dirty now . so damn angry man . idiot ! i swear the next time they come , i am going to lock up my psp so that they cant find it at all . idiots . they also like to mess up my room and take my things without my permission ! irritating kids man . worst of all , one of them is primary 5 so definitely will know that it is rude to touch people things without permission right ? ok , so he doesnt know man . he even crush up my pieces of work . hate them man . plus they are super duper noisy . and i am suffering from migrane again . fucked ! it is a killer man . i seriously cant stand it anymore . panadol doesnt help at all . shits . counting down to another 3 more days and bi going to china . 6 more days to study break . 7 more days to bi return . one more month to O level . oh yes , i went ntuc just now and i bought the goat milk sweet . nice but expensive . haha . oh yes and i saw that not all ice cream can be eaten man . * laughs * but how cares ? gelare is still safe . (: blogger uploading of pictures are so slow man . -.-" anyway , these pictures are way overdue . it was taken during teachers' day .

mdm asrina

zhiling and me

oh yes , looking at this photo , i finally know that i am so fat know ? and know what the shirt size is S some more eh . laughs . (: i didnt know that fat people can wear XS shirt somemore the shirt cutting is small . haha . yea , fat . (:

PS : ah ling , ( AL ) , i am not xiao mei mei ok . if i xiao mei mei , you also lor . is the auntie dont want give me buy eh . not cause i xiao mei mei ok . (: yea , see how " FAT " i am ? does it makes any sense with what the anon says ? * laughs *

2008-09-18T16:19:00.002+08:00

i got back my maths paper 1 but sucks ! i scored 50 out of 80 . fucked ! i wasnt happy at all . i made a damn hell mistakes and lost 10 marks . damn shits ! a total for maths paper 1 and 2 , i lost a total of 16 marks . fucked ok ! overall , i scored 66 out of 100 . B3 ! damn ok . with those 16 marks , i definitely can scored an A1 . how sad , it flew away . ='( yups so that's it . B3 . ='( got to buck up for A1 for maths . waiting for DNT paper tomorrow . yups , i will pass . (: theory takes up 40% of the whole paper while the artefact and foilo takes up 60% . so ya , haha . i am suspecting that i am having migrane . if it is true than fucked . it better dont turn out to be true . i went to buy jollyshandy after school and this 7-11 lady tells me that students cannot buy . -.-" damn fucked ok . i change to home clothes and i can buy ? what stupid logic is this man ? home clothhes = not student ? i am going to buy my jollyshandy . (: oh yes , like i have said and mention in my previous post , IF THIS MATTER'S SETTLEMENT DOES NOT MAKE ME FEEL HAPPY ABOUT IT , I WILL REPORT IT TO THE POLICE WITHOUT FAIL . I AM NOT THREATENING LIKE HOW SHE AND HER FRIEND DOES . I AM SERIOUSLY . THEREFORE , I WANT A SATISFY ANSWER FOR THIS .